Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

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While in the taxi Khanza kept silent, his tears seemed to come back to drip as the pain was increasingly attacking him, Khanza took a deep breath, trying to persuade his day to be in line with his brain.

"Sister Abi does not deserve to be mourned," the sentence was like a spell so that his tears did not hatch. Shame on the brother who has since glanced at him. Thought Khanza.

Khanza continued to hold his stuffing all the way, after arriving at the rented he saw his best friend Aqila was waiting for him in front of the gate, as soon as he got off the taxi Khanza directly scattered into the arms of Aqila, Aqila, letting out the pain in his heart, he cried in the arms of his best friend. No matter what the taxi driver looked at her strangely

"Calm down, I understand how you feel. We better talk inside, it's not nice to be heard by others" Aqila said, bringing Khanza into her contract.

Once inside the contract, Khanza no longer held back his pain, he cried like a child who lost his mother.

"What exactly happened to you?  Hasn't your relationship been okay all along, why would you suddenly say that Mr. Abizar already has a wife. Is he married again? tanya Aqila was still confused by Khanza's story last night.

"No, Abi did not marry again, but it turns out I was the second wife, before marrying me he was married to Mbak Farah," Khanza stammered for a hiccup.

"What ... Farah, what he said was his cousin's brother? Who's been living in the house with you all this time?" aqila asked in disbelief at hearing Khanza's words.

"Yes, Miss Farah. You know, all this time I liked the same story. I consider him my own brother. I told her how Abi treated me, how I felt about Abi's sister, who turned out to be her husband." Wiping his tears. "I told you how sorry I am for Abi, you know, he pretended to advise me. Was there no pain in her heart when she found out her husband was with another woman. I just found out if Abi's sister has another woman, it hurts so much, knowing that the man we love actually loves another woman."

"But it's possible that Mr. Abizar doesn't love him and only loves you."

"No, he loves Farah, he told me himself that he can't part with Farah because he loves her so much. Even he yelled at me to defend Farah." The shadow of the night in which for the first time Abizar snapped him kept imprinting in his memory, incising incisions in his heart.

"You're patient, but if he loves his wife, what's the point of marrying you?"

"I don't know either, but he says he loves me too, but what love hurts like this. If he loves me, Abi's brother won't put me in this situation."

"Did you stay in that house, was Farah nice to you? Because usually in this situation, the first wife will be unfriendly to the second wife."

"Aqila .. mbak Farah was very good, even when I told him at length about Abi's time who loved me, he was still kind. I don't understand what kind of situation this is!"

"Wait, how long have they been married?" ask Aqila.

"I don't know what's going on?" tanya Khanza looked at Aqila

"They haven't had any children, have they?" ask Aqila.

"Yes" Khanza replied briefly and wiped away the tears still dripping down her cheeks.

"It is possible that Farah could not give Mr. Abi a descendant" Aqila guessed.

Khanza thought for a moment, could that be the reason he married her just to get a child.

"If he marries me, he just wants a child! Does that mean he never loved me?" ask Khanza.

"Don't she say she loves you too!"

"Yes, he said it, you think after the big lie he did to me, I'll believe him again."

"What's your plan now?" ask Aqila.

Khanza took his test kit out of his bag.

"You are pregnant" said Aqila, who understood the meaning of the test.

Khanza.

"Did Mr. Abizar know about this,"

"Your actions are right, you need to find out if your husband loves you or just wants your baby!"

Khanza held her belly, "Aqila, what if she just wanted my baby and if my baby was born they would separate it from me" Khanza said.

"That's possible, but we'd better find out first what his purpose is to marry you, be patient first, after all if you want to get away from Abizar where you're going, she'll find you especially if she finds out you're pregnant with her child."

"That's exactly what I wanted to go before she found out if I was carrying her baby. I don't want to be separated from my baby."

The sound of the car outside and it was Abizar's car, Aqila quickly hid the results.

Abizar went into the rather narrow Aqila contract, Aqila chose to leave the room and give them space to talk.

"I want to stay here" Khanza said before Abizar spoke.

"Go home with me first, tomorrow when I go to the office I will take you here" Abizar said.

"No, thank you, I can take care of myself. I want to stay here, I beg you," Khanza said without seeing Adizar, looking the other way.

"But, Khanza,"

"Please, I can take care of myself.S Before living with my sister I live here, I live with Aqila and I live happily with Aqila. Please, let me calm down here, I feel claustrophobic in big brother's house!" khanza started sobbing.

"Well if you want to be like that, you can stay here, but only a few days! If you're calmer, I'll pick you up."

"No, if I'm calmer, I'll go back alone, I know the way home" he said.

Abizar tried to remain calm, he understood the current situation.

"Then excuse me, if you need anything please call me" Abizar said.

Khanza didn't answer, he didn't even want to look at Abizar.

Khanza could hear the sound of Abizar's car leaving their rented yard.

As soon as Abizar left Aqila sat down again near Khanza.

"Now you rest, I'll cook for you, don't think too much about this, love your baby."

Khanza rubbed his stomach and nodded, He went to the room he had been in and fell asleep there, while Aqila made food for their dinner.

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