Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

RESIGNEDLY.

All night Abizar just sat outside, he respected the khanza's decision, a wish he didn't want to meet. He felt very sick and failed to be able to take care of his children and wife at a time like this, when he should have been the first to look after them.

Abizar could only curse himself, regretting his stupidity that had made such a big mistake that kept them away from him.

Abizar never forgot the gaze of Love Khanza when they first met, the gaze of khanza eyes continued to be imagined in his mind until all that ended when tonight that gaze turned into a look of hatred, the eyes of khanza continued to be imagined in his mind until all that ended when tonight, who scratched the wound in his heart.

Whether their household will be destroyed, only time can answer the question of Abizar.

"Khanza is back to sleep you better sleep inside, here the air is very cold," said Damar, approaching Abizar, he heard all their conversations, but he did not want to interfere too deeply.

"Did Khanza ever tell you about the desire to part with me? Or is it just Daniel's wits?" abizar asked as Damar sat nearby.

"I don't know about the divorce. I've known Khanza since childhood. We played together a lot, I know how he is. She was a very gentle, jovial and also spoiled girl. One trait that Khanza has that not everyone can have is forgiveness. No matter how much wrong you have made, he may still forgive you, depending on how you apologize to him" Damar explained.

"I didn't think the mistake I made was so hurt, I didn't want to hurt her feelings at all. I just want to make our household happier with the presence of another baby and I'm sure everything will be fine. Khanza could've gone through it all. I didn't think my way was wrong" Abizar said, rubbing his face.

"Like that, sometimes we have good intentions, but sometimes people respond poorly. It all depends on how we manifest that desire, if in my point of view, you're wrong in this I'm sure you have good intentions for Khanza to get pregnant again, but maybe your way is not good, less wise in taking action," Daniel added.

"I don't know if Khanza will forgive me or not."

"Have you ever heard that a woman's feelings are so fragile, many liken her feelings like a mirror, if we accidentally break her she will be blown to pieces, even though we have arranged it and returned it as before, but the mirror can not reflect the image as well as the first time before the mirror was destroyed.

Khanza's feelings are also like that at the moment he is very broken, I know he still loves you very much he is still hesitant to part with you. However, her feelings force her to choose the opposite of what she wants."

They fell silent, Abizar dissolved in his mind, regretting his actions why he was so selfish and did not think of khanza feelings.

"Now that you have 2 children who are toddlers, they really need your presence. I've been a pediatrician for a long time and I know very well how different children who get affection from both parents and children who grow up from the affection of one parent, child of divorce victim.

In the divorce most harmed were the children, let alone Aziel now desperately in need of your presence."

"I don't know how else to get Khanza to forgive me, I've tried. Now he doesn't even want to see me anymore.

Plus what Daniel has, he must have kept poisoning the khanza to keep me away and even divorced me."

"Actually I also agree with Daniel," said Damar who made Abizar look directly at him.

"Khanza's too fragile to accept the pain you're giving her, but if I'm on her children's side, I don't agree with your divorce."

They kept talking and without feeling the morning was approaching, they heard the sound of crying babies from Khanza's room.

Damar immediately swiftly entered the room, as well as Abizar. However, he immediately stopped his steps as he was about to enter the room.

Abizar didn't come in, though, He only saw Damar taking care of the baby and Khanza who was also awake as well as Aziel who was sitting on the bed with his mother saw Damar with a smart diaper change and clean the baby.

Abizar could not bear to see all that, choosing to sit back. Abizar will continue to wait for Khanza to allow him to meet with him.

A few moments later came Aqila Grandma and also grandfather. They all entered Khanza's room while grandfather walked up to Abizar.

"Grandfather, Sorry. I've hurt Khanza's feelings, I didn't mean to" Abizar said.

"Grandfather has absolutely no idea what's going on between you, no idea who's wrong and who's right, no idea what's wrong, all grandfather knows is that you're the husband of your granddaughter and you have a right to your wife Khanza. But, Grandpa also has the right to ask for Happiness from granddaughter." Grandpa paused his sentence.

"Grandfather wants to collect the promise you said," said grandfather without seeing Abizar, his gaze straight ahead. Actually in the heart of grandfather also did not want if they separated, considering now there are two lives that bind them. However, grandfather also could not close his eyes with his grandson's tears.

Abizar could do nothing but massage his head, only to be bowed cupped to his face, he recalled his promise to grandfather who stated that once again he hurt Khanza, he'll return Khanza to grandfather.

There was no talk between them until Abizar saw that Farah and Mama had also come and they went straight into the khanza's room.

"Khanza how are you?" tanya Farah approached the khanza to put the fruit under it.

"I'm good Ma'am" replied khanza.

"This is for Grandma's favorite granddaughter" said Warda gave Aziel a toy.

"Khanza may I meet with your daughter" said Warda who answered a nod by the khanza.

Warda immediately rushed to the tiny baby who was being carried by Aqila. Warda moved the tiny baby to her cradle, peeping all over her granddaughter's face.

A baby so tiny.

Warda always wished she could have a daughter. However, it turns out that he was awarded a Son and his first grandchild was also a Son and his second grandson his wish was granted, having a baby girl who was so beautiful, a baby that was very similar to the khanza, he said, the blend of Khanza and Abizar makes the baby really so adorable.

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