Secret of the Heart

I Have a Love

The flash back on.

Two students in white-gray uniforms were busy watching some of the chocolates on display in front of the chocolate shop.

"Who did you buy it for?" riza asked Miko while looking in wonder.

"Make someone, I'll express my feelings to him when I give him this chocolate."

"Who the hell? Are they still in class with us?"

"You'll see when I give you, then" Miko chuckled as Riza grew more confused by the answer.

They bought a can of chocolate of various flavors. What is unique is the shape, amor with pink, in accordance with the valentine day theme. Miko smiled as she looked at the gift she had in hand and would give it to me.

"Well.look how happy you are. That expensive, how many months to save money?"

Riza looked at Miko, she knew they were just two orphanage children whose pocket money was limited. But at that time Miko was still at his father's expense, although he had never been visited but there were still often people who sent money monthly. Hence Miko is still rather lucky in the appeal of Riza who only hopes from the donors remain the orphanage.

That was why they were both so determined that going forward would be a successful person in a job that their younger siblings would be able to rely on in an orphanage. Now that they have become regular donors even Miko already has Dio whom she considers her own son.

They never forget where they came from. Riza every month visits Mother's home, their mother's replacement. Though Riza working outside the city took a long time to come because of the long distance. But it's always worked out until when he came home he had an accident with me.

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Night when the full moon reveals itself so brightly. As if arrogantly saying that I am the most beautiful. Even though tomorrow the day after tomorrow will fade but the full moon will definitely shine again.

"Hayo... again write what?"

Riza patted Miko on the shoulder, keeping Miko awake from daydreaming and quickly closed the book she was writing and stored it in their wardrobe. In the orphanage all must be together including a place to sneak clothes and books.

Miko then followed Riza who was standing in front of the window while looking at the moon.

"The full moon this time is perfect. The surrounding stars appear very small compared to the bright moonlight," murmured Riza.

"But the star is small, but it completes the moon. Try if the moon shines on its own like in a horror movie, it's a bit horrified too" Miko joked with a small laugh.

"You know the brightest star shines, Za?" ask Miko.

"Let's know, I'm not an astrologer," Riza shook her head with a laugh.

"Stars that appear at the beginning and end of the year. I think so do all the aspects of our lives that matter effort at the beginning and outcome at the end."

"For me the important thing is to be successful. In order to repay the kindness of those who love me is Mother."

Riza's eyes glazed over considering their fate now that was unlike anyone out there. Very happy with one sentence: family.

"Let's go to sleep at night" asked Miko.

They're heading for the bed-level home. Riza sleeps on top while Miko is downstairs.

"Don't get up tomorrow. I had to leave quickly so I could give the chocolate I bought to her directly."

"Who did it for?" asked Riza while sticking her head down to look at Miko who was lying down.

"The girl who is often among her Papa."

"Huh... our upperclassman? You serious?"

"My age is the same as her, only I'm one year late for school."

"Truly too."

"I liked her when I first met in front of the class," Miko recalled the collision with me when I was late for Papa.

"He's like the sky to us Mik. Didn't you think about it again? You will be sick yourself."

Riza persuaded Miko because she thought there was no way Miko and I could be together because our life levels were so different.

"We're just Mik's orphanage. Can't you be a little realistic?"

Riza was already a bit worried about Miko's feelings. He could see a very high dividing wall.

"I'll try Za. If I can't I'll back off" Miko explained.

Riza looked back at Miko, her heart trembled at the companions who were kasmaran but with people who were far above their social status.

"All right, I'll support you. But remember to back off don't be too hurt."

"Hadeh. like a teacher, advice at length," upset Miko who then closed her eyes to sleep.

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Miko half ran into the class. He's a little nervous because he might be late and must be punished.

"Aaah...why do you have to wake up, Miko.

"Sorry Mik, I forgot to set the alarm."

Riza who had been behind Miko was sorry.

"So I can't give you this morning."

"Later to go home from school, longer time," persuaded Riza.

"When you rest, so you can meet him," Miko said while sitting down and starting to listen to the lesson.

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"Who are you looking for?"

A voice shocked Miko who was standing in front of my class. His eyes could not be seen with the bench I was sitting on but unfortunately I was not seen.

"Maybe in the canteen" bathin Miko.

"Kija......"

"Oh, I was out with Rima. If you want to wait, I'll go first."

"Yes." Yeah."

The person who talked to Miko left Miko who was still standing at the door. Suddenly Riza ran over to Miko with a tense face.

"Mic.. parlors..fires....."

With a breath of breath he tried to tell Miko.

"Let's go home, I asked for permission earlier," he asked while pulling Miko's hand.

"A little while. I put this down first."

Miko hurried to put a chocolate can in my desk drawer. Then he chased after Riza to see the state of the parlour.

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Riza looked at a book in her hand. He'll give it to Bimo because he promised. His mind floated at the time of the incident he was trying to save the items in their room. While Miko helps Mother carry all the items in the office of the home.

The atmosphere was very tense at the time. Riza was trying to save the only one that could be saved. As the fire grew, it engulfed almost half of the building. Riza only had time to save the tools and schoolbooks she had with Miko while the others did not have time. Even the clothes were only part of what he could take. Actually he wants to take their stuff even more but Miko's hunt comes and pulls it out.

The fire was on the roof of their room. Slow down a little they can be roasted. Fortunately Riza did not do any harm only Miko who suffered a burn on her left shoulder. Miko screamed in pain and heat as a burning block of wood fell on her shoulder. He even fainted from not being able to hold back.

Riza sighed until now she still remembered how painstakingly she carried Miko towards a safe place. The event was so scary for Riza that she even cried calling Miko. Afraid that something fatal will happen to Miko.

Fortunately Miko was immediately taken to the hospital and immediately followed. He still remembers how Miko often held the shoulder when it was painful. The wound left a mark and made Miko stay a week in the hospital.

Flashback.

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I looked at Miko and picked up a proffered book. I slowly opened it still looking at Miko with a thousand curiosities. Miko was still smiling sweetly and looking at me affectionately.

When it opened on the first page, I widened my eyes to see a photo of my birthday being celebrated in the parlour.

I didn't continue the sentence just sigh. I was really surprised this picture was taken when I first lived in the city where Papa worked. It was exactly my birthday. How could Miko have it? Did he know me first?.

"We met while you were at the parlour with Mama."

Miko spoke slowly while holding my hand.

"Why didn't I know you existed then?"

"I'm just a nursing home kid. Not daring to approach you, I just looked from afar."

"Why? Do you like me?"

"I was just amazed, when there were still teenage girls who wanted to celebrate birthdays in the orphanage. Usually only small children," replied Miko.

I laughed, right also when it was a teenager celebrating with friends and even girlfriends. But I'm with the orphanage. I wanted to be like any other child but Mama wouldn't let me.

"I was a good boy back then" I murmured softly.

Opening the second page, it made me even more stunned. A pink heart card with writing that made my mind drift into the past. I even smiled back when it was like it was being replayed.

Rima gives chocolate cans a variety of flavors. It contains a greeting card, you are my valentine. At that time we were very happy to accept and did not know that was Rima's answer when I asked who put it in my desk drawer.

I closed my face while shaking my head. A sense of pleasure was on my face, when I felt Miko liked me first.

"You are Mr good?"

Miko's forehead wrinkled at the question I was asking all of a sudden. I laughed, just remembering that it was only me with Rima who gave the name of the chocolate giver to Mr. Good. She was immediately blown away when I told her that name.

"Yes... I'm Mr good."

Miko answered and kissed my cheek quickly. I was shocked and opened my eyes.

"Kiss thief!"

He quickly pulled back his face and closed his ears. Afraid I'll be re-wiring again. Finally I can only hit Miko's left shoulder.

"Oh.. hurts," Miko whispered as if in pain.

I was surprised to stroke Miko's shoulder slowly.

"really? I'm sorry, is it sick?"

"Sometimes it's a bit painful, it may not be able to heal completely."

"What's new?"

"Because of the fire at the parlour first" Miko replied, revealing a scar on her shoulder.

I looked at Miko with a sad face and a guilty feeling.

"I'm sorry......."

Miko smiled still looking at me.

"You... still remember the accident with Papa? Is he still angry? Does this still hurt?" I asked while stroking the scar on Miko's left shoulder.

Miko shook her head, I finally collapsed and hugged Miko. Sobbing and blinking I said thank you.

"Sit here" I asked as I pointed to the place behind me.

"Let me lean."

Miko sat behind me. Slowly she leaned my body against her.

"Still dizzy?" ask her while stroking my head.

I shook my head and finished looking at Miko's secret book.

"You know Beb... I have a love. From then until now just for you," she whispered softly in my ear.

I closed the book and looked at Miko's face.

"I'm your first love?"

"Yes.you my first love."

Miko's eyes imply earnestness.

"I belive you now, I love you" I said with a smile.

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"Sorry Sir! We're going to check on the patients!"

A loud voice like a yell woke me from sleep. I saw Miko sleeping right on the side, so last night she came here while she slept on the sofa. I woke up and shook her body. Miko instead of getting up hugged my waist that was sitting.

I saw two nurses staring at us. Their eyes were suspicious of both of us.

"Miko, get up, there's a nurse," I can't wait to shake her body.

Miko immediately got up and moved to lie on the sofa. I was amused to see his behavior as if he still wanted to sleep.

"I'm sorry my fiancee."

The nurse finally smiled after I told her about my relationship with Miko. After they finished checking they left and said that I could get out but wait for the doctor for permission. I looked at Miko who was still closing her eyes.

"Wake up!"

I threw a pillow and hit Miko.

"Gee....."

Miko got up to me laughing. He picked up and drank some warm tea on the table near the bed.

"Why pretend to sleep?"

"I was ashamed, like I was caught off guard" he replied sitting beside me.

"I want to take a shower, not really good body like all sticky.

"Do I need help?"

"What help?"

"Well, take a shower."

"Just son," I looked at Miko as I left Miko for the bathroom.

"Please get my clothes in my suitcase" I asked.

"Aren't you going to help? What about the infusion?" Miko handed me a shirt and towel right in front of the bathroom door that opened a little.

"I can do it myself" I quickly grabbed a towel and immediately closed the door again.

Baammite.

"It will be mine too. When that time comes, I will finish you off, Beb," cried Miko as she struck the bathroom door softly and I could only laugh amusedly at Miko's words.

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**Love can be shown every day and with small things only. For example, smiling at anyone is a form of universal affection that is very cheap but can have devastating effects. From now on try smiling at anyone and under any circumstances. Believe in every pain there must be happiness stored away.

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