Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

Papa's Substitute

All welcome the arrival of Khanza, they are very happy with the birth of Khanza's second child moreover he gave birth to a very beautiful daughter.

Khanza's extended family had no idea there was a problem between Khanza and Abizar.

"Oh my goodness .. beautiful grandson Bude," said Bude Maya immediately took baby Khanza from her mother's arms. While Aziel had already run along with the cousins who were the same age as him.

"Let's go in, son," said the grandfather asking Abizar to come in and join the others.

Abizar was going straight home after making sure Khanza had arrived. He knew the mistake he had made and he felt bad for his grandfather. However, grandfather held her back and asked to stay for a few days.

All welcome Abizar, they no one knows why grandfather went to the city, they all think that grandfather and grandmother went to accompany Khanza in his delivery.

As usual they will all return home at night and will regroup during the day at grandfather's house.

The atmosphere of the old grandfather's house is now back to silence, only Bude Maya is left to accompany Khanza. Bude Maya knows that Khanza after giving birth by cesarean section and he can not move too much including taking care of the baby.

During the night, everyone behaves normally at the dinner table, and grandmothers, grandfathers, Khanza and Abizar all act as if nothing has happened. They eat with gusto and silence.

Bude Maya continues to invite Aziel to talk while eating, Bude Maya gales to hear Aziel who has been very fluent in speaking.

"Aziel why didn't he bring his Bubun?" ask bude Maya.

"Milk again there is work, so Bubu comes when the work is done, Bude," replied Aziel.

"Oh the Bubunya is busy, huh, Aziel Glad not to live in the village?"

"Happy Bude, what else said Mama we will stay here equally adek," said Aziel felt very happy. He was indeed more happy to be in the grandfather's village than in the city, he felt cooped up in the house. Different when in the village grandfather, changing cousins, om, his aunt took him for a walk.

Bude who heard Aziel's words looked at Khanza and Abizar.

"Khanza, what does Aziel mean?" ask Bude.

"Yes Bude, Khanza will stay here."

Bude still did not understand what his bangs meant, then he looked at Abizar.

"I will return to the city" replied Abizar who understood the meaning of Bude Maya's gaze on him.

"Do you have an important job?" ask again.

Aziel who had finished eating chose to go play in another room. Grandfather who had also finished accompanied his grandson.

"Bude don't know what that means, you want to stay here for a while?" bude asked Khanza again with a confused expression.

"No, to Bude, me and my children will stay here forever I will raise them here" Khanza replied calmly.

Abizar was increasingly frustrated to hear khanza's answer.

"You don't feel sorry for your husband who has to go back and forth, the distance is far, son," said Bude.

"Sister Abi will not go back and forth to Bude, Abi only occasionally look at them, if he is not busy."

"Every once? What do you mean, Bude doesn't understand?"

"We're getting a divorce" Khanza said, coughing up Bude.

"What ... divorced," screeched Bude looking at the stare at everything.

"Yes they will get a divorce" Grandma said.

"But, why? Does anybody? Is there a problem?" bude asked who still did not understand he saw them in good condition until Khanza said if he wanted a divorce, then Bude realized the awkwardness that occurred between them.

No one answered Bude's question, everybody shut up. Khanza still continues to eat his food in a relaxed manner.

"Abizar, what's the reason you divorced Khanza, you have the heart that she just gave birth to your baby" said Bude, who thinks that it was her who wanted to divorce Khanza, so that he would bring his father back to the village.

"There is not the slightest straying in Bude's heart to divorce Khanza, I am also against this divorce, but if Khanza wants it I can't resist and keep forcing him to be by my side."

"Khanza, you realize what you're doing, you see your children! Do you not feel sorry for them, there is a problem between you, what can not be discussed well, resolved well without having to divorce," said Bude staring at them alternately.

"Sorry Bude, Khanza is tired of taking a break, my stomach is also already feeling bad from sitting," said Khanza standing up and saying goodbye to his room, he did not want to answer his question Budenya.

"Khanza listen to bude first" Bude shouted as khanza quickened his pace.

"Abizar You know, Khanza is still very unstable, maybe for him divorce is normal, but not you You already understand what the impact and risks of your divorce on your children, he said, can't you defend anymore? She just gave birth to your daughter don't you feel sorry for her?"

"What can I do Bude if Khanza doesn't even want to see me now, doesn't want to talk to me. How can I explain and ask him to be next to me," explained Abizar who felt Serba was wrong.

"What is your problem? Is it that heavy to end in divorce?" tanya Bude stared fixedly at Abizar.

Abizar bit his inner lip, he couldn't say what he had done, he wanted to say it. But he felt ashamed of himself. His actions are truly shameful. Only because of his desire did he do such a lowly thing.

"If you don't want to tell Bude it's okay, try to fix your relationship! Bude introduced me well, his heart is very clean, try to apologize for improving your relationship" Bude said, who was answered by a nod by Abizar.

The night was getting late, Abizar then carried Aziel who had fallen asleep, he intended to take her to the room. However, when he wanted to open the door, Khanza locked the door from the inside.

Abizar wants to knock. However, he broke it down, then he took his son to another room and they slept there.

Khanza could feel that if Abizar was behind the door, he just looked and hugged his daughter again. He did not want his heart to waver and had strengthened his heart to part with Abizar.

In the morning Bude approached Khanza in his room.

"Tell Bude what's your problem? Do you have a problem with Farah? ask Bude who is still curious about the reason for their divorce.

"This has absolutely nothing to do with Sister Farah Bude, it's just a matter of me and Abi's brother. I really can't forgive Brother Abi, I beg Bude respect my decision, I really can't be in this relationship anymore. Maybe we should just split up."

"Khanza, look at your daughter, you're the same as her."

"My daughter will still be Abi Bude's older son, even though Abi's brother isn't always with her, I'll keep introducing her to her papa there's no limit between them if princess khanza is already big brother Abi can also take her occasionally." Khanza.

Khanza spoke firmly and loudly if he was okay with the divorce, however, he squeezed the ends of his clothes trying to channel his strength so as not to tear in front of his Budenya.

Abizar heard all their conversations, he went in to pick up Aziel's clothes.

As soon as Abizar and Aziel entered Khanza straight out of the room.

Abizar saw Khanza's back walking out.

Bude just sighed and patted Abizar on the shoulder sitting by the bed while helping Aziel put on her clothes.

"Papa's son has taken a bath too, yes" Abizar said when he saw his little daughter was so beautiful and fragrant, Aziel also kissed his sister's cheek.

"Dear Aziel, isn't she his sister?" ask Abizar

"Yes, Pah. Ziel was just as adorable" said Aziel, taking his little sister's hand and kissing her.

"Papa must go home to the city, Papa must work for Aziel and Adik, if Papa there is no duty Aziel who takes care of Sister with Mama huh. Don't forget Aziel needs a Papa phone, son!" abizar stroked Aziel's hair and turned to kiss her daughter.

"Why doesn't Papa live here with Ziel, equally adept, same Mama?" aziel asked with lips that were already shaking holding his stuffing, a single tear escaped from his round eyes.

Abizar rubbed his son's tears, and he felt a scratch wound in his heart, sore.

"Papa's office is there, baby" said Abizar looking for Reason and took his son into his arms.

"Why stay with Bubu? Why don't you stay with Mama too?"

"Of course Papa also wants to stay with Mama, the same sister, the same champion Papa this, but Papa must Work."

"Papa's coming' to see Ziel?"

"Of course, Papa Sama Bubu will always visit Ziel." Abizar tightened his embrace, "Don't make it hard for you, listen to what you say. Aziel who replaced Papa took care of Mama and this beautiful princess." They looked at the beautiful Baby who was also looking at them with his little smile.

"Yes, Pah! Aziel will take care of Mama and sister if Papa is working," Aziel said with a smile.

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