The Marriage Order

S2 Release Last Longing

Baruna PoVs

The next day ....

At 22:00

I looked at my cell phone gallery. Viewing every saved image. Her face that beamed every picture with me can't be enjoyed anymore now.

I started deleting one image after another in the gallery. My tears melt in memory. I wanted to meet her, hug her and kiss her until I was not there. My miss is getting crazy. I'm sorry I let go.

No, I can't be weak like this. They're getting married soon.

I immediately erased all the memories in my phone. All of them became our memories.

Drrt-drrt-drr!

My phone's beeping. A call from Reza. I immediately picked it up.

"Hello, Za."

"Bar, can you go home now?"

"Why?"

"Give her an understanding that she should forget all about you. Today she seems to have cried after being ushered in by Reynand. I don't know what happened to them. And it's not like today that I see him."

"Can't, Za. I will weaken in front of him. Let us be like this. I won't interfere with their problems either."

"Bar, I'm afraid he's reckless."

"No way."

"Lo inget herself when she broke up with you yesterday, she almost drowned to death in her bathtube."

"Yes, it's because he's looking for it himself."

"Yes, deh. In my deepest heart, I still wish you were together. But if it's like this, I can't force the will again like I used to. Sorry, the Bar."

"Udah Za, no need to talk about it. I also want to move on like you said yesterday. But now you're talking the opposite. You're the sister brother who confused me," I said.

"Ha-ha-ha. Yes yes too. Yes, later if there is already a replacement immediately recognize to me, yes. Let me judge him," he replied.

"Ready. I'm going to sleep, Za."

"Yes, Bar."

Reza disconnected his call. I lay myself on the bed. Still thinking about her crying like what Reza said.

Queen of my heart .... Did he suffer with Reynand? I can't imagine her crying all the time with that guy. Rey is so outrageous, if you can't treat Sheryl the way I treat her.

I feel bad tonight. Keep thinking about him in my mind.

Sheryl can't be rinsed, though sometimes she's a bit barbaric. However, what right do I have to tell Reynand how to treat her partner?

I looked at the photo gallery. Still choosing a photo of the memories with him that I want to delete immediately.

Oh my God, why am I this weak? Deleting this photo is like wiping out half my soul. Accompany me in disappointment. I can't keep this up.

I rise from my bed. Take a jacket and walk out of the room. Yeah, I'll see him. I will finish everything without a cold sense of emotion and mind.

I called Mr. Amri. He told her to heat up the engine and asked her to drive me to Sheryl's house.

Thirty minutes later, I just arrived at Sheryl's yard. Stepping out using my crutches. Pulling and breathing heavily. It feels so awkward to be here.

It is simply impervious to withstand the turmoil of my soul that is passionate to meet. I told you to come to this place. Throw away all resentment and disappointment, then return to hope.

I love you so much. For God's sake, no one can replace the throne of my heart, except you.

Reza opened the door. He looked surprised to see me who had arrived late at night, but he immediately developed his smile.

"Finally come too!" said.

"Gue in, Za."

"Gue was actually embarrassed to come here, because it had refused your request," I said.

"It's okay, Bar. Really deh. I'm glad you got to be here. After almost two weeks never to play again."

"Sorry, Za."

"Yes, it's okay. He's in his room. Let me take you to his room." Reza offered himself.

"Yes, Za."

We walked to his room on the second floor. Reza was enough to help me step up the stairs with great difficulty. Immediately knock on the room door. However, there is no answer.

"Lo wait here yes, Za," I asked.

"Yes." Yeah."

I pressed the door handle and it wasn't locked. Stepping in and looking at her already asleep self without changing her clothes in pajamas. My steps drew closer to the edge of his bed.

His face looked tired with swollen eye bags. It seems like she's been crying. I rubbed his forehead. Tidying up children irregular unraveling hair.

How do I say it? I love you, Sheryl. I'm crazy without you. Your shadow has never gone out of my mind.

"I miss you" I said with a kiss on her forehead and lips.

I immediately got up to stand stepping near the small table. Take a piece of paper and a pen there and start writing.

My queen, my woman, my fiance, my love, how are you? Is this really you? Seeing your face so tired and sad to live the day. I can't afford to leave you like this.

I'm going abroad. To live my new day without you. Looking at a lonely future without you. However, I won't be able to leave you like this. Continue to grieve and cry as Reza said.

Live everything wisely. You'll be happy with him in a moment. Living a warm life with Reynand. I don't want to get your crying report anymore.

Be a good wife. Reynand is sometimes outrageous. But I'm sure he has another side to loving you more than I love you.

Before I leave, I'll talk to him. Leave you to him, so that he will always make you happy forever. Today, I just came to let go of your last miss, Sheryl.

Not long after that put the paper on the nightstand. Straining the paper under his phone. My eyes were suddenly fixed on another ring coiled on his ring finger. Reynand had already replaced it with another ring. He had actually managed to erase my tracks. I got up, covered her body with a bed cover.

Yes, it is time to forget each other.

I walked out of his room. Reza was waiting for me at the door.

"Udah?" ask Reza.

I'm nodding. Reza frowned, looking astonished.

"Fright ony?"

"What do you want to do long ago? He's asleep, Za," I replied.

"Why not wake up?"

"It looks so tired. Eyes swollen. By the way, it doesn't feel like this Sunday she's getting married."

"Yes and I will get out of here."

"Maybe it has to be like that. To be able to forget each other, Za," I said.

"Yes, hopefully smoothly and you can walk normally again" said Reza.

"Amiinu. Thank ye. I went straight home, yeah," I said.

Reza nodded. We then went down the stairs together, driving me all the way into the car. He said, "Be careful on the road."

I nodded while smiling at him. "Road, Sir!" my orders to Mr. Amri who has been waiting for me since.

The car slowly walked out of the yard. Now might be the last time I set up this yard to meet Sheryl. Leaving all the sweet memories with him and letting him live a new life as part of the Pradipta family.

My tears are back. Realizing that this is the reality we have to live. Our next life, however, is written on paper. He and I have different destinies.