MY DESTINY

117.CHANGES IN ATTITUDE AND NATURE OF ANAH

Anah just stared at the departure of his father, not long after that he changed clothes.

After that he immediately threw himself into the bed. She cried in silence in the room, and could not sleep.

Keep the shadow of himself when sick in case four. Her father encouraged her so that she could get well and go to school again.

Word by word, spoken by Mr. Jumadi. Just keep spinning in his mind, not even his will can.

"*Why was I born into the world, if I was just to suffer. I want whatever I want, I get it. Why all this time, I was always tortured first grandma. It was always me where I was angry. And now I can't get what I want."

"Freely I moved here, you no longer love me as you used to. The most dear one is Udin, the Monik from the past got a good place. Eat well, always down every time there is a will. If I kill myself, maybe they won't lose either."

"Actually I'm his biological son what a foster child anyway. They should give the same to each child. But I was always told to give up, for Monik could eat well. If I were his son, they would split the two to be fair*." Anah muttered inwardly, with a patter of tears.

Sorenya Mr. Jumadi came home from the garden, already bathing we sit in the living room.

Look at the Monik and Udin playing. He also let Anah who did not go out of the house at all.

Actually, Mr. Jumadi did not have the heart, but his concern Anah would decide the school in the middle of the road was stronger.

Previously wanted to send Anah to SMPN only. Which he thinks can be on the beach every day, and leave early in the morning home in the afternoon.

But again the fear of Anah dating and ended up dropping out of school. Finally stick to its stance, Anah better not to go to school.

And he was sure as time went by Anah would no longer lock himself in the room. And will no longer be angry at him, especially Anah has a forgiving nature.

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A week had passed, Anah became quiet and irritable. If you are offended, Anah all day will be angry and every talk is ketus.

Since then, I have never gone to school again. Only Monik himself taught, and Monik did not escape the question of his classmate Anah.

Such as Uliya, Sulastri, Maryati, Setiawan Supriyanto. Who often play at school and school.

"Well Monik if at home what's the case?"ask Maryati, who feels the most loss for Anah.

He chose the advanced school to the boarding school at the invitation of Anah. Because he doesn't feel alone, in the cottage later.

But he's done listing the school there. Not meeting with Anah, then from there he asked Anah's whereabouts on Monik.

"He was in the most sweeping house around the house, after which most slept. Sometimes crying, getting angry, and sleeping the most."Answer Monik.

"Is he bored?"ask Sulastri.

"But Anah didn't go to school why? didn't he say he wanted to go to school even if he could get to college?"ask Uliya.

"Why be a liar, I'm school spirit because of him. But now even those who don't go to school, don't even know if he's married."Maryati.

"Aunty if you say it carelessly, Anah will never date, where it may be marriage."Uliya.

Uliya was the niece of Maryati, the son of Maryati's first brother. Uliya was the second son of Umayyad.

"That's the one in the corner who wants to talk, what do you want to pay?"ask ustadz Zainal Anshori.

"Saw sir ustadz." Answer Monik and others.

"Najai mas" Maryati replied.

"Lek's salary" Uliya replied.

Yes sir ustadz Zainal Anshori is the husband of Fatma, Maryati's second brother. So that he still called the ustadz with a mas call.

Uliya was also a nephew, always calling with the call of lek. Like every day at home, call me by lek's call.

A few minutes later Monik was home from the mosque. Seeing Anah who was watching television, even laughing when he watched something funny.

It was great to see her laughing again. How many days have you not watched TV.

"Mother tomorrow naji yes, friends on tanyain mbak."The moniker, carefully.

But still it is not in the same response Anah. More precisely Anah still can not be talked to. If it had to do with getting out of the house, then Anah would be angry.

"So they were on tanyain, why would not want to teach and school? Sister Maryati also asked, why not become a mabak? Continues to.... "Not finished talking has been snapped the same Anah.

"Continue what? just tell me I'm a liar, or I'd say I can't be trusted!"snapped Anah. Go straight to the room.

The monik is still sculpting, it is suspected that mbak will be angry. "Then I don't have to give them all their messages." The word monik in the heart.

Mr. Jumadi who saw the change in attitude and nature of Anah. He can't just shut up, has to talk to Anah.

Seeing the state of the house is indeed quiet no one watches TV in his house other than his own family. Then he got up from his seat, walked to Anah's room.

"Well, from tomorrow you go to the garden. You have to face reality. Each of these people has a different life. So don't feel yourself suffering the most, with your circumstances. There are still people who suffer more than you. It's just that we've never met, the same people who are harder than you."

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"You're a big boy so you have to be yourself. And the living need to eat, and that food needs us to find. No one is eating for free.

From tomorrow you join the father and mother of work, anyways you can be full if only at home. The food you eat can also work. You have to learn, because soon you will get married. Studying adults don't be like little kids who can't do anything."Mr. Jumadi said giving advice to Anah.

With the intention that Anah is better than now. And more mature, because of the spoiled nature of the child.

Now he is a teenager, so it is necessary to learn to be an adult. Not to embarrass yourself, in front of people. Especially when dealing with the family Seswanto tired. Or anyone who will be Anah's husband, because it is definitely in the near future.

Anah who heard his father's words did not answer at all. But Anah knew what her father meant. Anah will do what her father says. That way Anah will not trouble his parents.

He just thought, with him at work. He would not be bored at home, and he was not stamped for free by his parents.

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