Forever Love

Requited

Qania spread out her hands, she just woke up. "Uh, tired of yesterday's trip is still felt," said Qania. "Luckily at home, alias at the boarding house, hihihi," Qania laughed, then he rushed down from the bed.

Qania went to the bathroom and cleaned up. This morning he was still so lazy to cook that he decided to take a shower in the morning and went out to find food. After finishing with her perfumed clothes, Qania came out of the house and started the engine.

Soon he arrived at a shop and ordered chicken porridge. Qania ate his food slowly until it was all gone and then he went home.

Arriving at home, because it was bored by herself Qania set the song on her phone while lying staring at the ceiling of her room.

The song When You Love Someone represents Qania's current heart. There was worry in his heart. It was very desirable to unite his feelings with Tristan but he was shackled by the feelings of others.

Several times Qania sighed, she kept thinking what way she should take to deal with her problem this time.

"Haahh .. Sometimes I think that Tristan was deliberately sent by God to replace my Arkan. God did not let me live without Arkana until Tristan was present. I was slow to realize His blessing. But, what about Marsya?" Qania muttered.

As she daydreams, Qania is startled by the ringing of her own phone.

"Hallo bride," said Qania.

"Well, because you already know so I don't have to bother to remember if you have to go home and watch your best friend's wedding" said Elin.

"Yes, after taking care of the report I will make sure to go straight home" said Qania.

"I'm waiting. Just be careful if you don't come, I will block the airport if you go home after your lecture is over," threatened Elin made Qania laugh.

"Much sadists. Yes I will definitely come, and it will still be two weeks. I'll be in two days to go to town M because Syaquile wants a visit. After that go directly to my beloved hometown," said Qania.

"Fyuuhh means so come that way. You should not come because you and Arkana who have made me the same Yoga and finally to the guarantee" said Elin reminded.

"Yes, I'll come with Arkana. You just wait," said Qania, picturing Tristan's face.

Elin, who had been chirping, was suddenly mute after Qania said he would come with Arkana, which he knew was gone. He alone did not know that now Qania had found Arkana both.

"Yes Qan, I close first yes," said Elin who did not want to discuss Arkana which will make Qania sad.

"Yes. Assalamu'alaikum."

"Wa'alaikum salutations."

Qania put her phone on the side then re-tuned the song. Just as he closed his eyes, the sound of knocking on the door made him have to get up and see who was coming to see.

Qania opened the door and found the face of the person she had just imagined.

"Tristan" muttered Qania.

"How are you?" tanya Tristan was just plain, but in her heart she was so happy to meet again with Qania.

"good. What's wrong with you coming here?" ask Qania sok cuek.

"Will the host not let his guest in?" sindir Tristan's.

"I'm sorry, but I'm home alone. It's not nice to be seen by the neighbors" said Qania subtly.

Tristan grunting. "I will be engaged to Qania" said Tristan lethargic.

Qania looked at Tristan, lying that he was not surprised and lying if part of his heart did not feel pain.

"Oh-" Qania forced a smile-"Congratulations, isn't that what you've all wanted. If you remember, invite me yes" said Qania trying to hold back her tears.

"Just like that? You don't want to prevent me?" the Tristan protests are thoughtless.

Qania smiled bitterly. "I have no right" said Qania.

"You deserve Qania, you even have the right to prevent it" Tristan said.

"On what basis, hem?"

"On the basis of love. If you love me like I love you, then you have the right to prevent me and I will make sure that I will not be engaged to Marsya" Tristan replied firmly.

"And make other women hurt?" qania Syndir.

"But I can't do that, I don't want to. If you want to know why, it's because I've been in Marsya's current position. I know it hurts to see someone we love suddenly being taken by someone else. I've been in that position so many times that I know what it's like. That's why I don't want to be the cause of other women being devastated and hurt" Qania said in a slightly high voice.

"But I chose you Qania, it wasn't you who took me away from her" Tristan argued, trying to wipe away Qania's tears but her hands were immediately brushed aside.

"Then why did you decide to get engaged?" ask Qania.

"I am in a desperate position Qania. Anyway I've been thinking about what exactly I feel like to Marsya right now. I realized that I had only considered him my brother and my best friend for the last two years. Marsya had lost her best friend and at that time she was very bad and I could not see the situation so I continued to fulfill her wishes and also continued to try to make her happy.

"I didn't feel anything more about Marsya after the accident a few years ago. And when I decided to stay away from her, uh, there was an unexpected event that took the life of Marsya's best friend. Intention to end my relationship with him I finally broke it because I saw how frustrated he was to lose Milka. He needed me and I couldn't let him dissolve in his sadness.

"I was in a flat relationship, because I only thought of him as a brother and friend. Until I finally met you. To be honest at the beginning of our meeting where I saw you at a restaurant blowing out a candle all by myself, from which I started to take an interest in you. Plus after you sang and I realized that you were the first piano girl to touch my piano"

"Tristan" sidelines Qania.

"Let me finish everything Qania, let me express my heart. Please be a good listener, okay," Tristan and Qania just nodded.

"Until we finally meet again at the seminar and I kick you out for being late. Honestly, at that time, I was very stubborn when I saw you. I want to feel like I told you to sit down but I have to be fair to the other participants. Both times you came to my seminar and I was back in Landa feeling strange but at that time you upset me by not paying attention to my explanation and just busy with your phone. I rebuked me and then you passed out.

"I came to see you at the hospital hoping to meet you. But when you saw me you called me your husband but his name was different from mine. Of course I'm Qania's emotion, I thought you were a stressed-out woman trying to frame me. Ii'm sorry. Then we meet again when Marsya humiliates you in the cafe, actually at that time I just wanted to test your patience and somehow scold you and make you look upset it was very interesting in my eyes. I let you fight Marsya and want to see how strong the woman I like is.

"You know Qania, unbeknownst to you I even hired people to spy on you. And I've lost track of you since you didn't live in your old boarding house anymore. Until we meet again at the mall and I immediately tell people to follow you. And the night we meet again and somehow every time I meet you my emotions are always made up and down and can't wait to argue with you. I like that sweet swearing of yours.

"You know Qania, I even followed you back that night. I'm finding out all about you and your identity. God gave me a chance to get closer to you. And from our togetherness I realized one thing, my feelings for you were more than just like or admiration. I love you Qania Salsabila Wijaya."

Qania shed her tears after Tristan had finished all her stories. After all he was so moved, the man he knew arrogantly turned out to secretly like him but in a different way.

"Qania, you should know. After I decided to get engaged to Marsya, I thought all night about how I felt about her. And I found the answer, I didn't love him unless I cared about him. And the woman I love is you Qania. My race to you is different from Marsya's. Understand Qania, "the Tristan's pinta while holding Qania's hand.

"You talk too much Tristan. I love you too" complained Qania but ended the sweet word.

Tristan was shocked, so soon she felt welcome. He could no longer speak, speechless. He could not explain how he felt at the moment.

"But ...."

"But what?" ask Tristan to panic.

"I can't be in a relationship with you. Give me time to think things through. I just want you to know that I'm in love with you. But that doesn't mean I want to be in a relationship with you. Let's finish each other's destiny line until we finally meet at one point connecting the two of us. Live your day and I live my day. If we are a match, our efforts will not be in vain. You have another life with Marsya and I also have another life.

"Let's go through all the grooves until we finally get to the end of the road which will unite our direction or it turns out to separate us. Don't hurt her heart, give her understanding gently. I don't want to be the cause of his magic even if it's true" Qania said.

"Sure, I'll do it Qania. It doesn't matter if we don't have a status as long as I know you have the same feelings as me. Let's follow the plot, I can't wait to find out what our ending looks like" Tristan agreed, with a smile on his lips.

Qania smiled nodded. "You want to walk with me? I felt very bored at home alone," said Qania, where Tristan immediately nodded enthusiastically.

"Of course, who will resist" Tristan replied.

Qania giggles. "I change, wait a minute" said Qania and then entered the house.

"Beautiful," muttered Tristan.

"Thank you, let's go" said Qania ahead of Tristan.

"Why wear a hat?" ask Tristan.

"It's Tristan noon, it's hot. If you wear a hat can be a little protective when traveling," replied Qania.

"Wait, you mean a walk?" tristan asked, I don't know why there's something strange in her opinion.

"Yes, you don't think wrong. We will walk" replied Qania and then walked away from Tristan, which was empty.

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