
"Sleep, I will accompany you." Andika said, successfully making the face of the khalista red blushing.Khalista hid her body under a thick blanket.While Andika still felt nervous and walked towards the bed next to Khalista. Andika lay beside khalista.
Heart deguban is so irregular, 2 man was trying to withstand the turmoil of taste that disturbed his mind.Andika glanced sideways, his beautiful wife still refused to show her red face. While Khalista who was under the blanket continued to curse him who asked Andika to accompany him.
clack...
Intentionally Andika turned off her room AC, making Khalista feel the sweat soaking into her body. Khalista pulled out his head, got up from his sleep and leaned his body against the bed.
"Andika, why turn off the AC. Don't know what if it's so hot" Khalista protested. Andika woke up from her sleep staring at his wife who flicked her hand because of the heat.
" Andika, you want to make me.... "
pup...
andika's index fingers are perfectly attached to the lips khalista.both look at each other, drowning in the eyes that are so soothing to the heart.At least a sense of sneaking in makes the heart khalista so tight. However, a shadow of a man's picture slipped his mind, and many times the shadow haunted his mind.
Andika slowly raised her chin, leaning her face, watching her face closely.Khalista could not resist the rumbling feeling, pushed Andika and left Andika. Khalista tears flowed profusely, khalista came out of his room, wiping his tears. Looking at the vast sky that reveals the moon and stars simultaneously.
Maybe his memory is so limited, but in the heart of the deepest khalista felt the thing that so disturbed his mind.The face of the foreign man also danced in his mind.But Andika never wanted to explain what had always been the question.
"Oh my God.. How is my real relationship with my husband?why does that foreign face always bother my life?" khalista.
Andika stepped up her legs, approaching the khalista who looked up at the moon and stars in the balcony of the room.
"What are you thinking? " ask Andika. I'm just trying to get close to you, get close to my own wife.Is it so distracting to you that it leaves me like this? "say Andika. Khalista took a long breath.
"I'm your wife, but it feels like my heart hates you.I don't feel love for you, even I just think you're a monster that makes me always feel annoyed" Khalista said.
Andika smiled cynically looking towards khalista.Although her memories disappeared, in fact her heart was completely sealed shut.the words coming out of her tiny mouth completely destroyed Andika's feelings.
"Are you sure? Did I never get caught in your head?" ask Andika. Khalista looked intently at Andika.
"You know, even the shadow of another man dancing in my brain when I'm rooming with you" said khalista.
Andika smiled cynically.Sacrifice all this time, her patience had in fact still could not make khalista fall for her.
"I've asked you before about the truth of our relationship, don't you ever want to answer?" khalista. Andika just fell silent.
"And you know Andika, that's what I've been feeling around you all this time, that tightness that's been bothering me. the hate that sneaks into my mind.how can I marry you if all I feel and remember is all your ugliness? what kind of marriage do we have, Andika?" ask khalista.
"I love you khalista, and you're my wife.How else should I explain it to you?" ask
Andica.
"What do you think I'm human? I have a feeling even though I lost my memory.Do I approve of this marriage? do I love you too? " tanya khalista.Andika was silent.
"You can't answer Andika, then how can I do my duty as a wife if we don't love each other hem?"ask khalista.
"Then what do you want? didn't you say you'd learn to be a good wife? "ask Andika. Khalista smiled faintly.
"Yes, I'm going to learn to be a good wife, don't you want one? I'll be what you want me to be, but never expect me to fall in love with you." said khalista,somehow the feeling of how he felt.Sick and confused raged into one.
Khalista's words surprised him.Although khalista repeatedly said he hated Andika, only this time Andika felt tight when his wife said another male shadow dancing in his brain.
"Okey... Now what do you want?Do you want me to end this?" asked Andika.Khalista looked at Andika.Blood seemed to stop flowing, when Andika's speech sounded in his ear.Sakit.Khalista was silent, he did not understand his own feelings.
"What do you want?" asked Andika again.Khalista was silent.
"There is no point in you learning to be what I want, if your heart closes tightly to my presence.Life as you please khalista, let's just say we are just neighbors who do not know each other." said Andika then left khalista who still stands in the balcony room.
"Why should it be like this" he said softly.
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Brakes..
Andika pushed hard on her bedroom door, looking at her wedding picture frame with khalista.
"Damn.." said Andika.Andika sighed long, it feels like her patience is completely exhausted.Khalista, the woman is really testing her patience.
"Khalista... It's not fair if I always give up on you.. Of love? I don't think about it anymore. Even being lost memory alone you can not feel the love that I gave.Especially if I say our marriage happened just because of a mission." said Andika.
"From now on, live as you want, I will not interfere in your affairs" Andika said slowly. Andika turned to the table next to her.Netranya found the file given by Bima, Andika grabbed the file and let out a long sigh.
"Not busy explaining my love that never got a place in your heart, maybe it's good I think of the company first, Khalista." said Andika.
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A sunny morning, warm rays penetrated from the gap of the curtains of the room.Khalista glanced at the clock that showed at 06.00.Last night the khalista did not sleep a bit, and after the dawn prayer the khalista rested his eyes for a moment.
Khalista cleaned himself in the bathroom.How long later khalista stepped out of the room, netraanya turned towards the room Andika who still seemed to be tightly closed.
"Non, breakfast first.The food is ready." said Bima Sari who suddenly was beside khalista.
"Yes, Bi.I'll call Andika first." she said.
"Lho, Mas Andika has departed since half an hour ago, Non" said Bisa Sari and successfully made khalista surprised.
"Oh, yes, Bi.It is better that we go down, the mother wait a long time" said khalista.
They stepped out, down one by one the stairs. Khalista several times let out a long sigh.His conversation with Andika last night made him cramped. Even Andika completely ignored him this morning.
"Congratulations oagi, ma'am." said khalista greet his mother-in-law.Bu Marni did not reply, just remained silent without looking at khalista.Khalista again let out a long sigh.
"What kind of marriage do I actually live.In fact, my mother-in-law is so cold with me." Inner khalista.
"What kind of wife are you, at this hour just woke up.Your husband has since left the house" said Miss Marni Sukses stifling khalista chest.
"Sorry mom. " said khalista.
"Try to be a real wife, even though your memory is not perfect.You are the woman of Andika's choice, mother approves of your marriage because mother saw her happy with you." said her mother, khalista let out a long sigh.
Khalista took the rice and the side dish, Both of them enjoyed breakfast with the solemn.Just the clang of the spoon heard in the room.
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Sorry, just can up.sad news from othor.pak de family of husband died.
ask for the class of fatekhah for him.may be given space kburnya, received good charity.families left are given patience.
Alphatiah.
๐๐thank. readers terโค....