Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

Evade.

Abizar returned home at night, today he did not go to the office, all day he played with his children. Abizar was very happy. However, his happiness again disappeared when he would return again he felt jealous when he saw Daniel drove Khanza and Aqila not to mention Khanza's indifference to him.

"Where are you going?" abizar asked to see Santi carrying his suitcase.

"Mama wants to catch up with Farah, pity her own there."

Abizar just sighed and fell silent, he did not know what to do now. Several times he called Farah asking him to come back, but Farah continued to reason that his business was having problems and had to be handled.

"You want to go tonight?" tanya Warda approached the iron.

"Yes, it just so happens that tomorrow there's an event with my friends, so you guys."

"Yes, Mah. Abi who between the airport," he said again took the car keys and drove his father-in-law to the airport, Warda also took the besi.

"As soon as Farah's business is done hurry back," said Warda looking at Santi.

"Yes, hopefully the business is finished quickly and we can come back again" said Santi. But in his heart he said, 'You won't come back, we'll stay there. The job is just an excuse to avoid you, my son has given up a lot. I think that everything is untenable again I will accompany my daughter and try to make her happy even without you.'

After taking Santi Abizar back, tonight he could not sleep. Abizar continued to remember the closeness of Khanza and Daniel.

Abizar who could not stand the attitude of Daniel decided to contact him.

"Is there anything you call me in the middle of the night like this, is there anything important?" ask Daniel.

"I don't know if it's important or not to you, but it's very important to me. I don't like your attitude so close to Khanza she's still my wife you take care of your attitude!"

"I didn't do anything, I just greeted them. After all, we are not just two, Aqila is always with us. I don't think it's wrong" Daniel replied, hearing Abizar's angry tone. However, he continued to try to be relaxed facing her.

"I know you did it on purpose, right? you purposely made me angry and you really succeeded in making me angry! don't cross your line, Daniel!"

Daniel laughed at Abizar's words, making the people across the street even more furious.

"Abizar, that Khanza doesn't want to continue his relationship with you, if you do love him let him choose who he wants to live with, who he wants to love! Now it's very clear Khanza wants to divorce you, which means he doesn't love you anymore" Daniel said, playing with a pen in his hand, he was working on his office when Abizar called you.

"I'm telling you that I'm not going to divorce Khanza anytime so stop wishing for him!"

"It turns out there's still someone as selfish as you in this world, you know you're the selfish person I know I know you still love Khanza. However, try asking yourself whether your love is happy or hurt him if the answer is indeed you are happy you can maintain your marriage. However, it seems like the right answer is that all this time you've only been hurting her so it's the best option to make her happy which is to divorce her." Daniel paused his sentence. " Don't you say you love Khanza? Yeah, let him go. Don't limit him to status."

"Maybe now he hates me so much, but I'm sure there's still love in her heart for me so don't try to interrupt our relationship and make things worse and we have kids that we have to give their affection they need us both."

"You're right, kids need you, but they don't have to need you as a couple. If you're separated you'll still be their Papa and Khanza will still be their Mama, so that kid's just the reason you tied him up."

Abizar immediately turned off his phone he was increasingly upset to hear the babbling Daniel.

Meanwhile Daniel sees his dead cell phone, apparently Abizar has turned it off.

"Until when do you realize you're so selfish" Daniel said.

Meanwhile, Khanza saw his children who were asleep, looking very calm and no burden in the slightest. Khanza did not understand whether his children were burdened with his selfish attitude separating him and his father. Khanza can only hope that someday his children will understand why he chose to step down rather than have to continue his marriage with their Papa.

While they were sleeping in Khanza's study, Aqila came in and approached him giving him a cup of warm milk.

"Milk?" khanza asked, frowning, look at the glass of milk given by her best friend.

"Yes, I'm sure your mind is fucked right now, right? I'm sure you'll think about your children's lives later with your household like this, I make you chocolate milk to keep you fresh and cheerful. The sweet taste of chocolate can make people feel happy" Aqila said, making Khanza laugh at what her best friend had just said.

"Yes, thank you for the milk? I hope tonight I don't stress over all my problems all the weight of my life is getting heavier" Khanza said, drinking little by little the chocolate milk that Aqila had just given her.

In the morning everything went as usual. Khanza was busy in the kitchen making breakfast for his children, as was Aqila. While Bibi chose to invite the children to play in the yard while drying them. Sunlight is very good for children to make Bibi take the initiative to dry both.

"Will Mr Abizar come here again?" aqila asked starting to pick up the dishes and prepare their food.

"Father," cried Aziel welcoming her papa. Aziel's voice reached the kitchen so that they could find out if Abizar had arrived.

"You go on, I want to get ready for the office" said Khanza opened his apron and walked quickly to his room, Abizar only saw what Khanza did, clearly he avoided it.

A few moments later Daniel also came.

Abizar who heard Daniel's car came straight out. Just now Daniel wanted to open Abizar's door and push the door so Daniel couldn't get out.

"What the fuck?" daniel opened the car glass.

"I don't like you always coming here, you better get out of here! I can take Khanza to the office."

Just now Abizar said Khanza came out and went straight into Daniel's car.

"We're going to the office now!" he said he looked forward not wanting to look at Abidzar who looked so angry looking at him.

"Khanza down! Let me drive you."

"It looks like Khanza would have been happier when he was ushered in by me. Maybe he's happier with me than with you" Daniel said, closing his window.

"Khanza, I said get off! let me drive you, "Abizar knocks on Daniel's car window.

Daniel continued to drive his car away from Abizar who kept calling Khanza.

Throughout the journey Khanza kept silent.

"Is Aqila not going to the office?" daniel asked, wanting to eliminate the awkwardness that happened in the car.

"He'll catch up later, I just want to avoid Abi's sister."

" The house is your home, if you want to avoid it you can forbid it from coming to your house, that's your right."

"I just want the kids not to feel our incompatibility. I want them to assume that everything is fine, Papa and Mama are always there for them" Lirih Khanza.

"My kids are too young to understand that we can't be together anymore."

"How about your divorce? are you going to continue?" daniel asked, looking at Khanza for a moment, then looking back at the road.

"For now let it be like this."

"Do you still love her?" daniel stopped his car when the street light was red.

"Honestly I still love him, but that's enough. I don't want to continue this marriage anymore." Khanza replied seeing several two-wheeled vehicles that also stopped in front of their cars.

Daniel nodded at Khanza's reply.

'Alright, I will take away that feeling in your heart, ' Daniel's inner self is again determined to win Khanza's heart.

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