Between Hate and Love

Wulan Diary

I used to want to go, once,

Because of one thing,

For a reason,

It's not because I don't want to fight,

It's not me who doesn't want to go back to hope,

But I want to go back, though,

When the feeling that I used to want comes back, expect a dream,

Expecting a dream that is just a dream.

I know dreams are just sleeping flowers, though,

But apparently God said something else

Dreams are reality

Which has not yet been accomplished.

Dreams are the future

That is realized when hope continues to be hope.

Hikmal saw Wulan who was very cool to write why he was now in pecans anyway.

"Wul, why did you let me?" tanya Hikmal felt sorry for herself from earlier Hikmal saw Wulan who was busy with her diary book.

"What? Who let you anyway, don't make it up, I didn't you just pay attention to me." Hikmal advanced his mouth why it became sick as well ya in takuhan okeh Wulan hah.

"Who else am I going to write, Herman?" Hikmal became upset himself really now even discuss Herman anyway ngaco.

"You read?" Hikmal immediately replied to the diary like he had seen this book but where? He had seen it for a long time, but he could never read it.

"Can I see wrong, what my memory is troubled, isn't it like this is the diary I once held right and you hit me, if not the wrong time Junior High right?" Wulan just smiled yes indeed it was the diary of Junior High first indeed this is a special diary to pour out his feelings that were hesitant because of the insensitivity of Hikmal.

"Your interest is still strong apparently, it's a diary that you once held first, read I want to find yourself lunch first." Hikmal just nodded what it contained so curious.

In the first page there are no words

On the second page there is a little word that might mean something like this

Kanggo wong seng does not love seng iseh like karo wong liyan.

"For my loved ones, who are still with others."

On the third sheet there is nothing written, on the fourth sheet there are words that make Hikmal remember something.

Today when the sky was still ashamed to reveal its face, the wind blew piercing the pores so cold yet it did not make my heart freeze, what made this self excited was seeing a smile as I met, she said, the guy is still the same but why is it that he doesn't even look at me. Yes I know I was only considered as a good friend when I wish there was a taste other than the taste of brother or sister or friend. I realize this will still be the same as just brother and sister but can that sense gradually change."

Hikmal recalled that when it was Junior High he was close to Wulan but only a friend, he did not know if the Wulan actually had a taste for her.

On the sixth page there is no word spoken only possible meaning so.

Ra mudeng I karo ati mu, I seng ngenteni dewek e seng dueni.

"Don't understand your heart, I'm waiting for him to get it.

" Wait, could he? He was jealous when I expressed my feelings... This kid is.... "