Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

HAMMER KETTLE

All of them were already sitting in the courtroom except for auntie, she remained at home guarding Aziel and Aisyah. 

All waiting anxiously for the trial to begin.

Abizar and Khanza are still outside the courtroom, they are in another room next to the courtroom.

Slowly Abizar approached Khanza.

Khanza are you sure you're going to do all this, there's still time to undo it" he said in a choked voice and looked into Khanza's eyes.

Though with teary eyes Khanza says yes and nods.

Abizar drowned and could say nothing more.

Khanza clasped the cell phone in his hand when he heard the Registrar begin to ask the audience to stand up, indicating that the Judge who presided over the trial will enter the room.

Once the judge is seated they are welcome to sit back.

Bude and the others were pounding, they didn't want this divorce to happen.

Warda has even shed tears. Farah tried to calm her father-in-law down by holding her hand.

Grandpa who looks tough also tried to hold back his nervousness, although he said yes when Khanza asked him permission in his small heart grandfather did not want this divorce.

Khanza closed his eyes as he listened to the Judge start reading out some articles as the opening of the trial signaled it was about to begin. The judge also led the prayer for the process they will hold today.

"This court is open and open to the public" said the judge loudly and then knocked his hammer 3 times.

The clerk resumed his duties, allowing the plaintiff and defendant to enter the courtroom.

"Come, Sir, Mom! Please come in" Khanza's lawyer told Khanza and Abizar to enter the room.

Khanza had already walked into the room with 2 of his lawyers and sat in a place that had been prepared, while Abizar still continued to be in the room before he felt reluctant to enter the room.

Khanza looked towards the place where Abizar was, there was no sign that he would participate in the trial.

Abizar's lawyer approaches her giving her the strength so she can attend the event.

Gontai Abizar walked up and sat next to Khanza in front of the judge who was to preside over the trial.

Before starting the trial, the judge asked the two of them if they were ready and without coercion to come to the trial. The two of them just nodded and said yes in a very slow voice.

The judge began reading out some of the agendas they had gone through before.

 Khanza was named as the plaintiff and defendant of Abizar.

Read the case for why the trial took place, mentioning the names of the children born from their marriage." Some of the trial participants who did not know Khanza felt sad and pity when the judge gushed how old the two were.

Abizar held his chest as the names Azil and Aisha were called.

The judge also read out Khanza's claims in the divorce and stated the reason why Khanza sued Abizar, a witness statement stating that they had been separated for several months, there is no match and there is no relationship between them.

The judge explained the grounds for divorce, the disputes that continue between them, the absence of harmony and harmony between them and not 

there is hope for them to return.

The judge also read if the family had tried to persuade them to defend the household. But still, the persuasion did not work.

The purpose of marriage is to form a family that is sakinah, mawadah, warahmah as written in the laws and articles and in some hadiths. However, considering their marriage is already at a tipping point that if forced to continue it will have a negative impact on both and will bring greater problems later in their marriage. Undertaking a divorce would be better for both than continuing to defend their marriage" the judge's statement read in a clear and unequivocal manner.

The judge also offered an appeal to the defendant, but according to their agreement, Abizar's lawyer stated that they will not appeal and will accept any decision of the Judge on this day.

Throughout the trial never once Abizar raised his head, he kept his head down, he could not face the reality if he had to part with Khanza. However, that reality had to be passed through and was already in front of his eyes. 

During the trial all were simply silent with their respective minds restraining their sobs in order not to interfere with the course of the trial, hearing intently what the Judge read.

Khanza's lips have been shaking ever since he held back his tears, He continues to strengthen his heart if this is the right decision for both.

After a long series of trial proceedings, the Judge finally reached the final stage with a loud voice the Judge declared the plaintiff's lawsuit on behalf of Khanza was granted.

The judge again read out what should be done after the trial ends. Starting from the obligation of Abizar to finance his children to his children are able to make a living on their own, as well as regarding the custody that will be held by Khanza as well until his children are adults.

After reading all the considerations and conclusions of the trial from the beginning to the present, and no one objected to the decision taken by the Judge. The judge also knocked Palu 3 times and stated if they were officially divorced legally.

They have entered into the stage of pronunciation of talaq pledges that will be held the following week.

The defendant can say it directly to the plaintiff or ask to be represented by their respective lawyers.

Abizar lowered his head when he heard the hammer knock stating that his relationship with Khanza was legally no longer a husband.

As strong as Khanza held back her tears, her tears were spilled when she was no longer the wife of an Abizar, a man she had admired so much.

They were again asked to stand when the judge would leave the room.

As soon as Hakim came out, Aqila immediately approached Khanza and hugged his best friend. Khanza was crying in Aqila's arms while the others could only look at them and sit down limp all smothering his mouth holding back his cries only tears were coming out from their eyes which signified they were also feeling sadness both.

 This is the end of their marriage, the end of their love story full of struggles and tears. The end of a Khanza's love journey leads to divorce.

Khanza immediately stood up to leave the room without looking at Abizar, he quickly ran to the car and asked the driver to go from there.

Aqila continued to be next to him holding the hand of his best friend, Khanza menagis so much, Aqila can only hold his hand and stroke his back, Aqila, he could not say anything he knew today his best friend must be very broken.

Aqila's memory returns when Khazan happily says that if Mr. Abizar proposes to her, Khanza doesn't even sleep all night and keeps bothering her repeating in disbelief if their Boss proposes to her, expressing joy in her heart. His wait and his struggle for his love were not in vain, he exclaimed at the time. However, maybe this is the end of all, the best for him, rather than having various loves.

Abizar still sat in his place and kept his head down, he no longer hid his tears, Abizar could only hide his face with his palms. Farah approached and stroked her husband's back.

"You bring them all home I still want to be here!" abizar said to Farah.

Farah again just obeyed what her husband said without a word, she took them all home including Khanza's grandfather and grandmother.

Abizar stared at Khanza's seat, he still remembered when they did the ijab kabul Khanza look so happy sitting next to him. But now they sit back together, but not the happiness that accompanies them.

Fahri approached Abizar, taking the seat that Khanza had been sitting on.

"You okay?" tanyanya patted the back of her boss, who still remained down.

"Maybe this is the best decision for us, I will try to accept it" he said, wiping away tears still in his eyes.

"What meeting is today?" tanyanya looked at Fahri with eyes that were still watery and red.

"I'll be leading the meeting today, you take a break and find something to cheer you up!"

Abizar laughed foolishly at her, "Everything else I can do to comfort myself besides drowning in work. Give me as much work as I can, I'll get everything done." Abizar then stood up and stepped out of the room.

Khanza immediately returned home and locked himself in his room while Abizar immediately led the meeting and considered nothing to happen. He kept trying to forget everything even though his heart was broken.

Days kept changing days a week had the divorce happened, Abizar never went home he continued to work and work drowning himself with work. From one city to another he wanted to eliminate his tightness by busying himself, but his futile efforts of pain just kept attacking him. 

While Khanza himself has begun to organize his heart, he mentions himself with work and children. While in front of the children and others he will smile as if nothing happened. However, when he himself returned to spill all his sadness not infrequently he locked himself in the bathroom and let the shower flushed his body so that his body felt cold. You will feel better when you do all of that.

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