The Marriage Order

Heartbroken

We never know what will happen next. People say the future is a mystery. But today I guessed it. I met again with a couple from Kayla, Mr. Reynand Alex Pradipta who came still complete with his work shirt. He came because Kayla asked him to come. So obedient to me if he is not as a lover to her.

But what exactly is their relationship? One said it was broken up. Others said it was okay.

The two of them stood in front of me and Kak Baruna when the time was five in the afternoon. Our shopping today is over. Me and Brother Baruna immediately say goodbye to them.

"I go home first, Kay," I kissed the two cheeks of the beautiful woman.

"Thank you, Sher, for accompanying me. I'm so happy today." Kayla hugged me back.

"We went home first, sir," I said to Mr. Reynand, who still looked at us both with cold eyes, and then replied with a nod of his arms.

"Let's go home, honey." Brother Baruna took the grocery bag I brought. He also grabbed my hand and held it.

I nodded back to hold her hand tightly. Walking down the crowd of mall X which is getting more and more crowded afternoon visitors. Just as we were walking towards the exit, a female voice called out to me.

"Sheril!"

I looked back, Kayla half ran after me followed by Mr. Reynand from behind.

"Sher, what if we had dinner together?" ask Kayla.

I turned to look at Kak Baruna who looked tired of being in that place. Her face did not like to linger. He tapped his feet slowly against the floor, wanting to immediately take me out of the mall.

"How Dear?"

"Aren't you tired all day walking around this mall?"

I have not had time to answer, Kayla has already answered Kak Baruna's question with annoyance, "Hey. Believe me ten times walking around this mall alone will not feel tired, compared to walking on the catwalk."

Brother Baruna looked at the woman while smiling not replying. Kayla then pulled my hand out ahead of the two men who each carried our bags.

Kayla took me inside a big supermarket. I looked at him confused.

"You what?" my many.

"We buy food."

"For what, Kay?" ask again.

"We're cooking dinner" he replied excitedly as he picked up a grocery trolley.

"Why do you have to cook? We can buy it."

"If you buy no art" said Kayla laughing.

"I can't cook, Kay," I said slowly.

"Those who can cook have tasted the taste of cooking for the first time. Don't worry," he replied.

I smile at that woman. His vibrant aura makes me hypnotized to be excited.

He walked first pushing the grocery trolley. I followed him from behind. Help her choose a variety of staples and raw materials that we will use for cooking and then put them in a grocery trolley.

"Darling, are you sure?" Baruna's sister pulled my hand.

I twisted my body looking at that handsome face before me. "Why? Rarely can we do this, dear."

"Yes, I've been with you" he smiled.

Kayla had already walked away followed by Mr. Reynand who had caught up with her. Me and Brother Baruna walked leisurely together following them from behind. They look so compact choosing a wide variety of food ingredients.

Kayla is so beautiful. They also look very good together. Why doesn't Mr Reynand love him?

I shook my head, again thinking about his personal affairs. Baruna looks quieter than usual. He just looked straight ahead.

What else do you think, honey? I can't guess if you don't say it.

Brother Baruna glanced at me then grabbed my shoulders, he said, "They are a perfect fit. What do you feel now? Is there jealousy in your heart?"

"Why ask like that? It seems that your resentment towards me and Mr. Reynand has not disappeared completely. I'm just yours, honey." I looked at his face for a moment.

Baruna looked at me with a look of disbelief. I took off my embrace, walked quickly away from my fiancee. Sighing deeply, trying to hold back emotions. We had just made up and he was starting to ignite my emotions again.

"We're home! I have something to talk about!" yells.

Without further ado, Baruna and I left behind a couple who were still shopping in front of us. Walk towards the car park with quick steps and then get into the car immediately.

"I want us to spend time alone" he said slowly as he looked up at the ceiling of the car.

"Your jealousy towards Mr. Reynand seems too much to me."

"What's? Overused? You've kissed her and still say I'm overdone?" Baruna turned her eyes towards me.

The deg!

I swallowed hearing his words. Like a thief who has been caught by the master of the house. Don't know what to say. I stared at the light of his eyes that were hurt by a bitter reality.

My blocked breath suddenly made me cramped. Seeing her so hurt over everything I didn't want. From the beginning he was the one I chose but I hurt him too.

"I never wanted it. I've been honest with you except for that. He kissed me all of a sudden, but I didn't reply."

Brother Baruna was silent. He still looked at my face, staring at the pain of hearing the explanation I was giving.

"If you get too hurt for what has happened, we can cancel everything before it's too late." A very painful sentence just popped out of my mouth.

"You're expecting to part with me after what I've been doing all this time?"

"I'm too afraid to let you down. Your life is too precious to love me. While I sometimes doubt and always waver over what I choose. You know it, starting with Fandy and then you, honey." I looked at her face with eyes that started to glaze over. Withstands tears that can come down at any time.

"But Fandy betrayed you first. You deserve to dump him!" exclaimed Brother Baruna while holding tightly to the back of my hand.

"Then if I betray first. Are you gonna dump me, too, honey?"

"So you betrayed me?" tanyanya slow.

"I've said everything. How think? Did I betray you?"

Baruna was silent again. He can't answer. It felt like shaking the grip of his fingers on the back of my hand.

"I need time to think back. I can't be like this." I opened the car door and left Kak Baruna alone inside. He's not after me. Just looking at my departure with a sad look.

I was wrong and disappointed him. Brother, I'm sorry. Our marriage is in sight, but I'm still like this. So unstable makes you sad.

I walked alone down the path and stopped sitting on the bench of the bus stop. Sometimes I wipe my tears that fall. The online taxi I ordered hasn't arrived.

Time has shown at half-seven nights where the moon does not also appear because dark clouds adorn the sky. Not long after the rain began to fall soaking the earth as if it were dissolved in my sorrow.

I don't know why my heart hurts this much? A pain different from what I used to feel. Will my love run out again? There was no more of his smile, his laughter, and his laughter. My life is no longer in color, just gone. Letting other flavors be present in my veins.

I kept on blaming myself for so long. Realizing that a hand was touching my head gently. I was still silent, enjoying that gentle touch. I really don't know who he is and when he's been here, but I really need this gentle touch. Realize how blind I would be for someone to back up.

Can I stay like this? Feeling a longer soft touch that now rubs my head lovingly. Who the hell is he? I don't know, I feel like I look really sad right now.

My crying broke again, continued to sob with the rain that fell increasingly heavy. His voice pitted against each other making my body tremble. Suddenly the hand pulled my body to lean on him. He held me in tight arms. Maybe because he heard the sound of sobs becoming more and more. I don't care any more, I need that hug right now, and I'm just so immersed in his arms.

"Sheryl, cry if it can make you feel relieved" she said slowly.

I raised my head to look at the face of the person who was holding me tightly, then suddenly pushed his body. The man ... turned out to be Mr. Reynand. I immediately wiped my tears and ran away along with the rain that was falling more and more.

"Sheril!" call him.

I ignored him, ran as far away as possible, and stopped the taxi that happened to stop in front of me. Immediately, I got into the car, leaving him who was watching me leave.

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