Secret of the Heart

Guard For Kia

After saying goodbye to Papa and I then run my car to Bimo's house. But before going to Bimo's house I stopped by an ATM machine in front of the minimarket and intended to take some money to give to Mama Bimo. I pulled money from the account Bimo gave me through luthfi. I took Rp 5,000,000 to give to Mama Bimo.

I reached Mama Bimo's house from far away I saw Dari sweeping the courtyard and Mama Bimo sitting on the terrace looking at her. I rushed to them and I sat down next to Mama Bimo and I immediately handed over the money I took from the ATM. Mama Bimo looked confused when I handed over the money and Tari also looked surprised because she did not think I would give them money

"It's Mah. money for Mama" I said, handing over the money.

Mama Bimo looks still confused and wants to refuse my gift but I still force to give it. Mama Bimo looked very moved when I gave her the money.

"Don't Kia, Mama won't accept it" said Mama Bimo, sobbing and trying to return the money to me.

"Bimo money is also Mah, money for us to marry first and this is only part of Kia will give to Mama every month" I said while handing the money back.

"Mama can't take it Mama's too much guilt for you...Mama doesn't want Kia" said Mama Bimo, crying.

"He was pregnant with Bimo Mah's son, that's Mama's grandson also received this Ma. All for the sake of Bimo and for the sake of Grandchild Mama," I said while sobbing as well.

Mama Bimo cried loudly as I said that word. Maybe he felt guilty for what he had done to me.

"Mama is ashamed of you, Mama is evil but you are still good to Mama" said Mama Bimo while sobbing.

The dance that was sweeping from earlier immediately embraced Mama and she also joined in crying watching all my conversations with Mama.

"I'm sorry for our family, sister," said Tari.

I nodded my head and wiped away the tears on my cheeks then held Mama Bimo's hand while looking at her.

After I forced Mama Bimo to finally accept the money I gave and I then parted with a smile to Mama Bimo and Tari.

"He's going first. Ma's... Kia wants to see Bimo," I told Mama Bimo.

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I meant to meet Bimo at his grave before I stopped by the flower shop. I bought my favorite white tulip flower that I was going to give Bimo.

When you arrive at the cemetery the atmosphere is very quiet even though it is still daytime. I walked slowly towards Bimo's grave then I sat down beside his tombstone. I then put the flower I bought earlier in front of Bimo's headstone.

I didn't feel my tears fall when I looked at the gravestone. I then stroked Bimo's tombstone as if it was him while crying sobbing. For a long time I was there just silent and crying and I heard footsteps slowly approaching.

I was shocked to see Luthfi coming and he smiled and walked up to me. He lit a cigarette and put it on top of Bimo's grave.

"Bimo said before he died if you visit him bring a cigarette" he said with a smile.

I smiled and almost laughed at the words Luthfi said.

"You are great friends" I said, shaking my head.

"Awhile here we will go home together" he said.

I nodded in agreement and waited for him to give Luthfi a moment to talk to Bimo.

"Have you read Bimo's note?" ask and I just nodded.

"Bimo won't tell you what your father did because it would hurt a lot of people" Luthfi said, looking at me.

"He was so sorry at last, we even followed you all day when he saw you with the man he decided to stay away so as not to disturb your happiness" he continued.

"I know you're following me, I'm also deliberately swimming and kissing Dony to make Bimo jealous" I said, smiling at Luthfi.

"really? Wah..malunya," said Luthfi while closing his face.

"Bimo loves you so much, your love story is second to none" Luthfi said as she looked at me.

"When did he decide to give his eyes to my Papa?" my many.

"After your father spoke to Bimo to propose to you and Bimo to speak to the Doctor, I signed him as his guardian" Luthfi said.

"Until the end Bimo called your name that night before going to bed he told me, see Kia once in a while please help if he has trouble," continued Luthfi.

I looked at Bimo's grave.

"Thank you, Bim, I love you Bim," I said softly as I touched Bimo's headstone.

Before long there was a car coming and Heri turned out. He came straight for us and he was worse than Luthfi and brought Bimo a drink. He poured a drink and put it on Bimo's grave. I've been protesting but I've been detained by Luthfi.

"So much Bim, the rest will be made later if most later forget the way to heaven is also expensive now and my money is limited to have to buy my son's milk," he said with a face of compassion.

"Speak as you please" I murmured with a frown.

"What if Bimo forgets his way to heaven, what if he gets lost?" luthfi asked Heri still laughing.

"I'll be the one to pick him up, I'll be in charge" Heri said, looking at me with a funny face.

If this isn't a burial place I've been chasing Heri so badly. Maybe he was joking with someone who was dead.

"Hmm. You're like crazy" I said sneering at Heri.

The three of us sat on the bench of a park in front of the location of Bimo's tomb.

"Bimo said if you visit him bring vitamins there is nothing to sell," said Heri with a laugh.

Luthfi and I laughed until I forgot about my sadness. Heri smiled at me she looked so happy to see I was able to laugh.

"You don't want to get married?" I asked Luthfi.

"I'm traumatized to be married because of your story" she replied briefly.

I know Luthfi is the one who witnessed our tragedy-like path of love. It's not wrong that he was a little afraid of marriage because my love story with Bimo ended tragically.

"Hmm. lied! Bimo instead told her to marry you after Bimo died" Heri said with a flat face.

"really?" I asked while looking at Luthfi and she shook her head quickly.

"Don't joke, ah" I said to Heri.

"True, you're married to Kia, so you'll have to hand Kia over to me when we're all together, if with other people later I can not meet Kia anymore," explained Heri while mimicking Bimo's attitude.

"Bimo basic evil, indeed I am an item that can be handed over," I said with annoyance.

"Don't believe it, he's lying" said Luthfi a little embarrassed who then overwritten Heri with a laugh.

"Thank you for taking care of Bimo" I told them.

"That's my job, I'll work there" Heri said.

"I've considered Bimo my family from the past so when he was sick I didn't dare to be away from him" Luthfi explained.

"Before Bimo died, everything was prepared, the savings to marry you first, which I gave you yesterday and also the money for Mama's treatment" explained Luthfi.

"I want to move to work here, so I can take care of my Papa, take care of Mama Bimo and want to visit Bimo often too" I said while looking at them alternately.

"It's good that we can meet more often" Heri and Luthfi said, looking at me with a nod.

"You should be happy Kia," Luthfi said as she patted behind me.

"I don't want to get married because I'm going to meet Bimo there and see my children and they have the heart to leave me here alone" I said slowly.

"You're not alone Kia, I'm the same Luthfi always there for you" Heri assured me.

"Thank you" I said, looking at Heri and Luthfi in turn.

"Bimo.now that I have two people who will take care of me, you must be very envious," I cried as I patted them behind.

We laughed together and made a high five.

"You must be happy" said Luthfi while confirming my hair was falling apart by the wind.

"The sky is very beautiful" said Heri pointing upwards.

We looked at the sky together with a smile. Then I looked at Heri and Luthfi alternately. These two people put together is the nature of a Bimo. Heri with her funny behavior that often teases me is exactly Bimo when it makes me sulk. The Luthfi who loved and cared for me was similar to the Bimo we used to be together.

The blue clouds were slowly being exposed to the wind as if to say that tomorrow there were still bright days for me and with two of Bimo's best friends beside me now made me believe I could still live my day forwards.

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** "Would you sleep in a grave?" A heavy sound similar to Bimo snapped at me with a bit of roughness. Who her? Why is he there too?

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