MY DESTINY

118.DESPAIRINGLY

He just thought, with him at work. He would not be bored at home, and he was not stamped for free by his parents.

Anah who has felt in big and in school until graduation. Simply know yourself, what to do for the person who has contributed to it.

At this time in Anah Anah's mind is an adopted child. All he knows, adopted children will be loved wholeheartedly. Before both parents had their own children. After having a child of their own, the love is gone. And will be poured out on his own son.

That's why Anah felt lost the affection of her parents. Since Anah has a younger brother, the Udin.

Anah used to live with her grandmother. It is also part of the way to reduce their inherent affection. Once Anah doesn't mind being away from them then they're easier to forget Anah.

And after that only his sense of responsibility as a parent who has taken care of it since infancy.

That's what made Anah turn into a very irritable person. It is easily offended by people's speech, and it is not easy to forgive. It is not easy to forget the person who has hurt his heart.

Unyil's nickname when he was a child was lost, now want to be nicknamed what the grumpy he did not care. For him, he did not hurt anyone else. That is intentionally or done. He only defended himself, because no one could believe him anymore.

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Two days have passed, Anah has come to the field does look ordinary. But it only looks outside. Anah only follows the flow of water. Whatever Anah does, it doesn't matter to him. It feels like Anah does not want to live, if death will be meaningless.

Despairingly? aya Anah was desperate with her life destiny.

At night, the bachelors who often play to Pak Jumadi. Pas see Anah who usually a lot of talk and behavior. They were confused with Anah looking cold with no expression. Like people don't know them.

Sarwadi saw Anah he was not surprised, because Anah was embarrassed not in school by his father. Before going to Jumadi's house, he had just returned from his new father's house. And heard the story from his sister, if the news about Anah does not become a school.

Even the news circulated that Anah should not go to school as his father. Because Anah will marry a person who has been betrothed by his father.

Mr. Jumadi himself who heard the news already knew who spread the fake news.

The one who had been respecting the person, would now maintain a distance. Coinciding with the completion of the coffee harvest, in the garden of Mr. Yatno.

Yes who knows the matchmaking is only Mr. Yatno and himself. It was definitely one of Mr. Yatno's family, who spoke to someone else.

Indeed the story of Darminah, Darminah story with her friend. He never liked the success of new people. Yes that person there are natives of this village, while Mr. Jumadi is a migrant.

Currently they are chatting with Mr. Jumadi, Seswanto sitting next to Anah.

"Wheel I heard that you want to get married, is that right?" ask Sarwadi.

"Who said that? this is not necessarily true either. Because it must be someone who has made a fuss often."Mr. Jumadi said, actually he was disappointed with Mr. Yatno.

"If Anah's problem isn't school then why lek?"Ask again.

"Yo if it is, it is not forbidden. Then the girls do not have to go to school, but later end to the kitchen. You are the only one who chooses not to go to school. Then Anah why must school, except Anah his former candidate pak camat."Said mr. Jumadi.

Thought Mr. Jumadi so Anah can accept his speech. No longer offended by what was said. And that was also to answer Sarwadi's question. Who is ready to marry Anah. Whenever asked to marry Anah, because there is already an intention to match them.

Seswanto himself who does not know the position of the matter is silent. He just wanted to watch and near Anah, already did not want to interfere in the affairs of Mr. Jumadi.

A while later after a lot of talk. Sarwadi went to the bathroom, before returning home.

"Ses later if you can just sleep here, there are people who talk to you. Others want to come home Sarwadi can. Nginep here also may, but if you can not nginep all not tasty Sarwadi."Pinta pak Jumadi, on his men while working at Pak Yatno's place.

Ngeh lek," replied Seswanto.

Others think about what will be discussed with Seswanto. And what Jumadi said has a point. If all the nginep is not nice with Sarwadi as the big boss' son.

"I'll go with lek."Answer Suyono.

The others have no choice what else two parents who come to the house of Mr. Jumadi. Who was none other than Jumadi's neighbor first. And one more bujang Warno, a neighbor's son there too.

"Monggo sir Lek we go home late at night, mas Ses, mas Yono, Warno."Take Sarwadi.

"Come,"on standing except for Seswanto and Suyono.

"I have not been living in lek Jum's house for a long time" said Seswanto.

"I am also."Typhoon Suyono.

"Oh yeah already then, I'm going home ya lek." Get out and lead the way.

There is also a sense of annoyance Sarwadi, Seswanto who suddenly want to nginep. Because he has a sense of jealousy, if this is the house of Mr. Jumadi. So he chose to stay at Mr. Jumadi's house as well.

After the departure of Sarwadi and others. Mr. Jumadi immediately discussed his intentions, inviting a transfer of work on him.

"Begini Ses, lek Jum wants to stop cooperation Mr. Yatno. Coincidentally the coffee season is over, then lek Jum want to go home his garden." Said mr. Jumadi.

"Keep what lek sir there's a new job. If lek Jum moves, I'll come along until lek." Seswanto.

"I'm the same lek I'm coming along too."Suyono.

"Yes if I am, it's up to you. But obviously I don't mean you guys should come with me. But if you can figure out why you want to come with me?" ask Jumadi sir.

"Honestly, lek, actually we want to come here to discuss this. But when we were out of the house, Sarwadi wanted to come. That's why no one talks about this, it doesn't taste as good as Sarwadi."Seswanto.

"What do you mean you want to talk about?"ask Jumadi sir.

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