MY DESTINY

145.APOLOGISE

"Sorry I don't want children to be tormented anymore."Said ma'am Sarinem.

"Mommy, you don't hurt my wife and Anah anymore. If you still want to see me alive."Said Mr. Jumadi while looking at the face of his mother who is now crying in silence.

"I'm sorry Nem's mom, I'm sorry Anah's grandmother." Who now hugged Anah tightly.

Grandma cried while hugging the first grandchild so tightly. Guilt also makes him weak, because the shadow of his treatment on Anah. Anah's tears ringed in her ears, heartbreaking to anyone who heard her.

Now it has an impact on himself, how much regret he feels will not be forgotten. Although getting sorry is not denied. that Anah can currently forgive, but still can not remove the scar in his heart.

"Yes, I've forgiven my grandmother" said Anah who returned her grandmother's embrace, but her eyes still continue to look at both parents.

Anah looked at her parents, wondering what her father would do after this. He would not be able to accept if his parents separated or lost his father. He knew his father's burden was heavier than his. Anah tried to no longer feel betrayed by her own father. Perhaps this was already his fateful path, which could no longer be schooled.

Anah was determined to learn independently, will no longer make his father burdened. Because you don't want this to happen again and make you desperate. And end in a way that God hates, with suicide of any kind.

Anah let go of her embrace with her grandmother and then stepped in to hug her father. Then he turned to Monik and Udin who were still staring at him and his parents. He also gave the code with his finger. In order to come closer to his parents, so as to make them walk hesitantly to embrace his father.

"Father, you can't m*ti" said Udin "later no father huhuhu." There was a cry that broke anyone's heart.

Mr. Jumadi broke a hug on his wife, booked the body to lift Udin in a sling.

"Yes, I'm sorry. Now Udin boobok same father and mother yuk, I want to bob the same mother."He said by wiping his own tears, then wiping Udin's tears.

Ms. Sarinem, Anah, Monik and grandma also wiped her tears still. With a very happy smile, because Mr. Jumadi no longer did to end his life.

Grandma approached her daughter-in-law, then hugged her body. Apologizing, this he did also because he did not want the child to kill himself. Just because of what he did to his daughter-in-law and granddaughter.

"Pardon mom, yes, and all my mistakes to you and Anah. It turns out that mamak even hurt his own mother's child. You don't leave again, without his permission. Now he's very thin, because he doesn't eat if he's not hungry."Grandma said, gently, even though it was heavy in her heart.

But for the sake of his son he did, because he did not want to lose his son who from childhood he had abandoned. But the child also always covers his shortcomings.

As a mother she had not seen her son despair. Will definitely feel her heartache and chest tightness. Because no mother is able to see her child suffer endless. What else he is all his causes, repeatedly he hurt his son. So the heartache he felt was not comparable, to that felt by his son.

"Yes Mak, I forgive, nor will I leave without saying goodbye."Said ma'am Sarinem.

"Dek let's go to bed already at night. The kids are going to school tomorrow, and it's Udin and I want to sleep on your hug deck."Mr. Jumadi said with a meaningful gaze. For him he was very happy when mom and mom could get along just for fear of losing him.

Ms. Sarinem smiled looking at her husband's gaze. She knew her husband missed her. But Sarinem's mother was more than happy that her husband would no longer do what God hates so much. He hoped for whatever trouble would come. Her husband no longer does that, and hopes that he can be patient again to face his in-laws.

I don't know why the heart said what its in-laws said. Full of compulsion, not as sincere, maybe this is all he did. Because he did not want his son to do something like that even more.

At least her in-laws won't hurt Anah, even if it's forced. It was better than it was yesterday, because up to any time he would not be willing.

"Yes, I'm going to the same room as Udin, I'm going to go to the bathroom first."Ms. Sarinem said, because she wanted to wash her face and urinate.

"Follow," said the two, who else if not Jumadi and Udin sir.

Because both of them were afraid that Sarinem's mother would go through the back door, on the grounds of going to the bathroom. Not a day at home then these two men, so do not believe it just like that.

Ms. Sarinem just smiled and shook her head, looking at the behavior of the two men of different ages. Then walk to the bathroom, no matter what the two follow.

Pak Jumadi saw his wife's smile, even his heart flowered. It had been 20 days that he had just seen again, which was the smile he missed so much.

Anah and Monik smiled seeing his parents look good and not fighting anymore. And his father did nothing that would make them no longer have a father.

Udin asked to get out of his father's sling while in the bathroom. He did the same with Sarinem.

Likewise with Mr. Jumadi, after seeing Udin finished. But unlike Udin, Jumadi sir always squat. He never pees, standing up. With a quick movement he held his wife's hand, he really did not want to be far away from his wife.

Ms. Sarinem turned her head as she looked, her husband's hand clasping his wrist. She stopped and waited for her husband, wondering why he was like a child. Udin alone is not like this, thought Sarinem ma'am seeing her husband's behavior.

After they finished walking into the room, with a happy smile and did not let go of his hand grip. More precisely Mr. Jumadi who does not want to release his wife's hand.

Grandma saw a happy hue on the face of the child and his daughter-in-law. I can only see with eyes that no one can understand.

*****Connected.....