
Sheryl Pov's
Baruna and Felicia turned to look at me. There was a gasp and panic from both of them. While me? Can't speak anymore. It was very painful to witness this painful sight.
"Shery?"
I heard Baruna say my name in an almost inaudible voice. The two men rushed down from the bed to get dressed. Felicia immediately stood on her back, while Baruna's eyes did not turn away from me who was standing in the doorway.
"Shoppers!" I shouted and immediately barged in.
I grabbed a lamp sitting from above the nightstand. Throw it very strongly. Unfortunately, it didn't work out about Felicia. Baruna's protecting Felicia. He pulled her to escape.
"Are you guys really crazy, huh?!" yell again.
"Don't joke! You're the one who's out of your mind, Sheryl! You tried to hurt him!"
My eyes were breaking hearing Baruna's words. Really am! For the sake of anything in this world, he had completely changed. It started with that kid and now.... I can't afford to have a monologue in my heart. I was shaking with both corners of the eyes that were shaking tears so hard.
"You're okay, aren't you, Fel?" baruna asked as she rubbed her shoulders.
No words were said from the woman's lips. He just shook his head slowly.
I saw Baruna's tears that looked furious. After getting dressed, my husband walked over.
"I won't apologize to you" he said, "you must apologize to him. You almost hurt him!"
Hearing her words made me even more angry. A loud slap landed on Baruna's cheek.
"I didn't expect you to do this to me." I shook my head vigorously, then turned my gaze to Felicia, "and to you, Fely. You must be happy that your goal has finally been achieved."
Felicia did not answer. Since then, it has been silent as if it did not dare to speak. My tears are back. Remembering how we knew each other until we became friends and were devastated by his ambition to have my husband.
Baruna rubbed her reddened cheeks. Then with his round eyes asked back, "So you've remembered everything?"
I nodded slowly. "Yes, I remember everything."
Baruna snorted and then grinned obliquely. "This way, I can't force you to accept Rafael anymore."
The deg!
Raphael? Yep! That boy. I really can't take it yet. And I don't think I'll be able to take that kid forever.
"And I already know who the man in your heart is. I told you before, if you can choose, right? And without saying it, I already know your answer."
My eyes are patterning inexhaustibly with his thoughts. "So you still suspect I have a special relationship with Rey?"
"How could I not suspect you? With my own eyes, I saw you guys kissing in the park at the time. Really am! I'mtired. I don't know who you really are. Amnesia or not, in fact your heart is always on Rey." said Baruna then silent with a different look. That love has run aground, almost invisible.
My forehead shriveled hearing it. I was in a hurry to wipe my tears. Yep! I was guilty even though I had ended my feelings for Reynand. However, the affair between Baruna and Felicia could not be justified to repay me because in the end it hurt each other and could not step together.
For a moment, I couldn't answer. My feet are also glued to that place. My breath that was claustrophobic was hunting mixed with various emotions while looking at him. And one sentence that I hate just slips away.
"Then, we better split up."
I can't see his face anymore. My steps turned around to leave him. Yep! Maybe it's my fault. And maybe it's his fault, too.
It was like putting up a puzzle with the highest difficulty. I didn't graduate at all.
***
I have long loved her with love clapping one hand until we finally clapped and got married.
"Then, we better split up."
Sheryl said goodbye a second time. It sounded so sincere, but it also hurt so much that his voice trembled. But he wasn't waiting for my answer. My wife just turned around.
"Yes, let's just split up, Sheryl," I said slowly.
When he saw his back away, instead of loss, but a sense of relief that burst into the heart. I've been patient for too long because he's never been firm about his attitude towards Reynand.
Finally, with my own eyes, I watched it. Felicia. They love them in our own home. I knew Sheryl was the same as before. He still has feelings for Reynand. Even when he confessed that he was still amnesiac.
He has chosen. So too with me. Really am! I can't let Rafael get out of my life. Likewise with Felicia who gradually gave comfort and understood what I felt.
Suddenly Felicia's thin arms coiled from behind. Then his face stuck to my back.
"How now? Are you relieved?" ask her in a soft voice.
"Yes, maybe this is the best." I nodded, though unconsciously my tears dripped could not stand it.
***
Reynand Pov's
The atmosphere of the airport is crowded and the heavy rain that never stops at all does not arouse this heart. We were in the waiting room for our overseas departure. But since then I was pacing indeterminate direction in front of Mama.
How not? My heart has been troubled ever since. Really fretting! I left Sheryl alone when she was crying. Mama is really heart.
"Rey, when are you going to pacing back and forth like that?" asked Mama who immediately stopped her steps and stared intently at him.
"Haish! Ma, I have to go back!" my words are full of emotion.
"Where to go back, huh?" Mama seemed to be frowning.
"I have to see Sheryl." I sat down next to my mom.
"Don't start again! We're going to London soon" said my mother. The wrinkles on his forehead became more clearly visible.
"He needs me, Mama. Didn't Mama see her crying while hugging me?!" I said with a fiery spirit.
"Rey, you want to go and leave this opportunity?"
"Haish!"
I exhaled an upset breath. We are going to London for a big business. My mother asked me to come with her for that reason. But what I do know is not just the reason. One of the strong reasons is so that I can forget Sheryl to focus on developing the Pradipta business.
I didn't have a problem until I met him this afternoon. Crying and apologizing with her trembling lips was enough to make my mind think all sorts of things. Really am! I can't see her crying at all.
"Please don't change your mind again. In this project you've agreed to stay there for a month" Mama added.
"My head is still filled with it, Ma" I said.
"That's why you should focus, Rey! He's already taken care of. The other with you who doesn't even have anyone but Mama. Please think about your feelings. The heart of any mother will hurt if her child is hurt," concluded Mama who immediately made me swallow.
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Hi, gaes! How are you doing? Sorry about the old update. Yesterday there was a state assignment at work. MO is about to end. Do you want a sequel or another story? Huhahah! Old updates, promise another story. This is a serious question even though there is a new story on my lap.