MY DESTINY
124.FEEL FAILED
"I don't have a girlfriend lek."Answer Anah casually.
"You've grown up, you usually have a boyfriend, your daughter is just as big as you. But he hasn't graduated from elementary school yet, so lek sir isn't authorized to."Said mr. Risman.
"Oh so. If I don't want to have a girlfriend right now. What's more I'm not big, if it's too big I just have a girlfriend."Answer Anah.
"Well now you're big, surely many want to be your girlfriend."Mr. Risman said, and his eyes glanced at Seswanto.
Who was watching Anah, heard the words of Mr. Risman. Directly down in shame, caught watching Anah. Feel bad too with Mr. Jumadi.
Indeed, he really wants to be Anah, his girlfriend and wife. But he felt inferior, because he didn't want to say. Najai mumpung, working with Pak Jumadi, as well as being his son-in-law. His proverb, while diving while drinking water.
"I'm not big yet, am I still a kid."Said Anah.
"Well you and your mother are just as talented, continuing to graduate school. Not even school is ready to get married?"ask Risman.
"I'm just big body lek. If I was that big, 18. I'm 12, I still have to be 6."Anah answered plainly and left just like that from the living room to the kitchen.
Seswanto and Mr. Risman who heard Anah's answer. Secretly then turned to Jumadi sir who was staring at the departure of Anah.
"Mas Jum I'm sorry, if I'm presumptuous."Said Mr. Risman, feeling bad for his boss.
"Yes, I'm sorry, but it's still a normal question. But Anah also did not cry anymore."Said Mr. Jumadi with a smile.
"Well, have you ever cried, is it still a crybaby?" ask Risman.
"If this whiny woman is already her destiny lek. If the woman is soft-hearted and easy to cry. The man should be sensitive, don't tell the man. If you can't protect women. In addition to the words held, the man will be the protector of women. If it cannot protect women and can only hurt feelings and harass women. Mending don't be a sissy, because a sissy knows more about women's feelings." Cerocos Anah made the one in the living room look at Anah.
Moreover, Mr. Jumadi glared at Anah, because he felt slapped from the speech of his eldest son. Mr. Jumadi realized, what makes Anah easily offended was also for his mistakes.
So that Anah's trust no longer exists. Every sentence spoken by Anah, full of meaning that is so deep. It described his already broken heart.
It makes Mr. Jumadi feel failed to be a parent who can protect his daughter.
What makes you feel guilty and full of regrets is. It's from still in the womb it doesn't give you attention, protection, what's more keeping it lovingly.
During this time he often went wandering to achieve the future. So that no one feels hunger and struggles to live. But real Anah complete feel what in felt.
Not getting full affection for 12 more years. Maybe if it is collected only 5-6 years.
He was a boy when he was 10. Just separated from parents, as well as being parents.
Mr. Jumadi was aware of his daydreams when Monik called him in a slightly high tone.
"Yes Mon, what?"ask Jumadi sir.
"Eat first, take sir, lek sir, and Ses." Monik Word.
"Where is Mom? when are you coming home?"ask Jumadi sir.
"Just come in, I call and tell him to call you. The cooking is ripe, just tell mbak Anah to enter the room."Answer Monik.
"Monggo mas, mas, Ses we eat."Invite Mr. Jumadi, then "New mouth mingkem, have made another snack."Mumbled Mr. Jumadi.
He was still heard by Seswanto. He also felt insinuated by Anah, because of his actions. He made a terrible mistake in that village.
For weeks, she was looking for the family of the woman she had kissed. Not to be married, but to be killed.
This is what makes Anah, draw conclusions. He is not a responsible man. Because he dared to do, after that run away.
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At the house of Mr. Yatno, again gathered in the TV viewing room. Yes at home Mr. Yatno already has electricity so there is a special room to watch TV.
"Pak means we're not made with mas Jum?"ask Miss Lasmini.
"No ma'am, that's how he returned the garden. And slowly move away, by working on your own garden. What else now mas Jum is working on the area. Who doesn't know if they're working on the area. Fastest year at most three years. Already got results, which are in line with expectations."Answer Mr. Yatno, at length.
"Let's see it in the next year. Is Anah any sign of going along with Ses. Otherwise we will lure Ses for work reasons. And we are close to Ses with Darminah." continued Mr. Yatno.
"Yes for example nawarin drink, eat, or want to wash his clothes for example. You just look for attention with him, put on a sweet smile do not frown. After all you are no less beautiful with Anah, just different types of faces. Is it Sar?"ask Mr. Yatno.
But Sarwadi just smiled sweetly did not give an answer at all. But there was jealousy when Seswanto was near Anah. Even every day with Anah.
While he only languishes, and can only fantasize. Then walked towards the side porch of the house.then his lips let out a sound, which was again buming at this moment.
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Dumplings... Mbah the shaman is busy, feace Ach!
There was a shaman trying to treat his patient
It is said that he hurt because of being used
Deuhdeuh teuing
(waduh eta peppers disease, Eeuy!)
While kamit kamat mbah dukun read mantra
With a glass of water then the patient is sprayed!
Demon jerky devil wayward devil monster!
A demon whose name is Satan...
Don't bother me, Dad!
Don't like to disturb!
Go you devil, don't bother!
(Mbrruuh bayawak belegug ngaganggu siah ku aing dibatako)
(jurig jarian siah ku aing dibaledog teke kuaing siah mbrreuh!)
Mbah shaman help me too
The one who was drunk in love with Anah, the one who was,
Jumadi's father's son
Which makes me crazy... Sheach!
Mbah shaman please look at my soul mate
Maybe the boy is mine
Shaman jampekkan me
So that Anah will love me more
And don't forget my first prayer
To the almighty God
May our love be forever... Yess!
(Children, don't takabur yach!
god decides mah.!)
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"Woooe....."
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