Forever Love

Poison Love

The days go by so quickly, though, for more than a month Tristan continued to search for the existence of Qania but until now he could not find it since their last meeting where Qania returned the compensation money for materials that Tristan gave to KKN activities. Until now, Tristan has not lost hope and will continue to look for Qania.

Repeatedly he visited the location of KKN Qania, but the results remain the same.

"Sorry Tristan, but since the accident Qania has no longer returned to the KKN location. And we don't even know where he is because you know for yourself the time of his cell phone accident was crushed in a car tire. We haven't communicated to date."

That was Zakih's answer when Tristan came to see him.

And the cause of the chaos in Tristan's heart just kept silent in the room hearing Zakih lying to Tristan.

Yes, he asked Zakih and his friends not to tell him whereabouts because he did not want to see Tristan again. He is aware enough not to ruin a relationship because he is also a woman.

And finally Tristan left with sadness. Qania was the same, crying in silence because he did not want to worry his friends.

Two days ago Tristan came back again and the one who met him was Lina. The girl said that Qania was not with them.

"Gue knows Lo loves Qania, but she doesn't exist. You can't believe in being a person. We all miss and worry about Qania. Find Qania in another KKN location. It's possible that he was following the general wave" Lina said, making Tristan sigh weakly.

"Thanks" said Tristan, then walked to his car.

"Qania, where are you," she said in her car and drove her car away from village X, without her noticing a pair of eyes staring at her.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry Tristan," said Qania.

Qania's friends could only comfort Qania. They understood Qania's reasoning. Whichever woman wants her relationship to be disturbed by another woman, that is the reason Qania made her friends agree to Qania's desire to hide from Tristan.

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Tristan POV

"Where are you Qania?" Again, that word keeps coming from my lips when I'm alone or in a meeting.

I came here but did not meet. Even I went to college, until determined to the location of KKN Lala but I did not find him at all.

Do I have to go to Qania's house in Sulawesi to find her? Should I go there? But what should I say when I meet people who will misunderstand me as soon as I see later?

Ah, again. I took a picture of Qania that I had stolen secretly and it was my only encouragement.

That beautiful shade face made me who had wanted to stop suddenly after staring at him again through the mobile phone screen makes me 45 spirit to nyari him. To the end of the world I am happy.

But again, I can't find him.

"Where are you right now, baby. I miss you so much, dear," lirih Tristan while looking at a photo of Qania on her phone. Her tears fell over the photo.

I don't know, why am I being this cute? Qania has truly given love poison that gnaws at my soul and mind. I would die if I couldn't find it.

The bayes? Yeah, I'm a big fan and I admit it. Why am I like this because of love? You can say I'm cemen or whatever it is up to Lo, but who needs to know this is my right. My rights, Man.

What made Qania stay away and avoid me? Sure, I'm sure there must be a reason behind this. There is no way Qania suddenly changed like this.

Or is he like this? I have never understood and guessed the way of the intelligent mind.

"Cumelgghhhh ... Qania, where the hell are you?" I can only scream.

Tristan wiped his tears, then he put his phone in his pocket and he walked out of his room. He left his cafe and rode his motorcycle to go home.

Since he could not find Qania, he moved to sleep in the room occupied by Qania, hoping to find her when he opened his eyes.

Mr. Yotar and bi Ria can only resign and grieve to see the state of their employers whose appearance is currently disheveled. A mustache that is allowed to grow with the beard. Dull face and long hair. They also know it all happened because the master missed someone named Qania Salsabila.

Tristan went into the room, laying his body on the bed that was occupied by Qania almost two months ago. He closed his eyes, then picked up his phone that was ringing.

"What's up, Shay?" I asked as soon as I answered the phone from Marsya.

"Where are you, Tris? I took you to the cafe but you weren't there."

"I'm home, Shay. I was so tired I went straight home" I replied. Actually so lazy to answer the phone from Marsya.

Marshy?

Arghhc ...

I was so self-deprecating that I didn't realize I was still connected to Marsya.

"Who's stupid, Tris?"

Kan, Marya heard what I said.

Huffhttt ...

"No, I remember my business partner who was cheated when I remembered him

"Oh that, I think you're why again."

Hufftts.

Thankfully, Marsya believes in me.

"Udah first Yes, I want to take a shower first. My body is so sticky. I just got home too."

It feels boring to talk for a long time with Marsya. But if it's Qania, I can't sleep all night just to listen to him talk. There are interesting things that could be a conversation with him. Ah Qania, where are you.

"Hmmm. You take a shower."

I could hear his disappointed voice, there was a hint of regret at having forgotten it. The girl who had always stood by me.

I put my phone back after Marsya ended her call with disappointment of course.

Sorry, Sya. I don't know why I'm like this. Have I hurt you so much? Yeah, it must hurt you so much that you'd be so angry or even hate me.

Marsya, the girl who had been accompanying me in times of trouble or pleasure. He always cheers me up and comforts me. When did I forget it like this? Dumped him just because he got something new.

Is something wrong here? Am I just tempted for a moment or do I feel like I don't love Marsya anymore?

But it's not like that it feels. My love for Marsya couldn't have faded that fast. But what I felt for Qania was different from what I felt for Marsya.

Haohhh ...

"Dizziness, I'm dizzy. How could I fall in two hearts like this, anyway? Tristan Lo is stupid. You can not straighten Lo's heart and determine who Lo really love. Do you choose Qania or Marsya?"

But once I think, Marsya might be an option. But Qania, aahh - he is not an option, but he is able to choose.

Even though I chose him, he would not choose me. As for Marsya, I did not choose him he would tether his heart to me.

Huhh ...

I got out of bed and came out of this room to my room to take a shower. It's late and I still haven't found Qania.

I should take a shower and look for it. I'm going to surround this whole place to some hard-to-reach place, even to the ant hole I'm going to find if you're hiding there, Qania.

...The Tristan POV End...

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Sorry yes, maybe I do not up much and maybe a day can only be one part only. I'm after the target at RL, I'm busy.

Doain I'm healthy and have a chance to keep going up.

Honestly I did though not much interest my work, but a day does not up it feels bad.

I thought about it, 'Where would anyone wait for me to post? Poor thing, I hung them up to read. I just don't like if the reading depends, they must be the same donh' but how else, the demands in Real Life must be met.

Thank you for reading my work. You guys are the source of my passion to keep up even though I say sometimes.

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