Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

Not easy to share.

Abizar had since heard all their talk, heard all that Farah had said to her mother. He wanted to get the file in Farah's room. However, he stopped his steps when he heard the commotion.

Santi wavers when he realizes his actions to Khanza are seen by Abizar.

Santi took off his grip and slightly moved away from Khanza. Trying to act if nothing happens. I hope the son-in-law doesn't know what he's doing.

"What will Mama do to Khanza? Actually what Khanza has done that makes Mama Anger it to him. If Mama wants to be angry, better Mama is angry at me, I'm the one who is guilty of this," Abizar said gently, but his sharp eyes kept on Santi making Santi's guts instantly shrivel.

"Nothing, Mama said nothing. Mama just told her to understand that Farah is your wife. Abizar, try to be fair to both of them, don't just attach importance to Khanza, Farah is also your wife, right" Santi said, switching the conversation.

"I know what I have to do, so please Mama don't interfere, I can take care of them, take care of my household. I still respect Mama as my in-law, so please don't cross Mama's line and never hurt Khanza again" Abizar said, looking at Khanza's flushed arm.

Santi could see the anger on his daughter-in-law's face, he quickly left there not wanting Abizar to get angry with him.

"Are you okay?" Abizar asked after Santi moved away to see Khanza's arm reddened by the grip.

"No, I want to go to the room" said Khanza turned and walked away from Abizar who was just pecking. 

"You better rest in the room, I still have a lot of work to do" said Abizar.

Khanza stopped his steps, he said,

"Tonight I slept in Farah's bedroom" Khanza said without seeing Abizar and left without waiting for his answer.

Abizar only saw Khanza's back growing farther away, climbing the stairs leading to his room and disappearing behind the door.

He doesn't know what to do, whether Khanza is angry or if he will allow him to be with Farah tonight. She should have slept in Farah's room tonight. He should start being fair to both, Abizar thought.

After seeing Khanza enter his room, Abizar just returned to work.

He was going to Farah's room after his work was finished, but it turned out that the office work that piled up was never finished.

Tonight Abizar did not sleep in Khanza's room, nor in Farah's room. He was struggling with the pile of files he had to check and finished tonight. He also had to preside over the afternoon meeting tomorrow and study the meeting meter. Not going to the office for 2 months made him lose many important Clients, Abizar must try to get them back in the meeting tomorrow.

Farah woke up and wanted to add water to her glass, faintly she saw Abizar's working room lights were still on,

"Any mas Abi is still in his study, yes," his inner self. Farah walked over to Abizar's study and it turned out that her guess was true, her husband was still busy with his work.

"Mas, is it still working?" Farah asked shortly after opening the door and saw that her husband was still working.

"Hmm, I have to finish all this." Pointing a pile of files in front of him.

 Farah who can help Abizar's work finally helped him.

"It's late, as good as you rest."

"It's okay, Mom. I don't sleep anymore" replied Farah.

They finally worked until 3 a.m.

"Finally done too" murmured Farah stretching her muscles.

"All thanks to your help" said Abizar winked at his first wife.

Farah smiled in response to her husband's temptation.

Farah returned to finish what they had done.

"Mas also rest, don't be too forced," said Farah massaging Abizar's shoulder.

"Still for everything" said Abizar, pulling his hand at Farah and sitting her on his lap.

"I miss you so much, Mas" said Farah leaning her head against her husband's chest.

Tonight Abizar finally slept with Farah, he also missed the figure of the woman who had accompanied him for many years.

In the morning, Abizar went into Khanza's room, but Khanza was no longer in his room.

"Where is he this early," the inner Abizar searched every room in the room.

Unable to find him, Abizar came out and tried to search outside. However, Khanza was also absent, Abizar even went to the back garden and asked all the housekeepers hoping Khanza was there.

Abizar went back to Farah's room, and he saw that his wife was still asleep.

Abizar tried to call Khanza's number, sharpening his hearing when he heard the faint ringing of his young wife's cell phone.

Abizar squinted his eyes as he caught the ringing sound coming from one of the rooms. Abizar slowly approached the door and opened it.

"Khanza" he said when he saw his wife again sleeping on the sofa in the room.

Slowly Abizar moved Khanza to the bed, and looked at the contents of the room.

The room was a room for their baby that had been prepared by Farah. 

"Sister," lirih Khanza with his hoarse voice.

Hearing the call of Khanza Abizar immediately approached her.

"Are you awake?" Rubbing Khanza's hair, he could see Khanza's eyes.

Last night Khanza couldn't sleep, he couldn't help but feel the pain of knowing her husband was with his other wife.

even though he tried sincerely, but still sick.

Khanza recalled that if Farah ever said about the nursery, she decided to go to the room she meant.

Khanza spent the night rearranging the room, the pain alternating with happiness when imagining the baby going to sleep in the room.

Until he could forget his sadness, and subconsciously fell asleep on the sofa.

Khanza looked closely at Abizar's eyes who also stared, "I hate you, Brother." Along with the grains of tears that drip from her beautiful eye peluhan. Say it without changing its position.

Abizar knew what made his wife tell him that she could do nothing, that was what they had to go through.

The painful truth. However, it must be passed.

Abizar answered without coming into the blanket and took Khanza to his arms, there was no talk between them, they just kept quiet and enjoyed each other's embrace.

Khanza could feel the heartbeat of her husband, whose embrace was tightening, peeping repeatedly at the top of her head.

"Sister?" ask without seeing Abizar.

"Hm."

"What does Farah look like?" Tanya Khanza tightened her embrace.

"Why are you asking?" Playing Khanza's hair.

"Why is he so good to me?"

"She is a good woman, indeed" replied Abizar who now rubbed Khanza's stomach, since she could feel a small kick from her baby.

"I'm also good, but I still can't accept the fact that I have to share my brother's love and body with him."

"Don't think about sharing it with her, it will only hurt you. I'll try to be fair to you."

"I didn't think of her, thought it came to me myself" Khanza looked up at her husband's handsome face.

Abizar laughed at the look on his annoyed face, but adorable according to her.

"We can definitely get through this, all will get used to it as time goes on."

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