SECOND LOVE

CHAPTER 116

Missing is torturous, if we put it on the mind. But it will be an encouragement, if we hold it in the warmth of the heart.

Nilam tries to enjoy the long distance relationship that he and Baskara are currently living. Make a sense of trust and loyalty, as a guardian of love both to keep burning.

But he could not lie, his deep-rooted love, often creating fear and anxiety. Even more longing that he tried to hug in the heart slowly began to feel the mind, until he became often look moody.

"What the hell are you, Lam? I don't think there's any spirit in life, I've seen lately?" amanda's protest that felt careless to see Nilam without spirit.

"Come, Nda. I kept thinking the same mas Bas," great-grandson Nilam revealed his heartbreak.

"Kangens? Why not call?"

"I don't dare bother him often, Nda ... He's busy." Nilam was already on the verge of shedding tears, reminded of the current state of his relationship.

Two weeks they have undergone LDR, their communication is only limited to chat, it was short and rare. The bus was very busy with his troubled project.

"Yes already, sabaaar. Pray for it to be over quickly" Amanda advised.

"I'm trying to be patient, Nda ... But my bad thoughts always come. I'm afraid," great-grandson Nilam. Not not disbelieving in Baskara, just that his past experiences make him easily influenced by negative thoughts.

"That's why don't keep thinking, Lam."

"Why don't I try, Nda ... He always shows up in my head. If it's any more work, I can take my mind off, but moments like this?" Nilam could not continue his words. The tears that were dripping down were increasingly rushing, making his hands busy wiping them off.

"Why don't you fill your free time to find other activities?" amanda's suggestion was finally after a moment of silence.

Nilam looked at his friend.

"What is donk?"

And finally after a few days of thinking about Amanda's words, Nilam decided to buy a sewing machine for him to use to start a new business. Although he had argued with Baskara, but finally the girl was able to melt the heart of her lover.

"But you can't be tired, baby. You don't want to get sick later. If it makes you sick, mas will sell the sewing machine," threatened Baskara.

"Yes, it won't hurt. Believe me," said Nilam assured.

"It's just for free time, right? You don't have any financial problems anymore, do you?" ask the bus again, make sure.

"Yes, let's not join me" Nilam said.

"Yes, I'll ask Fandi or Dika to help you there."

After getting the blessing of Baskara, Nilam immediately met the owner of the boarding house to ask for permission.

With the permission of the hostess, Nilam helped Amanda turn the terrace in front of her room into a place to sew. Dika and Fandi also helped to install bamboo curtains in front of him, so that sunlight could not enter.

"Thank you Fandi, dika mas, already want to help find the curtains of the masangin truss here, sorry I often ngerepotin you guys," said Nilam, when their work was done.

"Sama-sama Lam's. We are also happy, sangu free here. Yes, Ka?" sahut Fandi's.

"Yes Lam, don't hesitate. If there is any phone. Me or Fandi must have tried to come here."

"Yes, my mom."

After all the work was done, and Baskara's two best friends said goodbye, Nilam invited Amanda into the room to rest.