Mr. Hephephobias

CHAPTER 186 - Ironic

Leona goes to see Mickey, who is currently in Mickey's apartment. Leona saw Mickey standing looking out from behind the glass with a blank look. "About Rayn's phobia, Dr. Sein says if Rayn.." Not until Leona finished her sentence was cut by Mickey's question.

From the tone of his voice, Mickey seemed very angry at Dr. Leona. "Do you know that Lucia is pregnant?" he asked without looking at Leona who was standing right behind him.

Leona took a deep breath and then slowly swallowed her. It appears that Leona is holding back the tight feeling she feels for Mickey's cold attitude towards her at this moment. "Yes, I did know, but after he got his post-crash check. The doctor noticed severe bleeding and after the examination, it was because Lucia had a miscarriage" Leona explained.

"Why didn't you report it to me?" ask Mickey. This time Mickey turned to look at Leona.

Instantly Leona felt something painful in her heart looking at the look in Mickey's eyes that were staring at her with a face that held in anger. Leona's lips were locked tightly so she could not answer the question.

"WHY ?????" ask Mickey with a shout.

Mickey's screams surprised Leona, but Leona tried to hold back the tears that almost escaped her eyes when she saw Mickey's anger. Leona lowered her head for a moment and let out a long sigh and then looked back at Mickey. "Is there anything you can do after you find out?" ask Leona.

Mickey smiled briefly sarcastically at Leona. "Did you really call yourself a Doctor Psychologist? Can't you really understand or intentionally close your eyes and conscience?" ask Mickey.

"You.." said Leona.

Leona never expected to hear that rude question from Mickey. But once Leona realized, yes it was like Mickey. Mickey would never want to understand or try to understand anything if it was about Rayn. Even Mickey wouldn't care who was in front of him, even if it was Leona.

Mickey seems to have given up and lived only for Rayn and Rayn's happiness. He would not care even if what he had said was outrageous and would hurt Leona's feelings. One thing that becomes the reason and will keep Mickey hold his promise until whatever for Rayn. For Mickey if it wasn't for Rayn, the man standing in front of Leona would have died a dozen years ago in the hands of his biological father.

Leona never expected that Mickey would be able to understand her. Even Leona was well aware that there was little hope for her to earn a place in Mickey's life. However, Leona wants Mickey to know why he's doing all this.

Leona honestly told Mickey that she had indeed ignored her conscience. He did it just for Mickey. And by then he'll be himself, not as Rayn's doctor or Mickey's doctor.

"You're right I've ignored my conscience, and you need to know that it was diriki, the moment I became me, Leona. Not as a doctor. I also have a personal thing that I also want to protect, someone that I want to keep, that is you, that is your happiness. Can't I do it?" ask Leona.

Leona just doesn't want Mickey to get deeper and deeper into suffering. Although everything that happened with Lucia wasn't entirely Mickey's fault, Mickey would definitely blame him a lot. It's enough that Mickey suffers and holds it all by himself just for Rayn's sake. There are times when Mickey can take a break and think of himself. This is what Leona expects from the man she loves.

Leona knew very well that what she wanted was wrong and had reneged on her promise as a doctor, where she involved her feelings so that she acted unprofessionally. However, he is very unwilling to see Mickey suffer more deeply.

Why they all have to bear the burden and also the wounds caused by the attitude of adults in the past. Leona really wants everything to come out quickly and end up happy for everything. The wound was not only on Mickey, but also Rayn and Lucia.

"If you can, I want you to close your eyes and forget everything. I'll be the only one in charge. If I had known, I wouldn't have let Lucia do it" Leona explained, shedding tears.

"Closing eyes? Forgetting everything? Then, are you really so tired that you think like that? It seems I was wrong to expect when I asked you to wait for me" Mickey said.

Leona was finally unable to hold her cry in front of Mickey. What an ironic circle. About everything that happened, Lucia would blame herself for the decision she had chosen. Rayn would also blame herself for everything happening for her sake. So does Mickey, who blames himself for all those plans for his approval. And Leona chose to do it for Mickey's sake.

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At the Hospital, Rayn had regained consciousness and opened her eyes. The medicine given made Rayn feel heavy on her head. But Rayn tried to wake up because she wanted to see the condition of Lucia immediately. Rayn took off the infusion needle in her hand and got out of bed. The arc that was standing guard outside heard a strange sound from within and went straight in.

Arka was surprised when she was about to open the door, but the door opened from the inside and Rayn was already standing behind the door. "Young Master, you've come to your senses" asked Arka approaching.

Seeing Rayn who was left without an infusion pole made Arka immediately panicked. Arka asks Rayn to come back because she will call the doctor. "If you need something, you can ask me, I will." said Arka held back because of Rayn's encouragement.

Rayn ignores Arka, pushing Arka's shoulder in the way of her net. Rayn asked the other guards to get out of her sight. "Keep all of you away" Rayn's orders saw the guards standing right against her.

Arka rounded her eyes and held Rayn's arm . "Young Master, are you okay?" asked Arka who was also surprised to see Rayn did not react to his touch.

"You dare touch me?" rayn asked looking at how Arka was holding herself back.

Arka let go of her hand, she let Rayn go, but she followed behind Rayn. Sometimes Rayn looks limp can not hold his body, Arka tried to help but Rayn always hit the hands of Arka who tried to help him. Despite his weak steps, Rayn still tried to get to Lucia's room. Arriving in front of Lucia's room, Arka asked the guards who were guarding Lucia's room to let Rayn in.

Arka decides to keep Rayn's privacy by standing by and waiting at the door. Arka contacts Mickey telling him about Rayn's current condition. Mikcey asks Arka to let Rayn. Mickey also insists on Arka keeping Rayn and Lucia tight.

Although the current situation is still not safe from Mike's threats, Mikcey also does not want to make Rayn feel uncomfortable. Mickey asks Arka to guard the two until he arrives at the hospital with Mr. Charles. Mr. Charles will transfer the two for treatment at the Anderson residence by the Anderson family's personal doctors.

Arka saw a female nurse walking towards her. The nurse obtained permission to conduct an examination of Lucia. Arka enters to get permission from Rayn first. After receiving permission from Rayn, Arka allows the nurse to enter, while she is back on guard outside.

For a long time the nurse was inside, Arka stared at the clock in her hand and was about to knock on the door to enter. Suddenly the door opened, the female nurse came out and closed the door again and looked down flat on Arka.

Arka turned her head to look towards the room that was blocked by the door. Arka felt that something was awkward in her heart. Arka still can't believe that Rayn might have been cured. Nothing happened as long as the nurse was inside meaning her Young Master had truly recovered from her phobia.

Arka looked back at the nurse who had walked far away. Arka frowned, staring at the trail the nurse shoes left on the floor. A red liquid is imprinted on the floor of the shoes worn.

"Blood?"

"All of you, catch the nurse!!!" arka shouted and opened the door to enter in hastily.

"Young master Rayn?"

Arka is shocked to see Rayn's whereabouts inside, while Lucia remains bedridden. Arka saw the slightly open bathroom door with the lights on. Slowly Arka walked closer to the bathroom and knocked on the door thinking Rayn was inside.

"Sir, are you inside?" tanya Arka but did not get any answers from inside the bathroom.

"I will open it" Arka said, holding the doorknob to open it slowly.

Arka opened the door and was surprised to see Rayn's helpless body covered in blood from a sharp gun stab wound in her stomach. His body sat on the floor leaning against the bathroom wall. Rayn, who had been unconscious, opened her eyes when she heard the call of Arka.

"Master, Young Master... "

Arka continued to shout while holding the blood that continued to flow with both hands. "Young Master, what happened? Young Master, hold on" said Arka taking off the suit she was wearing and then closing Rayn's wounds so that blood does not continue to flow out.

"You guys outside, call the doctor now....!!!!" yell Arka.

Rayn is trying to reach Arka's hand. "Lu.si.a" said Rayn stammered as she looked outwards.

"Master hold on" Arka's pinta grabbed Rayn's hand to hold back the cloth that covered her wound.

Arka immediately got up to ensure the state of Lucia. Arka opened the blanket that covered Lucia's body to confirm whether she was also injured. Looking at the medical monitor that indicated Lucia's condition was fine, Arka rushed back at Rayn.

"Young Master..."

Call Arka to see the unconscious Rayn. "Young Master.." call Arka back.

Arka's trying to check Rayn's pulse. "Young Master." said Arka limp as she did not feel Rayn's pulse. With a trembling voice Arka kept calling Rayn's name trying to wake her up. Arka's body immediately became limp.

"Young Master Rayn....."

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*** to Be Continued ***