The Marriage Order

S2 Missing the Big

Reynand PoVs

I was so angry that I kissed her so harshly when she said she wouldn't open her heart to me. The woman's soft lips were crushed mercilessly, not even allowing her to grab the air around her. Really, I'm pissed off half dead.

No one has ever played me like this. I pushed my kiss to the point of wanting to get inside her mouth, but she refused. Suddenly tears of sadness.

I inhale and exhale irregularly. Decrease all heightened emotions. Immediately stop my actions. He kissed her repeatedly and apologized.

"sorry. I was so angry and unconscious that I hurt you" I said with a sorry face.

He did not answer and continued to cry. I held him in a trap. Kissing the strawberry-scented top of the head many times. I love him and hurt him.

Rey, you can't force him in this short amount of time. Even his heart wound had not healed properly.

"Tomorrow I'll take you to meet Baruna. You can convey everything you feel freely to her" I said.

The crying stopped. His head looked up at me in surprise. He didn't think I could say something like this.

"You're gonna let me go, Rey?" ask her, then let go of my embrace.

"No. However, it seems like there are things hanging between you and should be talked about."

He sighed. Staring at me with disappointed eyes, then saying, "I thought you'd let me go."

"will not. You're my future wife. It's been hard for me to get. I won't take it for granted" I replied steadily.

He pushed me away then turned his body inside the house. Sheryl just left me.

I raised both corners of my lips thinly looking at her behavior. Then immediately flipped over stepping into the car and left Sheryl's yard.

The quiet night road makes me drive the vehicle speed above average. I'm gonna stay at Mama's tonight. I miss not meeting him either.

Half an hour later, I arrived at the courtyard. Get inside the terrace and press the doorbell. Indira opened the door. He looked at me with a smile.

"Sister, tumben here night and night" he said opening the main door wide.

I stepped inside. Looking around, he asked, "Which mom?"

"In the room."

"Have you slept?"

"not like him. Why, Brother?" tanya Dira followed me from behind.

"You just talk."

"It's so nice to look like. Cie, who's getting married," seduced by Indira.

I just smiled, not returning his words. It seems like my heart is indeed very flowery today. Well, she's still like that, but she's gonna melt me later too. It's just a matter of time for us to love each other.

I knocked on Mama's room door. Then came the voice from within.

"Not locked!"

I turned the door handle and went inside. I saw my mom reading a book. He turned his head towards me and removed his plaster glasses.

"Rey!" he shouted while smiling widely.

"Ma, I'm staying today, yes" I said, shaking hands, then peeking at her forehead.

"No need to stay, just move, anyway. When to move?"

"Later after marriage. Me and Sheryl must have moved here."

"Really, huh? You seem very happy. What's up?"

"Yes, Ma. I was out of Farhan's boutique. Turns out she can make us dresses and clothes in a week."

"Well, nice dong!"

"Yes, Ma. Haaah, so impatient."

"Hey, hey, don't dream weird. Sheryl herself has accepted you yet?"

I shook my head with a disappointed face. My mother saw me sad.

"Do you need to talk to that woman?"

"It's not necessary, Ma. It's my business. Don't interfere. I'm sure he'll melt later too" I said.

Mama just nodded. He then continued reading the book in his hand. I lay myself on the bed. Looked at the face of my dear mother.

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Baruna PoVs

At 22:00

I typed the message many times and deleted it many times as well. I would like to ask you how it is today. My miss is becoming. However, hesitant to contact him. Feeling that it is not appropriate to contact someone else's future wife. It confused me what to do.

Suddenly I remembered Reza. I called him immediately. Maybe from her I can get her sister's latest news.

The call was not raised for long. Makes my chest rumble great. Waiting for uncertainty.

"Hello, Bar." Reza finally picked up my phone.

"Hello, Za. How are you?"

"good. What was? Tumben phone."

"Sheryl's in her room."

"Is he okay?" many doubt.

"Kangen, huh?" guess it.

"Little."

"Move on, Bro. Girls aren't her."

"If it could be that easy, Za."

"Yes anyway. I understand. Moreover, they have never done that."

"Eitherway. I only know from Sheryl's story that she didn't know she was doing it because she was drunk. But still Rey is insolent. Take advantage of Sheryl's condition."

"Lo don't accept Sheryl's condition is not a virgin?"

"Actually it's not that problem. Even after I think now, if he ever did it with his girlfriend before, I can apologize. Because it's part of his past. But with Rey this .... I was too disappointed with him. There are a lot of things that are hidden. As long as there's Rey, our relationship won't work" I replied.

"Prophey, Bar. Later you'll get a better replacement."

"Lo is the greatest, Za. Thank you for the prayer. Maybe next week I won't be here. I have decided to continue my medical treatment to Malaysia."

"Seriously, lo?"

"Yes. There's a friend coming there, "I replied. "Lo inget isn't that Nayara?"

"Nayara's the girl who's been deketing the same time at school, right?"

"Yes, Za. He is now a general practitioner and recommends a subspecialist doctor there."

"Oh .... How can you contact him again?"

"Regular of medsos."

"Fish it don't get carried away."

"Ck .... Don't think about it. I want to heal first. Healthy spiritual and physical me."

"Yes, deh. Good luck, Bar."

"Thank you, Za. Just first, yeah. I'll call again."

"Ready."

I ended the call. Put my phone on the nightstand. Immediately lay the body on the bed. Every day is so boring.

The kling!

I heard a message notification. I got back to my phone. Message from Sheryl.

"Sister, are you asleep? I can't close my eyes. Can I call you?"

I just read the message and put it back on the nightstand.

The kling!

A notification of the incoming message is back. Made me take back my phone. Message from Sheryl again.

"Can we talk? I really want to die. My life is like this. There's no more price."

I took a deep breath reading the message. I also sent a message to him.

"Our journey is long. Don't ever say you want to die, Sheryl. Gradually you will also be happy and forget about me. Like me, little by little, we're beginning to forget our memories."

Maybe the reply to the message was too evil for him. But that's what I have to do. Makes her think that she's already gone from my memory.

The kling!

"I'm sorry to interrupt your time, brother. Good night."

I didn't reply to him. Put my phone back on the nightstand. Not long after, he began to close his eyes. Long time trying to sleep, even it feels like a thousand sheep I counted. I can't fall asleep yet. For a few days, it was hard for me to sleep.

The kling!

Notify the message again. I took the phone back. Message from Nayara.

"Tomorrow afternoon I come to your house."

I replied to that message.

"What time?"

The kling!

"Fifth hour."

I then returned it.

"okay."

I put my phone back. Sighs long. I hope there are no more disturbing messages. Trying to close your eyes again and not be able to fall asleep.

I missed you, Sheryl.