SECOND LOVE

CHAPTERS 102

Nilam opened his eyes, hearing his lover's words.

"Nii yaah, ma'am?" ask Nilam to make sure.

The bus nodded steadily.

"But ...."

"Why? You don't want to?"

"Not want to, Mom. Only, isn't it too rushed? Don't make decisions just because of someone else's influence. I don't want the Bas to regret it later."

"Why regret? It's not because of anyone else, honey. It is pure desire of its own. It's just that, the incident earlier, the more solid mas to immediately propose to you." said Baskara honestly.

Nilam can only bow his head, feeling guilty for not telling everything that happened.

He thought, Bus is emotional at this time, to make a decision in a hurry.

"Mas not angry with me, about me meeting mas Pandu?" ask Nilam a little scared. His head was still down, with both hands crashing at each other on the table.

It is better to discuss this issue, than Baskara continued the conversation about marriage.

"I'm sorry, I haven't had the same story with Bas. Yesterday mas Pandu came looking for me at work. And we had a chat for a while. But just talk, and it's in a crowded place." said Nilam honestly.

"What are you guys saying?" bas asked, looking inside her lover, trying to find a loophole of lies in the girl's eyes.

Patchouli was silent for a while. He's like a kid caught stealing candy in his mom's shop.

"Mas, if I were honest, would you get angry and leave me?" ask Nilam scared. His conversation with Pandu, quite sensitive, because it concerns the taste and desire of men in his past, to return with him. Although Nilam had firmly refused, but still he felt bad for Baskara.

"Maaa. Don't do it," Nilam's whine grabbed Baskara's hand.

"How's crus?" ask the man while laughing.

"Yes, don't be angry, it's not me who's wrong ... He came and whined to talk to me. In the store a lot of people, rather than being the center of attention, yes I just want him."

"Yes, I know. Who would want to hear that, what were you talking about until you were attacked earlier with that woman?" push Baskara again.

Nilam finally told me what happened a few hours ago, when he just came out of the boutique where he worked. How he met and what he talked about with Pandu, all Nilam told me without anyone being missed in the slightest.

Baskara listened attentively. Without interrupting or showing an upset face. The man smiled faintly, staring at how his lover's lips flowed sentence after sentence that he already knew.

"Eh but that means you know, how?" After finishing with his explanation, then Nilam realized there was something stuck with Baskara's speech a moment ago.

"Mas is there?" her insistence again, when her lover did not give an answer.

Instead of answering, Baskara actually returned the grip of Nilam's hand more tightly. He was there. Intending to surprise Nilam, he went home without telling her first. But his steps came to a halt when he saw his lover arguing with someone in front of the boutique. He followed, as Nilam walked into a cafe. And steal their chatter over there.

"Because I want to propose to you immediately, Nilam. Today you may still stand firm, but tomorrow and so on? He is your first love, it is not impossible that feeling will reappear, if he continues to pursue you. While far away. I can't give you more attention, I can't take care of you completely."

"Mas don't believe me?" ask Nilam a little disappointed.

"Not you, but your ex. He is not a man who gives up easily. I hate to admit this, but the truth is. Mas saw there was a lot of love and regret that gnawed at him, which could have crippled his common sense."

Nilam can no longer answer. He was out of words and could not think for now. It wasn't something like this that he wanted. Not because of suspicion or competition. He's not a snatch object. He wanted to be proposed, because Bas wanted him, and felt it was time they stepped in together.