The Marriage Order

I Know It

Nine o'clock in the night we just got home. I rushed into the room. Baruna I let her sit and talk with my sister in her room. Tiredness approached me, I immediately grabbed a towel and took a bath that night.

Not long after, finished wearing maroon colored pajamas. Suddenly remembered a map that Mr. Reynand had given him this morning and was carried home today. My eyes glanced towards the tote bag that was on the table.

What's in that map? Why did he insist on telling me to open it?

I shook my head. Removing the memory of the stiff kanebo man I had previously rejected his love for. I stepped out, walking down the hallway to Kak Reza's room. He approached the two men to talk to him as usual.

The door of the room was slightly open so anyone could just peek inside. I stood behind the door holding the door handle ready to open it. However, that intention was delayed just like that when they saw they were talking seriously. I overheard their conversation.

"Reynand knew about the contents of the treaty. What if he told Sheryl first?" Brother Baruna's voice sounded very clear in my ears.

The deg!

Agreement letter? Whatdoes thatmean?

My forehead is confused. It did not necessarily make me join in their chat. My body is standing there. So curious about their next conversation. It seems like this has to do with their very serious chatter when they see them getting into a small argument while coming home from the funeral.

"Yes, you just have to speak the truth. Lo clear to him. I must understand, really," said Mr. Reza.

"Nyokap also give advice so, anyway. I don't know why I doubt a little now. I was afraid that he might get angry. And if he suddenly breaks our relationship again, how about it?"

"The Marriage Order Agreement, if he thinks positively, he will definitely understand."

I pensively digested the words that were thrown from their mouths. Suddenly remembered the map that Mr. Reynand had given me. I immediately turned around, walking quickly towards the room. Heart beat feels very fast. The fear came into my heart.

What the hell is going on? Why do I look stupid like this and know nothing? Don't-don't you? Oh my God, is this something bad?

I quickly stepped into the room. Standing leaning behind the door with breathless breathing. Soon, I opened my tote bag. Grabbing the map with trembling hands.

Wh-tok-tok!

The sound of knocking from behind the door of the room was heard. The map I was holding immediately I put on the table. Brother Baruna stood in front of me with a smile showing his row of white and clean serian teeth.

"What are you doing? I'm waiting for you not to come out?" tanyakanya.

"Ah .. does not exist. I'm done showering. What do you want to drink, honey?" askaku.

Brother Baruna hugged my body suddenly. He leaned his face over my shoulder while whispering, "You smell so good."

"Hey, don't start again" I said trying to get out of his arms.

"Shut up for a moment. Let me hug you like this. Just five minutes. I miss you."

"We've been together since and you still miss me?"

"Not meeting for a second feels like a long time, dear" he whispered again in my ear.

"Darling, don't flirt. Come on down. Inside the room continues to be no good."

Sister Baruna let go of her embrace then smiled seductively. "Ah I can't wait. I'll just go home, yeah."

"Come home?"

"Yes. Very early in the morning I will fly to Malaysia."

"Malaysian? You didn't tell me at all." I scrunched my mouth not like it.

"Office business?"

"Hmm .. not really, anyway. You know later." Baruna smiled like she was keeping something a secret.

"Yes-yes-yes .. You will definitely talk at the right time, right?" sahutku.

He nodded accompanied by a sweet smile. I took her hand and turned my body out of the room. I met my family who were joking in the living room.

"Where have you been?" ask your mom when she sees us.

"I just finished my shower, Ma. Brother Baruna followed me to my room."

"Oh .... Have you guys eaten?" ask Papa.

"Had Om, it was at the birthday party baby Gav," said Kak Baruna.

We then sat down with my parents and Reza where we could hang out together. But my heart cannot lie. Still keep remembering the conversation Kak Baruna with Kak Reza was in the room.

Did I just ask? But if he asks, will he answer honestly? Just at the funeral he really didn't like me interfering with his business with Reza.

I spread my thoughts as Kak Baruna took me out of the house. As usual, we walked hand in hand. He looked at her with a very friendly look. It was as if we were going to be apart for a long time.

"Darling, I'll go home first. I'll tell you tomorrow when I'm leaving."

Sister Baruna kissed me and hugged me. He then walked to his car. I waved my hand to accompany her departure. My boyfriend came home with a big question mark for me.

I rushed into the room. Take the map on the table and open it. Line after line of writing that touched my eyes made me gasp. I really didn't think that my marriage was a business marriage to pay the family company's debt. Suddenly tears fell reading the covenant. My chest suddenly tightened and gave birth to a feeling of anger, sadness, and disappointment.

Brother Baruna, why didn't he say it long ago? If I knew, I wouldn't have to use my heart to keep my heart from getting hurt like this. This is too shocking.

I sobbed myself limp on the edge of the bed. I regret everything that happened to me and my family. This life that is not free is back. A heart soared to heaven until it smashed hard back to earth.

I got out of the room carrying the letter in a hurry. Someone has to be in charge of explaining everything. I don't accept my life that even I don't understand at all, why it's like a game for two families that look harmonious.

I was standing in front of Reza's room. Quietly stand in front of the door. Doubt began to cloud my brain.

I have to what now? What am I supposed to do? Do I have to keep quiet following the flow of this game? Then my future? Love Brother Baruna to me? Is it just endless meeting? I hate to know. I shouldn't have been tempted to open that damn map.

Reza opened the door to his room. Looking towards me who was standing while holding the map in hand. He frowned in confusion. Instantly his face turned serious and snatched the map from my hand and opened it.

"Where did you get a copy of this letter?" the question was serious while swinging the map in front of me.

"Is what is written there true information?" I still keep my head down.

Reza remained silent not answering. I couldn't see his face. Tears began to fall on my cheeks.

"Say it clearly to me! Is that all true?!" I was half screaming.

"Sir, you can clear. Don't be like this!"

"Why? Is it natural to be angry and disappointed? All because of you! I was disappointed in my own family, with her family, even with myself choosing her all over my heart. You're all evil for hiding it from me!" I firmly held back the cry that would soon break again.

I turned around leaving my Brother who was still silent like a mute looking at me back into the room.

I sobbed. Look at a piece of paper that contains a deal. I hate not knowing anything. Now I'm just a chess pawn playing on the board.