Secret of the Heart

Secret of the Heart
The Heart is Saying



WARNING


There is a sweet and romantic adult scene. Be careful baper and get ready brain traveling. Make my adek-adek please skip aja well, you guys are not.quite old. Please be wise in choosing your reading, happy reading.


Flasback.


Two men stood staring at the hospital window that was wide open.


"Why can't you forget Kia, Bim?"


Miko who was still holding the donor eye letter looked at Bimo curiously, but Bimo was silent.


"Is it because she's the mother of your child?"


"One of them" replied Bimo slowly.


"Because guilt hurt Kia?"


Bimo was still silent then looked at Miko.


"Because for me and Kia, we were both first in sex, we were both intimate, I still remember how laughable my expression was when I saw the bloodstains on the bed and was terrified that anything would happen to Kia. I even embarrassed myself at the pharmacy when I bought drugs because I was confused."


Bimo gave a small smile, as if rolling back memories of being with me first.


"Waaah.. You want to show me that? If I agree to your offer to be with Kia then I accept your ex?"


Miko muttered somewhat irritatedly when she saw Bimo's little laugh, until Bimo immediately stopped the happy expression on her face.


"Listen to your heart, Mik. I believe Kia still can't you forget as well."


"Self-enriched once," Miko picked up as she put the paper in her hand.


"Tell that certainty once again, I can have Luthfi keep Kia as long as possible or even accompany Kia."


"Either Bim, everything is different now unlike before" said Miko.


"Later when you meet Kia, try to look into her eyes, you will definitely find that feeling again" Bimo suggested.


"Now I realize why I couldn't get the love of a lover I love with my heart. Because I snatched something from you that was all my father's affection. When I fell in love with a woman, but it turns out she loves you instead. Apparently fate saved all and gave Kia to you so you could feel how to be loved. If later I can really have Kia means fate has returned everything to me."


Bimo looked at Miko expectantly.


"I beg Mik, if you can hug Kia later. Please don't demand anything from him, I've taken a lot from him. Let her give love as she wants not to force, just follow the flow."


Bimo then starts to lie down on the bed and closes his eyes avoiding Miko's question which he will find difficult to answer.


"Are you really willing if I marry Kia? You won't regret that the person you love is owned by your stepbrother?"


Bimo did not heed just closing his eyes tightly as if sleeping. Miko finally stops forcing, letting Bimo rest and leaving him alone.


"Heh sly. Well, Bim, I'll prove that I can have Kia."


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Bimo's family home, eight hours before Kia and Miko's wedding. Someone moved slowly closer to Miko who was sitting at a garden table holding a coffee glass that was still billowing smoke and a cigarette that was left half a nipple tucked between the fingers.


Miko flinched in shock as a soft clap landed on her shoulder. He quickly turned his head and smiled at Luthfi who was standing at the back. Luthfi chuckling took a seat right in front of Miko while also staring at the star-studded night sky.


"There are two kinds of people in this world, the first to feel guilty but not guilty. The two who feel guilty for being guilty, which one are you?" Luthfi leaned back against the chair staring at Miko.


"I am the first, if it concerns Kia," answered Miko, handing Luthfi a pack of cigarettes.


I felt guilty for everything Bimo did to Kia, the pain even the trauma that Kia felt. All because I'm his step-sister."


Luthfi smiled and went back to talking seriously with Miko.


"He had a deep wound about love, all because of Bimo. We're friends, all the close ones trying to help but nil. Bimo alone could not heal even a thousand ways he had done," Luthfi looked at Miko as fixed as looking for something of truth in Miko's eyes.


"I've made a decision from Fi's heart, I'll walk on it. I'm pretty sure that's true and I'll definitely be careful in any case not to make any more wounds on Kia.  That's all I can promise now."


Lutfi smiled as she smoked a cigarette inside.


"When Bimo left Kia to get married, I intended to win Kia's heart. But I can't, because their love is so incredible, there's no way I can replace Bimo. When Bimo left and told me to look after Kia, I realized that it was not I who could not but I who did not have the confidence to heal Kia's heart wound. Because every time I look at Kia's face, there's always Bimo's face. To me Kia is Bimo and Bimo is Kia......"


Luthfi's words stopped for a moment, leaving Miko confused and waiting for the continuation of the sentence from Luthfi's mouth.


"Now I have to trust you Mik, you're the right person. Kia I will let go this time, as my promise to Bimo in terms of keeping him. Heal Kia's wounds, never add new ones, I beg you," slowly Luthfi got up from the chair.


Miko smiled towards Luthfi, then hugged her.


"Help me Fi, make me your best friend like you used to be with Bimo."


"Definitely... "


*******


In the hotel room, I was in front of the dresser. Look at everything I'm going to wear tomorrow one by one. I see Lala's on the phone at home maybe something's still not right. He stopped talking and smiled at me as our eyes flashed through the glass.


Lala approached me and sat at the end of the bed right in front of me.


"Why? Nervous?"


"A little bit" I replied slowly.


"Regular.all brides are like that. The important thing is to keep your heart and believe in Miko."


I looked at Lala with a smile and nodded with certainty.


"Yes, we've got a break tomorrow morning we need to get ready."


I try to close my eyes slowly. The person I had in mind was becoming more real.


"The bimo... "


My heart is still beating, the name is still alive in my chest. As powerful as I have tried to let go but it is possible that there is still an unraveled bond between us.


"Goodbye Bim, I'll start a new chapter with Miko."


But my heart has determined certainty without hesitation. I now choose to listen to my heart to marry Miko. Over time I was finally able to fall asleep next to Lala.


"Miko... I love you."


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A few years ago in the hospital room where Bimo was treated. Exactly a few hours before Bimo left. The night coldly pierced to the bone, as cold as Bimo's heart. Hope was dashed and as it should be in the deep tomb. Only one desire is still harbored without spoken. Nanar bead Bimo's eyes looked at a photo in his hand. Tears flowed down the cheeks while speaking softly.


"Goodbye my chocolate....."


Flashback.


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The hotel room booked by Miko was able to amaze me with a minimalist and romantic interior. Versatile modern and luks, look beautiful with a view of the sea in front of the bed if opened curtains. There are two chairs and one table to relax directly in front of the beach because each hotel room has direct private access to the beach. This hotel is famous for the most romantic and perfect for honeymoon.


"I want to take a shower first, it's so hot. Do you want to come with Beb?"


The mischievous smile on Miko's lips made me chuckle withstanding embarrassment.


"I want to clean the contents of the suitcase, you go first," I refused subtly.


Without saying much Miko went straight into the bathroom while I was busy unpacking the contents of the suitcase that was held by Lala the day before the wedding without


to my knowledge, I was surprised to see the contents of a suitcase that turned out to be only two pairs of clothes for the road and some underwear.


When I opened Miko's suitcase, it was the same, there were only a few that she had brought. There are two boxes, one given by Alan and the other I don't know but bearing the brand of underwear brand.


Before long Miko had finished her bath. He came out and approached me while taking something out of the suitcase - a box thinner than the other box. Just wrapped in a towel.and there are still water droplets.on the shoulder. I bit on her soft lips when I saw Miko's field chest and could only bow down in embarrassment. But strangely Miko seemed indifferent, she only smiled a little when she saw me looking down.


"Are these the clothes that were brought?"


"Later to buy, after all we only have a week and will spend a lot of time in the room" replied Miko.


"Hmmm... Okay and this is what?"


"Request me first, use Beb," he asked as he handed the box to me.


"And quickly took a shower.I waited," whispered Miko right in my ear.


"Yes. ok my man," I whispered back in his ear and Miko kissed me on the cheek.


**********


After finishing the bath and already feeling refreshed, I opened the box that Miko gave me.  If the contents I already know the blue lingerie that Miko asked for first. But my eyes widened as I opened, it turned out that the clothes were sleeping with translucent and transparent materials.


I close my eyes when I wear it and look at myself in the mirror.


"God, my whole new life this time I'm wearing clothes like this, so not confident, ' I grimace in front of the mirror while thinking about how to get out.


"Mending bug*l all of you, ' my decak confused myself.


Finally I came out also with a slight feeling of embarrassment, I even closed my chest with one hand and closed the lower abdomen with the other. Walk slowly approaching Miko who was sitting at the end of the bed with a glass of wine in hand.


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A wide smile expands on Miko's face when she sees me coming out of the bathroom with a clumsy attitude.


"All of you laugh, I'm not used to wearing it," I complained with a frown and sat down beside Miko.


"Pretty really... sexy and all-looking........"


I was getting embarrassed, I quickly grabbed a pillow and closed the stomach. It turned out to make Miko laugh even more loudly while taking the pillow I was holding and throwing it to the end of the bed.


"Not to be ashamed, same husband."


Miko handed me a glass of wine, I immediately tasted it.


"Emmmm.. I like, the fruit taste is strong but smooth, not too sidet."


I took a bottle on the table, tried to read, turned out to be the best Australian wine brand.


"One more thing, easy drinking," said Miko, putting her glass in my glass.


"Cheers."


We enjoyed Alan's gift selected by Arya's sister. They seemed to understand that there had to be an opening drink during our honeymoon.


After running out of half a glass of flute, Miko suddenly carried me and climbed onto the table. I'm shocked but trying to calm down because it's surrender night. Whatever Miko wants, I will definitely do it because she is now my husband.


I laughed stifledly as Miko's face looked at my face with only a few centimeters away. He repeatedly kissed my forehead and cheeks with his hands resting on the side of the table.


"I love you my wife."


"Too. my husband."


I cupped both my palms on her cheeks. Slowly kissing the lips in front of me and Miko closed her eyes enjoying the kiss I gave her.


"My heart says, I want you all tonight. Can't be delayed anymore. I want you, you want me Beb?"


"Yes... I want you," I said as I bit my lips withstood the tickle when a kiss docked at the right neck.


"Let's do it" Miko said in a whispering voice and heavy breathing.


Miko then drank the contents of the wine glass until it ran out and put her right hand under the chin. Slowly pressing until my mouth opened and landed her aunt right on my half-gaping lips. Slowly she gave me the wine in her mouth, ending with a kiss.


My body shook to receive a new treatment from Miko. Very intimate, romantic and makes my heart race fast. I looked at Miko's face with a sad look making Miko smile amusedly.


"Promise.. Slowly."


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** When your heart says


    Justjust listen....


    When your heart wants something


    Do so.....


    What if you do


    what your heart wants, believe me       


    there will be no regrets at the end


    the original stories are all for the good.


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