
Morning ....
At 07:00
I opened my eyes. It feels so heavy. Last night Reynand and I had another fight as I kept begging her to stop our wedding that was going to happen tomorrow.
It seems that it can no longer avoid. Tomorrow I will officially be his wife. I looked towards the nightstand. Get my phone from there immediately.
The look of a piece of paper on the nightstand caught my attention. I'll pick it up right away. A letter, a handwriting I know very well. Letter from Baruna.
I read it so carefully. The tears suddenly melt back. His words were so touching. Both hands cover the entire face. Sobbing back. Holding the same miss for him.
I want to call him and say the same. For a moment, I again thought that the letter was not a letter inviting us back to love, but a farewell letter. I told them to be wise in dealing with all this.
Hey, how can you say such a thing, Brother? We know each other's feelings. A feeling of love in the soul.
Pissed .... I will not obey your words. Let me suffer alone and you will find happiness later.
I will make Reynand regret marrying me. A Sheryl who is barbaric and will also make her suffer for hurting my feelings and yours.
Drrt-drrt-drr!
Call from Reynand in. I let him wait until I was content to cry over it all. Many times the ringtone came in and many times I was not in the mood to lift it.
A message notification from Reynand came in. I glanced at the contents.
I can't wait for you to be my wife tomorrow. Can we meet today, Sheryl?
I immediately retaliated.
Let me enjoy my own grief today, Rey. I'm tired of seeing you.
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Baruna PoVs
At 19:00
I was ready to step out of the house. Tonight I'm going to Reynand's house to say goodbye to her. Solve everything between us. I want to go without a burden. Undergoing my treatment there until completely healed, then back again to the homeland.
Just about to step out, suddenly the doorbell of the front of the house rang. I opened the door. Reynand was standing there in front.
"Bar, can I come in?" tanyakanya.
"Come in."
Reynand stepped inside the living room and sat down on the sofa. I turned around and sat facing him. The man took out his wallet and gave me a black card.
"Sheryl took a long time to leave. He said he couldn't get it back to you directly."
I didn't answer his words. Take my card and put it on the table.
Why did Reynand return this card? Would she be so sad to see me again? Even the letter I wrote yesterday had no answer.
The atmosphere became awkward instantly. I took a deep breath, trying to open my voice. Wanting to immediately express what had been in my mind to Reynand.
"Rey, what a coincidence you came. I was going to your house. I have something to say." I looked at him with a bit of doubt.
"Gue wants to apologize, Rey. Whether or not it is appropriate to say this. But I understand the feeling of you who feel excluded from childhood until now from the family Asyraf. About me achieving all the perfection in my life and you who can not get it until now. I'm really sorry. It's all out of my control, Rey," I explained.
Reynand's facial features changed. He looked a little confused by what I just said. I admit, indirectly it has hurt his heart all this time.
"I'm sorry? I'm the winner now, Bar. Tomorrow Sheryl will be my wife" she said.
"Yes, I know. Now, I'm willing to let Sheryl be your wife. I'm not coming to ruin your wedding. I hope you treat her the way I treat her. I always made her queen in my heart. Makes her the happiest woman. Always follow whatever he wants. Never make him sad and suffer" I said.
"Lo don't want to teach me, Bar. I know how to treat her later as my wife." Reynand responded with great confidence.
The answer to that always sounds like someone who doesn't want to lose. This time I tried to hold back my emotions. I really hope our relationship gets better.
Hold, Baruna! He's like this. You should cover it.
"Goodoo. Tomorrow at nine o'clock I've taken off from my homeland. I will be going to Malaysia for a while with Mommy and Nayara. Maybe only Dad will come to represent you to your wedding."
"Yes, Bar. Be careful on the road."
"One more thing, I'm sorry that I haven't been able to be a good sister to you," I said with a sigh. "It feels like this pain is at its peak and I don't want to make it drag on now. I'll leave peacefully without leaving any more burdens here."
"Bar, I don't know what your heart is made of. I'm guilty, but you apologize. I also apologize for making your relationship like this. I promise I'll make her happy" Reynand looked at me deeply.
I raised both corners of my lips thinly looking at the man. Are we at peace now? I don't know, I don't understand either. Just wanted to pass on my messages to her so that I could leave without any meaningful burden.
Reynand then stood up, followed by me who also rose to face each other. He stared with different eyes than before. Peaceful.
"Gue say goodbye, Bar. Hope our relationship can be better in the future." Suddenly he hugged me. A warm embrace like a long lost brother and reunited. So tight without even needing to say a word.
"Good luck, Rey. Never hurt him. If you hurt him, you hurt me again. Because I never stopped loving her." My eyes glazed. I immediately turned my head to hold back the tear circles that might fall at any time.
Reynand did not answer. He then let go of his embrace. Both corners of his eyes looked slightly watery.
The hell is she crying too?
"Hey, you can't cry. Tomorrow's your wedding day" I said with a smile.
He returned my smile with a faint smile. Clapping my shoulders several times seemed to strengthen my heart. The man then went out of the house. I shrugged my shoulders looking at his back that just passed by.
Suddenly Mom and Dad came to me. I looked towards them while smiling at the relief.
"Required?" ask Dad.
"Yes, I told you everything. Dad, regarding the inheritance, you're in control, right?"
Dad nodded. I said, "Be fair to us. Dad's son has two, right?" I said.
Dad nodded again, "Yes, son. Forgive me for being selfish all this time. Always take your interests before him."
"Yes, Dad. I love you, you guys." I hugged my parents alternately while smiling.
Mother smiled to see me. Sincere, that's all I have now. Expand the chest for all the destiny that will come my way.
Goodbye, Queen of My Heart ....