Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

Abizar's Search

A month now the search for Abizar. However, he did not find the slightest trace of Khanza's whereabouts, making him very frustrated.

During this month he very rarely returned home, Abizar continued to search here and there not infrequently he even slept in the car to look for Khanza and his son.

This morning Abizar came home with a very disheveled appearance.

Warda who saw his son came home immediately.

"How are you, what's the news," asked Warda.

Abizar just shook his head and continued walking up to his room.

Warda again wanted to ask. But Farah stopped him.

"Well, Mas Abi just came, let him rest first. I'll talk to him. Mama please don't force her to look for Ziel, she's trying too, Mah" Farah said.

Warda always asked Abizar to find Aziel immediately. He also blamed his son on the matter.

"Just like you don't want to know, you have to find Ziel Mama's granddaughter. It's been 1 month, but why haven't you guys found them yet. Where Khanza brought my grandson," said Warda also frustrated him. Every night he could not sleep because he missed his grandchildren, the shadow of crying and laughter Aziel continued to be imagined in every corner of his room.

"Patient mom, yes, we are all looking for Khanza and Ziel" said Farah, calming her in-laws and then following Abizar up to the room.

"Bath first yes, I prepare water," said Farah into the bathroom preparing bath water for Abizar.

Abizar just sat by the bed and looked at Khanza's ring in his palm.

"Bath first, the water is ready" said Farah.

Abizar clasped Khanza's ring tightly and wiped away the rough tears that had dripped, without speaking he took Farah's prepared towel and headed to the bathroom.

Farah could only see her husband walking into the bathroom, her heart ached to see her husband clearly if he was very depressed even Abizar did not have time to tidy up again his appearance.

I don't know how long he hasn't shaved the hair that adorns his face.

"Khanza where you are, hurry back and Abi desperately needs your presence, she is losing you" said Farah looking at the bathroom door and preparing clothes for her husband.

Farah remained faithful waiting for Abizar until her husband came out of the bathroom, limply walking on the bedside.

Abizar cupped both of his faces and massaged his heavy head. In recent days his sleep schedule is irregular, he went to and fro to visit places that Khanza might come to, he also went to several places to ask for help looking for Khanza. Still, he found no trace.

"Khanza where are you," he murmured caressing his sore chest.

Farah took a small towel and helped dry Abizar's hair, giving a light massage there as usual.

"I know Mas is very worried about Khanza, but Mas also has to take care of Mas' health. We'll look for him together, I'm sure we can find him someday, but I beg you not to be like this. It can hurt" said Farah softly.

"I've been looking all over the place, but I can't find it. Did I hurt him so much that he left me, hiding himself."

"I warned you to think twice about it, if I were in Khanza's position, I would probably do the same. I'm sorry Mas, if I say such a thing, but Mas has hurt her so much that I attach great importance to Mas's wishes and ignore Khanza's feelings." Still continuing to gently massage Abizar's head said gently, but was able to get Abizar to be slapped with his words.

Abizar was silent, he was wrong. Khanza has refused several times, but he still kekeh to have another child.

"I've consulted the doctor, everything will be fine. If Aziel went through a difficult labor process not necessarily his sisters will also experience it. I promised her I'd accompany her when she was pregnant until she gave birth. Is that not enough?" abizar said, feeling himself right.

"Mas, Khanza is traumatized, not just his physical body that must be ready, but he also has to prepare mentally. We have to persuade him slowly instead of this, by lying to him."

"Don't tell me I didn't warn you, Mas" Farah said. She was also angry with her husband. But, it all happened.

"Now what should I do?" tanyakanya. "What if something happens to them out there."

"Did they go back to the village?" ask Farah.

"No, I've asked someone to find out and Khanza isn't there."

"What's up, Mom?" ask Farah who saw Abizar keep calling someone.

Abizar thinks if Khanza's number is not active, surely his grandmother and grandfather will worry, because his grandparents always call almost every day. Grandpa and grandma must know where Khanza is.

"Khanza's grandmother number is also inactive. Does he already know that Khanza left this house," said Abizar tried to call the number back grandmother number that he had been wearing, the result was the same.

Abizar decided to call Mr. Hendra, his uncle.

"Hello sir, is Khanza in the village?" tanyakanya.

All this time Abizar just told someone to watch from afar. Whether or not Khanza was at his grandfather's house.

"What do you mean, son? isn't Khanza with you? Is he in the village now?" asked Mr. Hendra who was confused to hear Abizar's sudden question. He even thinks Khanza is on his way.

"Sorry sir, I've called Grandma, but her phone is off. Is Nene k okay?" ask Abizar.

"What's? Weren't grandparents with you, a month ago he told us, Khanza called him. We think he's with you guys" replied Hendra.

"Alright thank you for the information, I closed first," said Abizar turned off the phone from Mr. Hendra.

Abizar got dizzy, he even threw his phone.

"What's wrong?" farah asked increasingly panicked at the expression of her husband.

Abizar fell silent, he drowned his face in both palms. For a moment he was silent. Abizar was really frustrated, he tried to set his breath between angry, sad, upset mixed into one rumble in his chest.

"It turns out Khanza is not only with Aqila alone now, they are also with grandparents. No one should have asked Khanza to us, when the phone could not be contacted.

Abizar recalled a month ago when they were looking for him at the airport.

"Whether it was Aqila to the airport to pick up Khanza's grandfather and grandmother, not to run away along with Khanza out of the city," the grumbling inner Abizar, cursed at his stupidity.

Back then, he had only checked the names of Khanza and Aqila, unsettled in his mind if it was possible that grandfather and grandmother had come to see them.

"Did Khanza never use his cards, it's been a month he would need money to stay and to eat them and other necessities" Farah said.

"No, Khanza never uses his cards, he takes cash and it's not small, it's enough to support them even a year ahead" Abizar replied.

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Abizar was stunned as he walked into his study and saw the room was very messy, more messy than his room. He also sees the details of the medicine hidden by him strewn on the floor making him sure that Khanza actually left because of his mistake.

Abizar also saw his safe open and checked it. Only a few ties left. Abizar is very grateful because Khanza is still thinking of taking money, at least he will not be short of money at this time.

Abizar hopes they can live comfortably with the money the khanza bring.

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"What's the chance that Daniel's not involved in this, either?"

"No. Daniel wasn't involved at all, nor did he know where Khanza was. Daniel's looking for khanza now. Mas has to find Khanza first than Daniel. If Daniel finds him first we'll have more trouble finding him."

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