Secret of the Heart

Thank You My Man

Miko looked at me affectionately as we waited for Doctor Dian who had already made an appointment at a restaurant. Doctor Dian had already agreed to it because I also often met him outside not in the clinic to be more relaxed atmosphere.

"Hi Beb, how are you now? Fine?"

Doctor Dian came straight to hug me, sat in front of us and held my hand. He is not only a doctor to me but also the best support for my health problems.

"Lumayan is good, it's a bit of control," I replied smiling at him and Miko.

"If it's a bit good condition of the dose of the drug we reduce yes, so as not to depend later."

Doctor Dian looked at Miko then looked at me as well.

"Is your relationship serious? Are you willing for Kia to forget all of your traumas alongside her brother Bimo?"

Miko held my hand and smiled, she just looked at me with a very reassuring look.

"Everything should be tried Doc, I'm not a pessimist as well as Kia, we'll live both... is it not a baby?"

"Well shall I try, I shall try Doc," I replied as I looked at Doctor Dian.

"Sometimes to heal a trauma the cure is something that comes from the trauma itself" Miko continued.

Doctor Dian looked at me after hearing Miko's words and I nodded slowly with a smile.

"I want you to talk to Kia, how do you feel when you get close to her?"

"Secure, for me now he's the person I need the most beside me Doc" I replied.

"Not remembering the past? How about when you look at her?"

"Still remembering, that's for sure but I really want to heal and forget the pain, he said, I wanted to live like everyone else and now I have him who makes me re-believe that I still have a chance to love."

Beyond a doubt Doctor Dian immediately hugged me while saying happily.

"You must be well, honey, sure, I'm always there and fighting for you."

Miko smiled seeing Doctor Dian holding me, she even let me hug Doctor Dian for a very long time because she was happy with what Doctor Dian said which made Miko sure I could get through it all.

We talked for almost 3 hours while enjoying the food. There are so many suggestions that Doctor Dian told Miko to be able to overcome when the trauma to me came and also so that I can keep fighting in daily activities.

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The car entered my office parking lot which was almost full because it was a little afternoon. We went down and entered the front lobe and some officers were gathering and sitting there. Lisa immediately ran over and hugged me apparently they were also waiting for my arrival because Miko had called Wiwin we would stop by briefly to the office after meeting Doctor Dian.

"It's good, isn't it? I have something for Brother's health."

Lisa gave me a vitamin bottle.

"Thank you, my dear sister."

"I stayed for a while in Alan's room, there was Santi's sister, too" said Miko pointing to Kaka Santi who had just stepped out of the elevator while smiling at me.

Miko went straight to Alan's room by entering the elevator in front of us.

"Don't hurt anymore dong. who takes care of the office finances later, can be dizzy himself, he admitted," he said while hugging me.

"It feels so good today, so many people are hugging me."

I looked at Santi with a smile.

"What do you want to eat?"

"It was time to see Dr. Dian."

"So go home to Papa?"

"Later the same afternoon as Miko, it looks like there's still something she needs to finish with Alan."

"How about joining Miko later to Jakarta next week, we want to send office people also to see our student prospects there?"

"Shall I? Isn't there a Bang Riko?"

"All holidays, your brain needs refreshing so there's new spirit later."

"Am I that bad according to Brother?"

"Entertainment and entertainment are needed by everyone, no need to get away from the place and do not need to be expensive the important cost can forget the burden even though we can think again soon after, after, refresh brain is natural."

"Well, think about it, free paid office space" I said with a laugh.

Wiwin comes with a box containing coffee from one of the famous coffee shops even so our favorite place often hang out and gather. He smiled happily and gave one ice latte.

"Your favorite coffee item, Beb."

"Thank you, Love."

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Miko entered Alan's room and Arya was talking while sitting on the sofa.

"Ho... oo, who's in cancel her application, how are you doing Bro?"

Alan immediately laughed to hear the greeting of Aryan Kak to Miko and Miko finally laughed too.

"Look up your emotions Bro, don't fail just wait a minute, one step more."

Miko was as sure as she thought that everything would go her way and smoothly without a hitch.

"How's Kia doing?"

"A little light can already laugh and smile, he's again downstairs with the others," Miko replied as she picked up the canned soda on the table.

"Love her so much turns out, good luck Bro, my prayers are with you," said Arya with a smile looking at Miko.

"Don't bully me, think of yourself as single" Miko began to get upset.

"Sorry ... eh would you like to eat at Pak Wijaya's restaurant?"

"He just opened a restaurant, the menu is Makassar cuisine," asked Arya.

"I have to get ready to go home with Kia, tomorrow have to go to work there is an important meeting, sorry Bro."

"Well, this is how it feels to have a partner while I'm not, okay from tomorrow I want to find a serious boyfriend."

"It's insyaf apparently," said Alan.

"What if you get married, do I have to be alone?"

"Come downstairs I want to meet Kia," asked Arya.

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I looked at the three men who had just stepped out of the elevator and were heading towards me with a smile. Arya's sister immediately wanted to hug me but in Miko's custody.

"Hey.she is my mine."

I immediately laughed at Miko's words which made Kak Arya stop and look at Miko sharply.

"OK, but don't hug dong."

"Iiihh.. protect really, relax just this Aryan Kak," I said while holding Miko's hand.

"Heh.. new dating is already so later if you are married can no longer be held even at see you Kia," murmured Kak Arya while looking at me.

The others just laughed in response to Kak Arya's words while Miko looked happy because she managed to tease him.

"We'll be home in an hour, so we won't be on the road" Miko and I said.

Suitcase clothes were ready this morning when we wanted to go to see Doctor Dian so we just went home after the office did not return to my house.

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Along the way Miko held my hand tightly even though I had reminded her to be careful driving later something unexpected happened but she did not heed and still held my hand.

The song A whole new world sounded shahdu accompanied our journey. Sometimes I look at Miko with a smile looking at the face next to me who is trying to focus on driving while holding my hand.

I accidentally saw a photo hanging on a small chain strap in the front rearview mirror. Curiosity enveloped me immediately took it and saw it. It turned out to be a photo of a little boy like me having seen it.

"Who is this?"

"I'll take you to her, then" Miko replied with a smile.

I looked back at the photo feeling familiar with the person but forgot where and when. I cuna nodded letting Miko refocus on driving because I didn't want to ask too much about the photo. My very annoying nature may also be because it always does not want to pursue something that others do not want to tell me.

People often say I'm ignorant, indifferent and arrogant actually I just don't want people to be burdened with my curiosity. Often I just let it go even though people lie and even use it, I just accept it because what I see is that person now is not his life and all his secrets.

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We arrived at the cemetery complex when Miko turned the car I was a bit shocked too but she said there was something to meet her and I just according to her even come down to accompany her.

We reached Miko's father's grave, I just kept quiet and just stood by Miko's side.

"Miko bring someone Well, maybe Dad also knows he's Dad's friend's son, let Miko make him a partner."

Miko said softly as she looked at her father's headstone, I approached her and held her hand. My tears fell because I was moved to hear Miko talking to her father with a lot of feelings.

"Dad see her crying, her heart is so soft it can't be touched with words of affection" Miko said as she looked at me who was still sobbing and tried to wipe away the teardrops that fell on my cheek.

Miko then pulled my hand gently and led me to Bimo's grave next to her.

"I came Bim, as I promised when I proposed to Kia I would ask your blessing."

I was shocked to hear Miko ask Bimo for permission to propose, my heart was racing and wanted to get up and run from the place but was prevented by Miko by hugging me from behind.

"Let me fulfill my promise to Bimo, please hold my hand now, I beg Kia, "he whispered.

My heart immediately hurt as it was sliced, the man in front of me the man I once loved who I once gave everything I had without demanding anything when I was hurt and left to fall into a deep abyss with sadness even leaving behind pain it can't heal until now.

The man behind me now tried so hard to heal and make me rise from all the pain and trauma that the man in front of me left behind was none other than his own brother. I closed my eyes holding back the rumbling feeling in my heart right now that made my legs almost powerless to feel paralyzed to stand for even longer.

I finally sat down in front of Bimo while crying loudly. Miko hugged me tighter as I almost fell down and whispered a word that made my tears break even more.

"I'm your man now, let me treat the wound my brother left you to heal."

"Let's take care of all Kia, all that you couldn't achieve in your life with Bimo, because that's all that can heal the trauma that exists, that's all, let go of all the pain so you can come back with a new Kia."

I looked at Miko with a sad look still crying sobbing and holding her hand then hugging her while nodding her head.

"I'll try now" I cried.

Miko smiled happily, she further tightened her embrace while fondly stroking my head.

"This is my woman, I love you so much dear" Miko said as she kissed my forehead and wiped my tears.

Miko then held my hand while looking towards Bimo's tombstone.

"Take off Kia now Bim, so that she can be happy with me, I promise to visit you often."

I looked at Miko and tried to smile even though she was still sobbing a little.

"Hey Bimo.. set Kia free for me........."

Miko shouted loudly towards the sky while raising our holding hands then hugged and smiled at me.

"Bas selfish," I said slowly.

"I'd be selfish now if it were all about you," Miko said smilingly to see me being a little annoyed at him.

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The car stopped in front of my house, when it was already night so it was a bit quiet. Miko went down first to lift the items in the trunk of the car and then put them on the front porch. I'm still in the car cleaning my bag and picking up Miko's leftover bag.

Before long the door opened to see my Papa standing in front of Miko. I who wanted to approach them suddenly stopped the steps when Papa hugged Miko and looked very happy but called Bimo's name. Miko also hugged Papa with pleasure.

"Where did these nights come here, just came Balikpapan huh?" ask Papa while patting Miko on the shoulder.

I looked at the two of them in disbelief at the sight before me. So familiar Miko with Papa all this time I just heard Miko met Papa but did not expect them to be this familiar.

Especially when Miko talks to Papa while laughing together like she is joking. I slowly walked towards them while looking at Papa who was still laughing with Miko.

I saw Papa's face and imagined again Papa's actions that almost made the lives of Bimo and Miko floated very scary for me if you remember that. But all is lost when seeing Miko's interaction with Papa now who looks like a father and son.

"Who comes Om, take a look," exclaimed Miko pointing at me as I appeared right near them.

Papa looked at me and smiled widely.

"You picked up Kia?" papa asked Miko and she just nodded still smiling.

Papa waved at me telling me to come closer to Papa and Miko. I approached Papa and Papa immediately took my hand and linked it with Miko's hand while saying firmly.

"Come on. You're getting married soon."

Miko looked at Papa with a wide smile and a feeling of pleasure.

"Ready Om, I'll do as Om suggests immediately."

Papa then went in and looked for my mother. I looked at Miko in disbelief, wanting me to ask if the grudge against my Papa that was in her heart was gone?. But all is useless because it has been answered from Miko's attitude to Papa who is very warm.

Where else do I find a man like Miko who puts my happiness ahead of his heartache in the past. Now I just realized that Miko is the person who can make me believe it turns out that past pain can be done as long as sincerely and confidently.

Especially beside me there is a person like Miko who can hold hands and embrace me with a very sincere affection.

"Thank you my man, for everything," I whispered to Miko.

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**I lost Bimo, I even lost my identity all this time, but I found and got Miko, someone who has an ocean-wide heart, who can clear up all our problems, she said, it turns out that he is the cure for all the pain in my heart.You are truly my man, I am the winner of your heart and thank you for all the support for me.

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