The Marriage Order

Refusal

One day later ....

Me and Brother Baruna are on their way to the office. He drove me back to work after a few days out of responsibility due to illness.

My mind floated about Kak Reza's words yesterday. It makes me uncomfortable and uncomfortable. My mother's words were a burden to me. Though all this time I had a relationship with Kak Baruna so sincere there was no pressure. I want to live this relationship until death finally separates us.

I turned towards Kak Baruna who was still focusing on driving. His eyes did not escape the sight before him. So handsome looks from both balls of my eyes.

Ah...why am I so stupid to waste a man like this a long time ago? Even playing with others.

His car began to enter the office yard and stopped in front of the lobby. I was preparing to go down when he suddenly patted me on the shoulder.

"Something seems to be forgotten" he said.

I turned to him and landed a kiss on his forehead and cheeks. Baruna sister looks slightly flicked her lips while closing her eyes.

"What is that too?" I hold back the laughter.

He opened his eyes. Looking at me who was laughing and smiling looking at me.

"Well if you don't want to, I'll attack you." Her lips suddenly landed on my lips, stuck for a moment, then pulled her back.

"The rest I'll spend after work."

"Hey .. I'm not your food," I said with a laugh.

"You're my wife."

"Wife-to-be, baby."

"Yes, there are five days left. Haha." He laughed crisply. "Later in the afternoon don't forget, there's an invitation to my business friend's birthday party. I'll pick you up at four in the afternoon" he added, looking at the circular watch in his hand.

"Yes, I'm waiting. Yes, I went in first. I'll call you back later. Work spirit, dear." I opened the car door and went into the lobby.

"You're also spirit." Brother Baruna nodded then stepped on his gas to leave the courtyard of the building.

I set my foot about to enter my work space after a few days of absence due to illness. Viona who was adorned in front of the mirror then turned to look at me surprised.

"Sheryl's sister is healthy?" tanyakanya.

"Lumayan."

"It's okay if you take a few more days' rest."

"No. I'm also responsible for my work" I said.

"Sir, there was a delivery of flowers this morning," said Viona gave me a bouquet of lilies. I grabbed the bouquet and read the card from the sender.

"Working spirit. Have a nice day. Reynand."

Him again. He's like a virus. I can't keep going like this.

"Who sent this early in the morning, Vi?"

"The sender is an officer from Aneka Florist, Ma'am. Who the hell, Ma'am? Mas Baruna?"

"The man who was there early in the morning, Vi."

"The handsome guy? Geez I'll definitely pass out if I get a bouquet from him." Viona smiles.

"Already, already, get back to work!" my orders.

Viona was blinking her lips. I left him in the room. I leaned my body on the chair. Immediately, I grabbed my phone calling my ex-boss.

"Sheryl, you've finally contacted me." There was a loud noise from the phone.

"Sir Rey, I want to talk alone."

"Where?"

"I wait as soon as I can in my office" I said commanding a chief director of Asyraf like a superior asking his subordinates to come.

"It's with pleasure, Sher. I'll come now."

He hung up. I took my breath deep. I'd better end it all soon. My feelings and feelings are endless.

It didn't take long for Mr. Reynand Alex Pradipta to come to my office. Within half an hour he came with a map into my office, and sat down before me.

"What's this?" I took the map and put it on the table.

"You'll know after reading it. That's the evidence of the conspiracy I spoke of yesterday."

"Sir Rey, you better stop meddling in my affairs and my family's. I won't be tempted by anything that would interfere with my marriage's concentration." I left the map lying around without opening it. My heart refused to let anything bad happen.

"Why, Sher? I just want to help you open your eyes and wake you up. I love you so much, Sheryl." she said with sincere sparkling eyes looking into my eyes.

Deg-deg-deg!

Please my heart, don't betray me. You must belong to a Baruna.

"How else can I refuse you?"

"You have to be honest with your own feelings. That's what I expected. I've said everything. Tell me, how should I dispel this feeling if you reject it?" he answered while walking towards me.

"Sir Rey ...." I saw him confused as he stood up from my chair.

Suddenly Mr. Reynand pulled me in his arms and kissed my lips. The soul-shaking electric shock violently penetrated my entire body. He must be crazy to do this thing. His heavily coiled arms held my waist.

"I don't care who you belong to, Sher," he said on the sidelines of his actions that weakened my muscles.

With all my might I pushed his body. Next swung my palm that landed on his cheek instantly. I slapped him furiously.

Mr. Reynand gulped his saliva then looked me in the face. The cold look on his face disappeared changing with a look of disappointment.

"Sir Rey, please stay away from me. I told you before to stay a meter away. Should I say to stay away for miles just so you can get away from me?"

"Sheryl, marry me. They're using you. Baruna and her family, and your family. No one appreciates you and your feelings. To them you are nothing but a tradeable thing."

"feelings? The item? What do you mean by the words of Father?" I was so surprised to hear his words.

He suddenly paused for a moment, then said, "Sorry, just forget my words. I don't mean ...." That sentence just hangs up when I really want to know what the next sentence is.

Mr. Reynand flinched for a moment, then grabbed my hand, tightly grasping my finger. He tried to switch the conversation, "Marry me, Sher. Let the whole earth curse us. I don't care what they say. You are my happiness."

I pulled my hand. Quickly turn your face. My face turned red in shame.

Sheryl, you're stuck for your own actions. Aren't you the one who wants to end it? Why should your face be embarrassed?

"Give me your answer right away!" He challenged me with a serious face.

"Don't you realize, I'm Baruna's fiancee, your own brother. No sympathy for him?"

"As I said before, I don't care who you belong to. What matters is how you feel, Sheryl. How you feeling? Be honest! If we have the same feeling, I have no doubt about fighting for you."

I don't know why I can't answer the question. Doubt crept on me all of a sudden.

What the hell happened to me?

Mr. Reynand again grabbed both of my hands and held them tightly. He kissed me a second time. Caressing my lips is full of tenderness and deepening. A sense of longing for him suddenly approached. I reply to him in the same way. The tears falling unstoppably flowed just like that. The feeling of regret permeates my heart.

I'm sorry, Brother Baruna.

Not long after, I pushed back his body Regulating my stingy breath. I looked at her while wiping away my tears that did not stop flowing.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have let this happen. You know, this is all very difficult for me. I love two men who have family ties. Please stop, stay away from me and Baruna. I'm going to marry him. Mr. Rey, marry Kayla. She's a good woman. Even better than me" I said, sobbing at him.

Mr. Reynand looked me in the eye. It was as if I was trying to understand every word I said. My chest is rumbling.

"Sheryl, if it's really her that you chose between us and you're happy about it, I'll step back right now. I'll do what you want" he said, as he prepared to turn around to prepare to step out of the room.

"I'm happy with him. Very happy. He's the only guy who understands me!" I screamed a little. His steps stopped for a moment hearing my words.

Not long after, he continued his steps walking out. I've hurt her. He was disappointed and I felt the same.

Mr Reynand, since when did I start liking him?

I don't think about myself liking two people at once. They have family ties that I can't just ignore. But I have chosen. I shouldn't be sad to see him disappointed.

*Really, I'm a woman with no stance*!

My ex-boss, if he didn't feel something for me first, I wouldn't be this hard. Two innocent hearts.

From the beginning I had chosen Baruna Brother who would become my husband later. It should have been the final decision, but why in less than a week of my marriage was I still like this?