
"Mmmm. excuse me, Bang," Diandra pulled her hand that was in Derren's hand.
A calamity would arise if any of her husband's peers or even her own husband saw the hand clasping Diandra's hand on the table like just now, even if it was only a few seconds, but this remained unethical.
Diandra's not a single woman anymore, she's married!
It appeared that the figure let out a long sigh, seemingly nodding his head and smilingly seeing how Diandra was rejecting her.
"You really love her, Dian?" ask Derren.
What the fuck!
Diandra felt like he wanted to get up and leave his chair but it was childish and would even make Derren more curious about him, he said, in addition, he will be in this hospital where Diandra will not only intensely meet Derren but may also be able to take a night shift with this man, so it felt rather than suddenly running away without explaining anything better Diandra answered a question that sounded very disrespectful in Diandra's ears.
"If not why would I risk my future and my life in this marriage Bang?" challenge Diandra with sharp eyes.
"I don't think I need to explain in detail how I feel about my marriage, it's privacy!" strict Diandra who seemed very dislike with anything that came out of Derren's mouth as long as they sat at this table.
Huh! earlier he said he did not intend to invite Diandra all sorts of things, but this chat was quite outrageous, lucky Gavin did not exist and there was still business in OK, otherwise he could misunderstand, guessed Diandra anjen, he said, just hold his hand like that.
"I'm sorry if it makes you uncomfortable, Dian" looks like the face is turning sad, displaying a look of regret in those eyes.
"Very uncomfortable Bang," Diandra reaffirmed.
"I hope this is the first and last time something like this happens," Diandra's highlight turned sharp.
"I'm just trying to take care of my husband, his good name, his dignity and of course the trust he has in me" Diandra said.
Derren let out a long sigh again, he then nodded as a sign that he understood and of course confirmed what Diandra just said, he did not think, Diandra was quite mature as it turned out.
"All right, I understand! once again I'm sorry," he said, looking into Diandra's eyes.
Diandra let out a long sigh nodding slowly then grabbed her bag and got up from the chair.
"okay! it's okay," a wry smile Diandra showed.
"I say goodbye first Bang, want to follow the husband to OK," said Diandra without waiting for an answer from Derren, who was not involved, Diandra stepped up leaving the man alone no matter that the donuts and croissants that Diandra ordered had not even been touched, do not forget his chocolate milkshake that had just landed, Diandra just left it.
Her eyes reddened there was a glimmer of guilt enveloping Diandra's heart, she felt that she had betrayed the trust Gavin had given her, what kind of wife was she?
Withholding strong tears, accelerating his steps occasionally look back hoping Derren not to follow his steps towards the front OK, if until he followed his steps until the front OK, OK, that's his name he's looking to die!
Diandra's smile, why is she so longing for her husband's warm shoulders and arms?
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Gavin groaned, clutching the steering wheel firmly, the shadow of how the man's hand held tightly to his wife's hand kept ringing, Gavin did not accept! of course as a man he could not accept any other man touching his wife's hand like that.
He could have gone in and rebuked the man who appeared to be a doctor, for what he had done to his wife, but Gavin wasn't sure if he could hold back his emotions when he came face to face with the man, this made Gavin prefer to go and calm down for a moment rather than looking for a storm with the man in the hospital.
"Patience, Vin is patient!" Gavin warned himself to remain patient.
He has not asked for an explanation from Diandra, who knows the wife has an explanation for what happened and was seen by Gavin's eyes, but not now that Gavin wants to go and get rid of his mounting emotions, he is afraid to say a word or deed that will not only hurt his wife's feelings but will also cause new problems.
Be Gavin choose to go with his friends to play billiard for a moment rather than having to meet Diandra at this time, he said, there are many things that Gavin fears will happen and make matters worse now Gavin calms down first.
Maybe in people's eyes he is exaggerated, outrageous and unreasonable, but Gavin has a reason, Gavin has something that now even grips his heart so strongly, so amazingly, no one will understand how Gavin felt, how that feeling now tortures Gavin so cruelly and inflicts pain on his healed wounds.
Gavin had felt it before, a feeling that made Gavin so afraid and chose to be alone rather than having to go back to feeling it, a reason that made him single for quite a long time and finally met and was destined to marry his own student, Diandra.
"Because I once believed to be disappointed, I once survived to be abandoned, I once used logic but it turns out that my logic was underestimated,"
Gavin muttered to himself, he gripped the steering wheel while continuing to try to get rid of all the feelings that were now entrenched and clutching his heart firmly at this time, he said, do not let all those feelings destroy all the beautiful things that Gavin just had and clingy after a long time slumped.
However, Gavin must immediately calm down and go home in a better condition of heart, no bad words should be spoken, no new problems should arise after this, he said, but is Gavin capable?
Is he able to overcome his own feelings?
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Derren stared at the glass of chocolate milkshake presented complete with two donuts and croissants, his heart screamed why did Diandra did not understand that Derren had put his heart even long ago to him? when Derren is now quite well established and can if you want to marry him, why Diandra even married another man?
"Crazy you Derren," he told himself.
"Don't humble yourself by doing that despicable thing" Derren said.
Of course Derren should not be playing games, Diandra is already the wife of people now and it is true what Diandra said that there is a heart and trust of men that he must take care of, who else if not her husband!
Derren was trying to be encouraging, but why did it feel so hard?