Secret of the Heart

Don't Want to Lose You

When we arrived at the airport, Arya was standing waiting for us in the parking lot. He smiled as he waved at us who were still in front of the driveway picking up a parking ticket at the automatic crossbar.

"Sir Arya's coming?"

The Miko I asked just shook her head. I was surprised because yesterday when Wiwin explained our service plan, only the four of us left.

"She just drove me and took my car home."

After descending, Miko immediately handed over the car keys to Arya.

"Ciee.

"Ihhh... people are in service, but all holidays anyway," I said with a laugh.

"Take a water dive."

"Clear." Miko interrupted Kak Arya's words with a happy face while embracing my shoulder.

Shortly Wiwin arrives with Alan in an online taxi. They approached us who were still standing next to the car.

"Remain here? Wanna come?"

Wiwin got out of the car and asked Arya. Alan was busy taking the suitcase out of the trunk and putting it in front of us.

Brother Arya's face immediately pouted. "If not for Miko who wants to leave the car, why would I come here like someone would take the family alone."

"Can you rent Mik airport parking?"

"Let's go, test her loyalty to me" Miko replied with a laugh.

"Why do I feel like I have an affair?"

Wiwin laughed at my upset speech.

"Didn't you feel like you were cheating on me, too?"

Miko asked with a flat face when she saw Wiwin laughing while embracing me.

"Not true to the behavior of all of you, absurd," said Kak Arya while walking into the airport lobby.

I laughed amusedly and followed Miko who was walking beside Kak Arya while holding her hand. Wiwin picked up tickets that had been booked on a regional airline in Indonesia and only took tickets because they had checked in online.

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Wiwin came and handed us our tickets.

"What's the long time? I'm in a hurry, I made a deal with someone."

Arya's sister looked at the watch and looked at Miko with a clear face.

"Who the hell? Suspicious, girl huh?"

Wiwin glared at Brother Arya and pouted.

"Yes dong, you can be happy."

"Do you have a partner? How do I not know?"

"New introduction online," replied Arya when Miko asked with a doubtful face.

"Huh.. indeed doubt," I cursed while sneering.

"As much as you want to mock me, the important thing is that I am happy" said Arya while looking at Miko.

"Well if you call me drunk and cry" threatened Miko

"Well, what the fuck is playing a threat."

"Yes, good luck with the date," said Alan who from earlier was just silent while playing the phone.

"Let's go in, it's time," Wiwin said.

"Okey... bye Bro," Miko said as she patted Arya on the shoulder.

"See you next time Mik, save flight all of you, meet next week," said Arya as she waved her hand at all of us who entered the boarding lounge.

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The atmosphere in front of the headquarters is very crowded because there are some students who want to hold a practice. Miko was giving materials in the office hall and Wiwin and Alan were visiting Alan's parents as well as the introduction of a future daughter-in-law.

I almost screamed when I saw someone coming out of the elevator door carrying some files.

"Sister Lily............."

So excited I shouted to call Kak Lily who had not met for a long time, we were last together during a vacation with Kak Santi in Surabaya.

Sister Lily was startled and ran towards me, directly hugging me. I even jumped for joy and didn't stop smiling happily.

"Miss you so much."

I almost made a fuss in the loby due to my longing cry on Old Sister Lily not meeting. Sister Lily replied happily while holding my hand.

"Me too Kia darling."

Sister Lily then pulled me towards her very beautiful study room with live plants in it. Feels very fresh, indeed Kak Lily is very fond of the color that is themed nature since both offices so I like to sit in her work room first when interning.

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"So married to Miko?"

"Pray, brother, may all be spared" I replied as I sat on the sofa.

"It means the same as Wiwin's plan, he's even asked to move here with Alan, he said he wanted to be close to Alan's parents."

I was shocked to hear what Lily said. Wiwin never told me this so it made me feel a bit upset.

"really? Why doesn't Kia know, sister?"

"Maybe later after all agreed," replied Sister Lily.

"When did he start taking care of his move?"

"Two months ago."

I paused for a moment, there was a stabbing pain in my heart as to why Wiwin had not asked for an opinion or told me about his plan. It felt like he wanted to leave me quietly. I'm getting a little angry now why he keeps something that makes me feel sad.

I was her best friend, I even considered her family but why still keep secrets to me. I was forced to act normal because I didn't want Sister Lily to feel guilty telling me about Wiwin so I tried to contain my annoyance.

About 2 hours we chatted while telling a story, I finally said goodbye to Sister Lily and returned to the hotel using an online taxi. In the taxi I can't wait to meet Wiwin who turns out he's also back from Alan's parents' house now at the hotel.

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When I got into the hotel room, Wiwin just came out of the bathroom.

"She still had meetings with some of her friends, so I went home first," I replied, throwing myself into the bed on the ground, covering my irritated face.

Wiwin approached and sat down on the bed. She seemed confused to see my strange attitude of not wanting to look at her.

"Why Kia? Fighting with Miko?"

Wiwin asked curiously while shaking my body. I shook my head still closing my face so as not to be angry with her.

"What the hell is that? Tell Kia... What's wrong?"

I immediately turned my body to face him with an annoyed and sad face as he leaned on me with a question.

"Why didn't you tell me you wanted to move? Why would you leave me suddenly? Why is it so mean to me?"

I half yelled not to accept the news that I received that he would move to work later after marriage without even talking to me.

"I'm sad...you want to leave me, who will accompany me heh? Can you leave me? You're not my friend, are you?"

I was still screaming crying while hitting Wiwin's shoulder. How can I not be sad the friend who all this time where I complained will go away from me. Now the thing I'm most afraid of is feeling lost let alone a Wiwin I care about.

"It feels like I want to do anything so that you are not far from me, I love you Win more than brothers," I sobbed my head on his shoulder.

"That's still an uncertain plan so I haven't told you Kia, so this is the reaction if you know, that's what I'm afraid of."

"So you want to tell me when it's all final and approved by the center, you evil."

"Hmmm... So, is it really sad to lose me? What is a lie?"

I fixed my sitting position and tried to understand the matter. Either way, Wiwin will leave because he will marry Alan. I'm also getting married to Miko so there's no point in me arguing with Wiwin just because he wants to move.

"I shouldn't have heard from someone else's mouth about your move, I'm angry not because you wanted to leave me but because you didn't tell me yourself."

"I'm sorry, I told you that the reason is because it's not in the central acc so do not want to fuss first, Kia even though I'm far from you if you need me try to be there for you," persuade Wiwin while caressing my cheek.

If you see Wiwin really loves me, he is like a big brother who always takes care of me and I am a selfish sister who does not want to part away from him.

"How long do you take to get on a plane here, not for two hours if you insist you can fly to see me."

"Yes, but next time I have to tell me that I have a plan lest I hear from others if it happens I'm really angry Love" I said.

"Ihhh! Later on I think our people have a strange relationship if you say that."

"Just let people think strangely, I do love you. sure, no lie vow," I said, hugging Wiwin.

"You never said love to me, why did you tell Wiwin?"

Miko suddenly opens the door to the hotel room with Alan. His face looked a bit confused and annoyed at our conversation. Maybe he just heard the last one.

Alan also furrowed his eyebrows because he felt astonished. Be it me and Wiwin misbehave like people caught cheating but quickly Wiwin pushed my body to fall backwards.

We then laughed to see Miko and Alan who were still confused because of the behavior of both of us.

"It's okay... Kia was upset that we were planning to move here," Wiwin explained to the two of them while hugging Alan's hand

"I dont want to lose you Love" I said.

"Yes." Yeah."

"Oh yes... How about a family meeting?" my many.

"Success dong" replied Alan.

"Finishing sweetly Lan, set the play date," Miko said as she sat beside me.

"Our own how? Don't you say you're still thinking."

Wiwin glared at me as if telling me to make sure.

"It's an appointment with Mama to be discussed after coming home from here," Miko replied smilingly looking at me.

"Tomorrow after the meeting we will go home , I will book a ticket in the travel application," said Wiwin.

"No, we're going home tomorrow to see the concert first."

"Why didn't you tell me to go see the concert, I could go" Alan said.

"Not planned either, all sudden and coincidental."

"Then we go home first, drop Kia back to me without missing anything" Wiwin threatened Miko.

"Okey.. very understand, I am promise," said Miko.

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Actually I do not like to gather with many people let alone crowded but because Miko said the concert was very neat all the audience sat on the chairs. Coincidentally on our ticket we occupy a category 1 seat whose view goes directly to the stage. And the chair has the number so we don't have to scramble to get it. International class concerts must have been planned carefully.

It was the first time I saw a music concert in the stadium so I don't know how to expect it. I often watch music concerts but in the room and no one is jostling to be safe in my opinion.

From the beginning of the entrance until the concert ended Miko always held my hand, we even sang the song. It feels very different when the song that I like in singing there is a warm vibe with Miko in addition to the warmth increases even so romantic.

Miko who was beside me brought my hand to her chest while yelling my name amidst the sound of music. I laughed to see her, Miko with all her behavior that now makes me feel really in love again.

"I love you Mik."

"Love you too Beb" said Miko as she kissed my cheek.

It didn't feel like the concert was over, we went out the south door of the stadium. It was very crowded even crammed but Miko was behind me blocking so as not to be pushed. Either I'm the fast one or Miko the slow one keeps us apart. I looked back but did not find Miko.

I turned my gaze in all directions still not finding Miko. Panic struck because I was alone and someone accidentally pushed me to the floor. The fear of losing Miko and being alone in the crowd was like spinning in my brain.

I was alone now trying to stand up after falling at someone's thrust. I even cried from fear while searching and calling Miko's name repeatedly even with a soft voice in a circle of confusion.

Someone shrugged my shoulders and helped me to stand up which turned out to be Miko. I immediately cried loudly and held Miko's hand quickly.

"I dont want to lose you... I dont want to lose you........"

"I am here Beb.still here for you, sorry was separated do not cry again please."

Miko held my face, wiped my tears and hugged me tightly and protected from passersby beside us.

"I don't want to lose you" I whispered softly in Miko's ear as she hugged me.

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**That goes is not necessarily lost, that goes is not necessarily bad. Prejudice with a universal mind do not judge that it is not good. One of the liver diseases is prejudiced not good against anyone. Positive thinking is more needed because there will be positive energy that will always surround us. Anything positive will give new spirit to the future.

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