MY DESTINY

121.FROM STILL IN THE STOMACH

During the day in the middle of the garden Mr. Jumadi Seswanto, Sarinem and Anah.

Udin was no longer in the garden in the morning. Because now it has entered school, the same as Monik is still 5 years of school. Because of his small height. And the high school sense of wanting, the funny thing again.

A few weeks ago, Udin asked to take her to school. Join the school list, when said not old enough. Udin immediately cried shock in the registration house. In seduction however he can not, he will be silent if accepted to school.

Eventually Sarinem's mom made a deal, if Udin couldn't follow the lesson. So Udin just follow the school, or better known as the onion child.

It turns out that in a week Udin always gets good grades. Not in doubt by the principal, then immediately accepted.

Back again to Ana, who had rested for a moment. Ms. Sarinem took the time to talk to Anah.

"Well, I'm sorry you were angry with you yesterday, to the point of going over the line. I just don't want any more new problems with the bude party. Especially now that you are again the subject of gossip turah mouth. Who has nothing to do but comment on others. Be it wrong or right, for them is getting fun. It doesn't even matter, it hurts the feelings of the person they're talking about."Saying to Sarinem.

"I've forgiven you from yesterday, maybe this has become MY DESTINY. Since I was a child, it has always been a matter of people's speech. And being the source of people's problems, I people can't be mad at anyone. If the problem has passed, because for me yesterday yes yesterday, now yes now. It makes it hard to hate anyone. Even though that almost made my life go away." Said Anah with a blank look forward.

"If only Kapala had bumps, bruises, and swelling. It's just a little thing, ****so it's been my whole life. It will never be lost from my memory. Because every word of it is embedded in my brain. It even thrives and is perfect. It can't be taken out of my memory unless I die."Anah continued, making her mother shocked.

"Did you often beat up grandma while living in the old village?" sarinem's mother asked, Anah only nodded in response to her mother's question.

Ms. Sarinem felt increasingly guilty, she admitted. That he had not loved Anah as much as he loved Monik. But before he never flirted with Anah.

Yesterday happened because Ms. Sarinem was too emotional. And that's also because Ms. Sarinem is not feeling well. When we got home we couldn't find our kids.

After digesting all the stories of children, as a mother there is a name for heartache. How can? of course, because no mother would willing the child to be hurt or hurt.

From here, Sarinem promised himself that there would be no more cruel acts of his father-in-law to his children. Especially in Anah, from still in the stomach Anah has suffered. Enough to get here he suffered inwardly and physically.

"Do you know why you wouldn't send me to school?"ask Mrs Sarinem.

"For fear of not being able to pay for an expensive school. But if you can't, you shouldn't have to say 'yes' if I ask for school. So it doesn't make me hurt and disappointed ma'am. To anyone who has said anything to me. It is a promise, it must be kept.

It means father of hypocrites, because father is in the category of hypocrites." Say to mom.

Let them away from Mr. Jumadi, but Mr. Jumadi knows. With all the words of the two women he loved.

Yes indeed what the position of Mr. Jumadi is in points, the hypocrites.

*If you say it's a lie.

*If you promise not to be kept.

*If you believe you betrayed.

That's what's always been in Anah's mind. Because of all the words of his father or anyone. It'll be locked inside Anah's brain.

"Not all speech is a promise Anah, because it is different. Do not misrepresent words and promises. Try to remember, what time did you say the promise will send you."Say Sarinem ma'am, give understanding to his son.

The teenager still needs direction. Because the child is the age of Anah, it is still looking for identity. Misunderstanding and friendship will fall into a big mistake.

Anah digests her mother's words, then she remembers her chatter with her father. When he was sick, in 4th grade. Now he remembered that his father said 'God willing' not a promise.

All he knew of the meaning of the word, if God willed. Then he will go to school, if not, it also cannot be disturbed.

It made Anah realize that she was too selfish. Finally Anah better accept the path of life, which has been set by the almighty. And back again to the destiny of life that he had to go through. All must be lived with a chest roomy, then someday. Nothing is impossible if Allah wills.

"Father of time says 'God willing' ma'am."Anah with a low tone and lowered her head because it could not be denied that she was wrong.

"Now you know what a promise is and it's not. I'm sorry if we're parents who can't give you more happiness than you want. But we will give as much as we can, if not able then like this there is."Saying to Sarinem.

"Yes mom, I get it. I'm used to it too, even though I'm still small. But everything adults do and live. I've also been through, except for marriage."Anah's expression on her mother.

Ms. Sarinem grabbed Anah's shoulder, then said. "In a moment you will also feel the life called marriage. And it could be a parent, like a mother now. Because your father is ready for you."Said Sarinem, making Anah look directly at his mother, then his father.

"Have I been asked to marry quickly. If I don't go to school, there's no marriage either. Before I was 18. And the same age as the high school graduated. If it happens then I justify the gossip of the people."Anah said with a cynical look at her father.

And a glance Mr. Jumadi looked at Anah, who was staring full of frustration.

"Who are you preparing to be my husband?"ask Anah.

"That's your father again, the same as Sar."Answer to Sarinem.

"Well? .....