SECOND LOVE
CHAPTER 95
The guide drives his car at medium speed. After two more hours he sat in the cafe where he met Nilam, only then he left the place.
The series of sentences that came out of the mouth of his former lover, made Pandu realize that all this time he had never been grateful for what he had.
Born from a family of being, being the son who would inherit most of the Wijaya family's wealth, makes every wish always fulfilled.
Maybe that's what made him underestimate his relationship with Nilam first. For he was sure that Nilam would return to him, because he wanted the girl. He forgets, not every desire must be fulfilled, especially he has made a fatal mistake.
He felt very frustrated, when the woman he loved completely abandoned him. Nilam didn't give him a chance. Making him even more sorry and bestowing all the mistakes on Delvia and Laksmi, the older brother.
His attitude towards the two women who used to be so close to him, changed 180°. The friendly and smiling palanquin, disappeared in an instant. Replaced the cold, untouched figure.
Especially in Delvia, who now has the status of his wife. That guy never cared about it at all. Their communication is just a matter of money transfer, and a visit to the gynecologist. The rest, only Delvia tried to get close to Pandu, without any male reciprocity. Even in front of his parents, Pandu's attitude has not changed at all. Just when Delvia's parents visited her apartment alone, the man showed a faint smile. And that happens very rarely.
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"Guide, where have you been?" Delvia welcomed her husband who had just entered the apartment.
The woman with the belly looks different now.
No longer looks bright face full of elegance, there is only a two-bodied woman with a sad look that adorns her beautiful face.
His nature also slowly changed over time. No longer see the arrogance.
"Cafes." A short Guide, as it passes. He did not look at his wife's face.
Delvia took a poignant breath, rubbing her enlarged stomach with a sickly sliced heart.
A few days ago, her husband's employee came. Guides thought he was in the apartment, because his cell phone could not be reached. But the man's answer made him suspicious.
"But the cafe employee came by, asking you. He said you can't be contacted." Demand Delvia, tailing on her husband's back.
"Have met before." The guide passed to the only room in the apartment. Then he closed the door loudly, creating a thumping sound that shocked Delvia.
The woman could only rub her chest, trying to widen her patience. He did not expect his dream marriage to bring him prolonged grief. The man that he had seized by cheating, really proved his point.
"I'm going to marry you. Be the husband you and I want to be. I will also meet the needs of you and the child, so you will not have to work anymore. Just be quiet and keep the baby safely born. But remember, our marital relationship is only because of the baby, not because I love you. So don't expect me to treat you like a husband to his wife. Don't interfere in my affairs, if you don't want to regret." Said Pandu in a flat tone, as he asked for certainty from the man.
"Strong ...." He quietly held back the tightness that gripped his chest remembering everything that happened.
Although leaving a curiosity where Pandu went, but Delvia can only hold it in his heart. There was no way he would dare to break Pandu's ban, not to interfere in his affairs.
Delvia stared at the door that had been closed for more than thirty minutes. Wanted in, but he was afraid of Pandu's anger. But even longer, it felt like he couldn't. He wanted to express the desire he had been harboring all this time.
Every night, he had to make friends with tears, resisting a difficult desire to stop. He was really tormented by all these feelings.
These few days, he desperately wanted Pandu to be by his side. He wants to hide with that man. Want to do a leisurely walk in the afternoon, with Pandu accompanying beside him, want to sleep in the warm embrace of the guide, want to feel the gentle strokes of the man on his stomach, want to feel the gentle strokes of the man on his stomach, but it all has to be alone. Let alone to express his heart, just to say hello just how it feels so difficult.
It seemed as if it was not touched by him. Even the man slept on the sofa every night, to avoid being close to him.
The Pandu Apartment only has one room, so inevitably, they have to share a room together. But the man entered only for the purpose of cleaning himself and changing clothes. The rest, he chose to do activities outside the apartment.
"Patience son, papa you are busy, a lot of work, you are the same mother first yes dear," Delvia rubbed her stomach gently. Without feeling her tears dripping down the woman's cheeks.
"When is the control schedule going to the doctor?" Delvia, who was lamenting her life, gasped in shock when she heard the flat voice of Pandu, who was already sitting beside her.
"Ah, mmm it should have been yesterday,"
"What?" Delvia's reply was not clearly heard in Pandu's ears.
"It should be yesterday." Follow the woman with a louder voice.
"You went to the doctor yourself? Why not say it like always?"
The woman shook her head.
"You mean you missed the controls to the gynecologist?" The originally flat voice, rising an octave made Delvia feel afraid.
"I'm afraid you're still busy ...."
"I told you, didn't I? His business is my responsibility. He's my son, so don't you ever forget this simple thing again. Get ready, we go to the gynecologist today." He said, but without the slightest warmth there.
Delvia still did not budge. He stared at the figure beside him with an unbecoming heart.
"Wait what else?" Sentak Pandu, made Delvia surprised.
"I am," he stammered, then rose to his room to prepare.
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