Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

Sister To Aziel

After the zoo, they went straight to the old house. They went home on the eve of Magrib and Aziel had fallen asleep from exhaustion.

Aziel gets a turn with Farah while Abizar is still staying at Khanza's house.

"We go home first" said Abizar after putting Aziel to sleep in his room.

Khanza peeps at his son's forehead,

"Yes, Aziel is fine here" he told Aziel, who was asleep.

Abizar also kissed his son's forehead before leaving as did Farah.

"Mas to Khanza's house first, yes," he said who got a nod from his first wife.

As long as Aziel had slept in his own room Farah slept there with him while Abizar slept in Khanza's house.

While in the car.

Abizar kept thinking about what Mama Santi said.

"Khanza," call Abizar while continuing to focus on driving.

"What's up, brother?" khanza looked at her husband.

"We're going to the hospital, yeah!" abizar stared briefly at Khanza then refocused on the highway.

"Hospital?" tanya Khanza put on her confused face, frowning her forehead looking at her husband full of questions.

"Yes, we go to the hospital first" Abizar said, changing the direction of his car to the hospital.

"Mas, sick?"

"No, we haven't checked for a long time, we've checked" he said.

"Oh .." said Khanza nodding to what her husband said. He last checked his health for a long time.

They reached the hospital parking lot, Khanza's heart was pounding, he was still traumatized by the hospital atmosphere.

They go hand in hand, Abizar knows that Khanza is still reluctant to set foot into the hospital. This is the first time she went to the hospital after giving birth to Aziel, if needed Abizar doctor will immediately bring a doctor to his residence.

Previously Abizar had called the doctor who handled Aziel's delivery first, telling if he wanted to go back to check up on the condition of Khanza's uterus, planning to start a pregnancy program. However, Abizar kept it all secret from Khanza, he wanted to know in advance the condition of Khanza's womb whether it was ready to go back to giving birth again, after believing all was good then he expressed his intentions to Khanza.

Abizar did not tell Khanza first because usually every discussion of the problem to have another child Khanza will always refuse.

As soon as Abizar arrived he was already welcomed by the nurse, the doctor was already waiting to do an examination.

"Let's go with me, come with me" said the nurse.

Khanza and Abizar followed where the nun went.

"So, why are we at the obstetrician's?" ask Khanza who knows where they're going.

Abizar did not answer.

"So I don't plan on having any more kids, do you?" tanya Khanza stopped her steps.

"We check first. Later we discuss the problem," said Abizar again clasping Khanza's hand to walk into the gynecologist's room.

Khanza brushed Abizar's hand off,

"Sister, I'm not ready yet" Khanza said, standing in his place.

"Yes, I know. We're just checking it out."

Abizar continued to persuade Khanza to go into the doctor's room, after being persuaded for some time Khanza finally entered even though he was upset.

After several tests and examinations, Abizar is welcome to sit in front of the doctor.

"How's the doctor, my wife's gynecologist?" ask Abizar.

"Mom's relationship is fine and there is no problem anymore to get pregnant again. You can start the pregnancy process."

"No doctor, I don't want to get pregnant anymore. I'm not ready yet" Khanza replied.

The doctor saw Abizar, he thought they had agreed to do a pregnancy program.

They walk down the aisle of the Hospital, Khanza walks first. He did not want to be on par with Abizar.

Abizar relented, knowing that if his wife was angry with him, he just followed her from behind.

Along the way home Khanza also kept quiet and put on his jutek face.

When they got home, Abizar parked his car in the garage.

"So bad brother, we agreed not to discuss the matter of giving Ziel a sister, but what you did, you had plans to get pregnant again, Kan," khanza folded her arms and stared intently at her husband.

"I told you, we just check it first, the problem of the program we can discuss later."

"But, you have the intention to let me get pregnant again."

"If the intention is of course, I really want us to have another child, but of course it must be with your consent as well" he explained.

Abizar clasped Khanza's hand,

"Don't you want us to have more kids, we can play with our kids."

"Sister, I'm still scared. I'm still traumatized. What if Aziel happened again, how about when I gave birth to me. I want to see the big Aziel Brother," he said with a trembling voice. His tears had already dripped, a small sobbing was unsuccessful in his custody.

In his heart Khanza also wanted to have another child, giving Aziel a younger brother. However, the shadow of death during childbirth continues to haunt him. She was very grateful to be able to survive when giving birth to Aziel, at that time she even thought if she could not see her son.

"Sorry, I won't force you, I'll wait until you're really ready to give Aziel a sister."

Abizar felt guilty, for some reason Santi's words kept ringing in his head. The words of his son who always wanted to spend time with him continued to ring. The shadow will have a lot of play time with the children will continue to be imagined in his mind.

"What am I doing, I have already hurt her heart again," the inner Abizar tightened his embrace.

After a long period of crying and soap began to take hold of him and tried to calm down. Khanza took off his arms.

"So I promise, don't make me give birth again!" He said while wiping his tears.

"Yes, I promise I'll wait until you're really ready to give birth. Thank you for giving Aziel, our son has had enough. We're going to raise him together" Abizar said.

Meanwhile in the old house Aziel continued to cry as she woke up, she kept looking for her Papa.

"Ziel, papa'kan again at the house of mama, Aziel equally bubu yes," said Farah continued to persuade Aziel. However, Aziel continued to cry until the voice of the child was raucous.

"Well, how is this," Farah began to panic when Aziel had not stopped crying for hours.

Warda who felt sorry for his grandson immediately called Abizar.

"Hello, Mah! What's up?" abizar asked when he got a call in the middle of the night from his mother.

"You can come here? Aziel has been crying for you since," said Warda.

"Ziel's? she doesn't usually cry, Mah?" abizar asked who could also hear the sound of his son crying.

"Nor did she know, she woke up and immediately looked for you, Ziel continues to cry until now."

"Yes, Abi is there now" Abizar said, turning off his call.

"What's up, brother?" tanya Khanza also woke up when she heard Abizar's cell phone ringing.

"Aziel woke up and cried looking for me, I went there first, yeah!" permit Abizar.

Khanza just nodded.

Abizar kissed Khanza's forehead before getting out of bed, hurriedly taking the car keys and wearing a jacket.

Khanza only saw her husband go missing behind the door and sighed, then took a bolster pillow back trying to sleep.

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