Secret of the Heart

Secret of the Heart
Hit Me



The car runs slowly because the road to the office is again jammed completely there is a road repair. I was upset and still shocked by Miko's treatment in the hotel parking lot when I met Dony.


"Aisshhhh..the basics are perverted!"


I cursed while hitting the steering wheel and felt frustrated because it was stuck. I opened the windshield and looked out to see if it was a long jam. It turned out to be very long I intended to retreat to find an alternative way.


But my car was locked up so it couldn't move stuck in the middle. I was getting desperate and tried to call Lisa to ask if there was a meeting tonight with the team that was meeting together.


"The speech is postponed tomorrow, Kia said, tomorrow there is still one more meeting session and after that it is closed by eating together" explained Lisa.


"So the office is empty now, Wiwin is still there?" I asked Lisa.


"Still in the DBS room, talk to Mr. Alan again" Lisa replied.


"Uhhh.Dating only works, yes I've closed," I said while turning off the call.


I tried calling Wiwin and it picked up quickly.


"There's no motorbike in the office?" ask directly.


"There ...motor Satpam," he answered briefly.


"Ngapain anyway..dating huh?"


"No discussion, again" replied Wiwin with a small laugh followed by Alan's voice asking who was calling.


"Pick up. I'm stuck in traffic where it's frustrating" I complained.


"Okay I same Satpam aja yes. let him later bring the car," persuaded Wiwin.


"Whatever, the important thing is to get out of this jam" I said, exhaling in annoyance.


There's nothing true today, first it was Dony and Miko who had made me nervous about fainting. He could have kissed my lips without guilt and left me without words.


"Ihh, you stupid little prick," I said, hitting my head against the windshield of the car.


But what I don't understand is why there's such a weird feeling sneaking up in my heart, like a floating feeling that makes my heart beat fast when I remember it. But I was quick to dismiss because I no longer wanted to have a serious relationship with a man.


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I stared at the laptop screen there was a profile of Rima and there was also a phone number that could be contacted. Am I going to try asking Rima about Miko? Will it not bother him?.


Feelings of worry enveloped my heart, so I thought back to contacting Rima later just thought I was still confused what to talk to her later. Besides, I still don't want to ask him for help for fear of disturbing Rima.


I then broke down while looking at the photo on the front dressing table and smiled as I said to the picture of my children and the picture of Bimo smiling.


"Mama loves you guys, wait for me there Bim."


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The atmosphere of the office was very crowded because this time after the last meeting with Vice Balikpapan held a meal with all divisions including plaza. It seems that Miko is still busy talking with one from Vice Balikpapan in the company of Kak Arya.


"Miko is still there?" ask me on Santi's sister who was next door when taking food.


"He recommended the technical division, if Miko persists soon he will equal his position as I am now" replied Kak Santi.


I just nodded and sat down at the table near Wiwin who was eating with Alan. When I started eating Miko sat next to me while putting her food plate.


She didn't look at me directly eating her food she just smiled with Wiwin and Alan in front of her.


"So seriously Mik, do you want to move to Balikpapan?" ask Wiwin.


Miko didn't answer just shaking her head and continuing to eat. I also ignored him and continued eating. Wiwin was so astonished to see the awkward attitude between us.


"You guys got into a fight?" ask him while looking at me full of search.


"No" I answered briefly.


I didn't tell Wiwin about the hotel parking incident because I was still embarrassed how if one office found out I could be interrogated.


"He's mad at me maybe," Miko replied as she looked at me smiling.


"No."


I immediately glared at Miko as she said I was angry and it turned out that she was just laughing while looking at me then looking at Alan with a meaningful smile. Miko stood up and got close to my face quickly then left us.


"Dark.ahh."


Miko's attitude made my heart stop beating immediately and I was very embarrassed. Alan just laughed looking at everything he then looked at Wiwin.


"They're in a certain relationship like that" Alan told Wiwin.


"You're dating, something you haven't told me?" tanya Wiwin is still very curious to see his face is still confused.


"Later to tell me," I answered immediately finished the meal and stood away from Wiwin.


I'm looking for Miko it turns out she's in the best friend room that is Kak Arya. I'd love to scream if I don't remember this at the office.


"We have to talk" I told Miko.


I pulled Miko into my office, she complied. Brother Arya looks confused at my attitude is indeed strange I also feel it.


"Why are you doing this to me, you want to tell me about yesterday's events at the office?"


"Your strange behavior, as if written on your forehead that we kissed yesterday," Miko replied casually as she sat on the sofa.


"Miko this isn't true you should know I won't leave Bimo," I replied slowly.


"It's unrealistic that your people still want to be with the dead, your life is yours that you have left alone maybe there is something better in return" Miko said with a sigh.


I can't believe in a man's love right now" I said a little loudly.


"It's still your own decision but don't always remember the dead there Bimo is also not happy if your attitude is this."


I looked at her while hoping Miko would open up her secret a little and answer the question I was asking her.


But he looked at me cynically and stood near me.


"I told you to figure out my relationship with Bimo, it turns out your brain isn't smart and if you don't like it I'll stop it here and don't try to get close to me again, from now on assume everything doesn't exist."


Miko left my workroom to get out like she was leaving the office. I can only keep watching, if it's better that way I'll try to do it.


But I'm surprised Miko would be cynical like that to me. Honestly there was pain when Miko said don't dare to approach me as if I was forbidden to get close to her but why? That question now swirls in my brain.


Suddenly the phone rang and entered a phone number that I did not know I let it go, most pranksters thought I was. But it turns out that four times the call did not stop as well, I then received it out of curiosity.


"I'm Heri, let's meet at the hotel restaurant in front of your office as I want to give you and me to stay here" Hery asked as I picked up.


I immediately feel happy from all my frustration today there are still things that can make me happy. While running small I went out to the hotel in front of the office. Walk and cross the road for a while already in front of the restaurant I am going to.


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Heri was already there and she smiled as she waved at me. I also smiled at her and sat down in front of Heri.


"Can't you come here, there's an office show?" ask me while opening the menu list.


"There's a seminar upstairs one day tomorrow" he said, handing me a large brown envelope.


"What's this?"


"Bimo's corneal donor letter first, it's time you knew" Heri replied.


Heri looked at me while patting my arm as if to strengthen. I accepted it with a broken heart why it was always me who was late knowing everything about Bimo.


I opened slowly there was a statement of agreement signed by Bimo. I was very surprised to see that Bimo's lawyers had Luthfi and Miko they both signed the letter.


"Why is Miko's name here?" I asked Heri with a slightly nervous heart.


"Miko is Bimo's brother their age is only a few days away," Heri replied surprised at my reaction.


"Waaa.ah."


I was immediately stunned to hear everything so this is what Miko was after so I could find out her true identity. My tears trickled down the fact that they were brothers.


I can no longer hold back my tears, what I did with Bimo until Bimo's brother I don't know.


"Everything that Bimo keeps that I don't know," I sobbed as I looked at Heri.


"Why does Bimo make me such a fool who knows nothing about the person I once loved?"


I felt very upset by the fact that I accepted that I looked like a bad person because all Bimo just kept to himself without telling me.


"Don't feel guilty about Kia, I also only found out after Bimo agreed to be a donor."


Heri tried to give me some understanding while I was still crying. He even stood up to me while stroking my shoulder.


"I'll go back to the office, I'll call you back later" I told Heri, standing up and leaving her.


I rushed to the office and hoped Miko would still be there. The security guard was confused to see me running into the office while wiping away tears.


******


I ran towards Arya's room because I was sure that Miko was still there


just there.


"Where is Arya's sister?"


"Have been out with Mr. Miko, two hours ago, may not come back here again Ma'am," replied the employee who was there.


I immediately contacted Arya and it turned out to be directly lifted.


"Where's Miko?"


"Here..next to me."


Brother Arya answered briefly and heard a very loud music sound made my ears feel like breaking.


"Where are you?"


Arya's sister tells them where they are and turns out they are in the VIP room karaoke a five-star hotel. I have to meet Miko today otherwise I can be curious to not be able to sleep.


I went to the hotel that Arya told me about. The hotel is our product customer so if our office employees want to use the hotel facilities will be given a special service.


In a hurry I entered the main door and headed for the karaoke room that Brother Arya told me about. It turned out to be on the fifth floor of the hotel, when I entered the elevator I was surprised to see a couple who hugged without caring about my presence around them.


While in front of the room I met Arya with a sexy karaoke girl. They were like being drunk, the woman was struggling spoiled on the shoulder of Kak Arya like she was wanting something. He whispered something in the ears of Arya and Arya nodded then laughed while kissing the woman's cheek.


I could only look at their behavior and Arya just relaxed when she saw me standing in front of them.


"It turns out that you are Kia, Miko is inside," said Kak Arya, who was seen staggering due to the influence of alcohol and immediately left me with the woman.


I entered the room that Kak Arya pointed to while carrying the envelope that Heri gave me. Opening the door and how surprised I was to see the situation in front of me. While closing my mouth I did not feel my tears dripping looking at everything.


Pain is the one word I feel right now. My heart felt in the words, although the fact Miko is Bimo's brother but he has given a beautiful taste when I kiss my lips I can not deny the seeds of love began to grow slowly even though as hard as I have refused.


I then ran out of the room leaving Miko hoping that she wouldn't come after me. I was so anxious to meet him because of the great curiosity now that I wanted to run away from him as quickly as possible and disappear leaving him.


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**sometimes we do not realize that love comes slowly he touches the heart and then grows, how much power to resist it only we ourselves are capable of doing so.


**What happened after that, did Miko try to chase after Kia or just let her go?


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