Secret of the Heart

Still My Sister's

Two months passed without feeling. It was Alan's wedding day to Wiwin. I always accompany Wiwin when the application and wedding event takes place. They use our regional customs for all wedding processions.

Miko came to pick me up, she looked handsome in a sky blue shirt with her arms folded up to her elbows. We promised to wear a couple.

I smiled as Miko got out of the car and approached me who was standing waiting for her. She seemed happy to see me wearing a simple long dress of matching color with open shoulders.

"Sexy" he whispered near me.

"Don't flirt, I'm so embarrassed" I snatched.

"True..it's perfect for you."

"Let's hurry, it'll be too late" I asked.

We're leaving for Alan and Wiwin's wedding. It's not funny that I'm his best friend late for Wiwin's big party.

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When we arrived the guests were already a lot of understanding already at 09.00 passing seen Alan and Wiwin ceaselessly smiling with the guests who congratulated.

"Coming soon, right?"

A heavy sound shocked us who had just entered the building. It turned out that Arya's sister was leaning right behind the entrance.

"Ihhhh.

Arya's sister even sneered back, when I wanted to hit her in the barrier by Miko.

"Don't lose her beauty."

"Then anyway? How can?"

"People like you smile" Miko replied.

I then smiled at Arya's sister even though it was a little forced.

"That's dong Kia, don't be angry. My joke is still in its reasonable stages as well."

Arya then took us to the temple to meet the king and queen a day. Wiwin's smile expanded when he saw us coming. He even waved a quick hand.

I hugged Wiwin, so happy to see that she was officially Alan's mistress. Although there is a bit of sadness because Wiwin will move to follow Alan.

"Directly leave after marriage Lan?" ask Arya.

"Not yet.next week maybe. There's still work here that's not done yet" Alan replied.

"When's next? If Miko is certain, just waiting for the date, what about you?" alan asked while joking with Arya's sister.

"Please be patient. There will definitely be a time when I will have a partner. Now do not rush, the important thing is to believe and pray." Arya's sister looks a bit resigned to respond first Alan. Miko signals Alan to stop mocking Arya's sister.

"True. All the power of God. Let it be found anywhere if not the time certainly can not. But yeah, you gotta keep trying. The spirit of Bro... we will pray for you," Miko encouraged and I also smiled to give more support to Arya.

I also know how to be in his position. Because I've experienced all of it even barely have the desire to do. But when the time came, although I also still have doubts but with the support of many people finally made me able to accept Miko openly.

If asked maybe now I love Miko more. He could embrace my wounded heart and make me believe myself again. It is not hard to feel what is called happiness. It is enough to let go of grudges and wounds in the heart.to forgive and accept the helping hand of the one who will understand and be with me.

"Close with anyone who wants to be close to you. No need to force, there's a line."

Santi's brother came straight to pat Arya's shoulder.

"Eh Boss. Promise well, if I marry the gift of a house," Arya looked at Santi with a serious look. As a result, he immediately threw santi with a handbag and quickly took shelter behind Miko.

"Hey. Don't bring Miko Kak, she's mine." I pulled Miko up near me and greeted with Miko's laughter.

"Well, unmarried is overprotective. It can be in brackets for each heart later you Mik."

"It's okay in the same brackets wife herself. If it's normal, isn't it Beb?"

"It is not possible to be opposed to someone who is kasmaran."

Brother Arya left us heading towards the buffet table while waving.

"Eat first. bye."

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Three days later, I was shocked when Wiwin came home, the nights again.

"I want to catch on."

"What's wrong? Fighting with Alan? You're okay, right?"

Anxious shrouding my heart saw Wiwin coming alone without Alan. My heart gets nervous, they've only been married three days but it's been like this. My panic greeted Wiwin with smiles and hugs.

"Win. I was worried about this. Let's explain it to me."

"I want to be with my best friend tonight. Before leaving with Alan and moving town."

Wiwin said softly with a sweet smile. Successfully made my heart throb pain . My tears finally fell considering she was about to leave me move following Alan.

"Kija....."

Wiwin hugged me who was starting to not be able to hold the sob. It finally broke as well, the two of us cried together while hugging.

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The two of us lay together in the lounge staring and holding hands.

"You know Kia. I'm actually sadder for having to leave you alone here."

"I'm the sad Win. Promise never not to pick up if I call."

"I'll come straight here if anything happens to you, my love. Alan couldn't stop me. We've talked about everything so I can be here now with you."

"I can't imagine being alone without you."

"really?"

"Who would cook curry for me, clean my fridge and lie with me like this again."

"Heeem. Is that the only use of me near you" Wiwin annoyed while pinching my cheek.

"Eat him all this time I've been a bit away. Let's get used to it without me. But still it feels like heavy Kia. Those of us who are like brothers must be separated just because of distance."

"Stay be my brother Win. Never change" I asked and Wiwin nodded.

The doorbell rang, I got up and I quickly opened it.

"Hello Brother... Lisa came, "lisa's smile was on her while carrying a fruit basket. More shocked when he saw someone enter open the gate then.

"Santi's brother is here too?"

"Yes Brother." Lisa went inside, I was still waiting for Santi's sister to walk towards me.

"What wind brought the Boss here?"

"Wind of the typhoon" the immediate answer from Santi's sister made me laugh. He then walked in leaving me still laughing and throwing my body onto the sofa.

"It's good sometimes to get together like this. The idea is Wiwin tuh. so that Kia does not feel alone. Be us here and luckily Lisa wanted me to take her with me earlier," explained Santi.

My heart is glad to hear the words of Santi's sister. I looked at them, the people next to me when I was sick and needed help.

"Don't cry anymore, love. Remember, if I leave there are still those here with you," Wiwin said as he carried a tray containing slices of fruit that Lisa brought earlier.

"I love you guys" I said, hugging Santi's sister.

"It's warm chocolate, sister,"Lisa handed me a cup of hot chocolate.

"Kok is not coffee, I want coffee."

"Remember your stomach Kia. Coffee is the same as the sour double fruit," prevent brother Santi.

"Always sloppy," ledek Wiwin.

That night we gathered together, their arrival made me feel that I was not alone. They were always there holding hands and standing beside me. This is the meaning of true friends. No differences in status, age and place of residence. Always be able to help each other, feel the pain together and love each other in the name of one bond that is friends, friends and family.

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I looked at Wiwin with a sad look as I drove him to the airport. Even though Miko was accompanied by her, my heart was not willing to let her go far from me. Miko from earlier clenched her hands finally hugged my shoulder to strengthen.

I can't deny the sadness of losing I still don't want to feel anymore. Back when my best friend Rima married me in living alone when she moved town. It seems like things like this can happen in my life. I was full of loss. So it's wrong that I don't want to feel that anymore.

The departure of Wiwin although only different cities but still makes me sad. But I seem to have gotten used to this kind of situation. It's not as painful as having to part ways and be left behind by Bimo.

"You still my sister... Love,"

When she left, Wiwin hugged me tightly. We were left by Miko and Alan both, they were even drinking coffee.

"I believe Win, so do you mean to me" I said slowly trying to hold back so as not to cry.

"I love you. Promise you must come when I get married."

"I definitely came two days before your wedding."

Finally my tears fell as Wiwin gave a gold chain bracelet with a picture of two pigeons the symbol of faithfulness in friendship.

"Wedding gift for Kia . Friends, friends and family," said Wiwin while looking down.

A tear fell on my hand as Wiwin put the bracelet on my hand. Wiwin cried, his heart was also sad to leave me. Trusting me when you leave someone you love is painful.

"Okay stop, it's time we left."

Alan's voice made me hug Wiwin shocked. I quickly wiped away the tears and stood up, as did Wiwin. They then entered the examination room and waved goodbye signs.

******

"Still sad?"

Miko opened the chat while in the car. From then on he just kept quiet letting me enjoy my own feelings without bothering me. I can finally wake up and smile at Miko.

"Your eyes are so. Enough Beb, I don't like to see you cry."

I nodded and held Miko's hand.

"That means you can't make me cry."

"I'll try."

"Why doubt your answer?"

Miko smiled seeing me back can feel annoyed even looking at him sharply. He didn't start the engine and looked at me seriously.

"Please don't cry in anything. I'll hug and look after you. belive me."

Instantly I approached and hugged the man who would be my life partner. Miko brought her face closer, I felt like something was going to happen.

"Don't kiss me here."

"No."

"Ah. lied."

"true."

Miko smiled amusedly looking at my gelagat who wanted to keep the body away from him. Miko pulled me quickly to get closer to her.

"Then I just kiss."

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Author Conjecture.

I'm sorry to the readers, if for a long time did not update the novel Secret of the Heart. In addition to busyness as well because I think now I better put quality first than quantity. I used to update regularly but the same level of readers is getting less and less. So I was forced to take the attitude that, yes, I wrote as well as possible so as not to get out of the storyline.

This novel is about life. Hopefully something can benefit from the story. If for commercial it seems to be no longer expected. I am not a pessimist but a realistic. The important thing is that my writing hobby is channeled hopefully in the future there are those who remember the story of Kia who is full of grief.

Thank you for all the support that has been given to me, hopefully in reply by the above. Now I can't promise regular updates, as much as I can. Hopefully there are still people who want to read my work, please understand the very very.

May we all always be healthy, always happy and happy reading.