Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

Aziel Ganendra

Khanza is in his condition at the moment. However, they should not forget if there is a baby that they should prioritize.

After entering the 10th day, Warda held a small celebration for aqiqah and gave a name to his grandson.

He only invited a few families, not to forget they also invited the Khanza family in Kampung.

Feeling guilty to the family of Khanza Warda and Abizar came alone to the village inviting them.

Maybe if in other situations, the event aqiqahan his first grandson will be held on a large scale. However, not at this time, a small event is enough, the most important thing is that the event can be held.

Aqiqah events also took place, Khanza's grandparents did not come, they were only represented by his uncles and aunts. Warda could understand the disappointment of grandparents.

Warda who saw the Khanza family came immediately to greet him very friendly.

Hendar and Maya come to represent her father and mother, as well as Mirna and Bayu.

At first they also did not want to come, but the grandmother asked them to attend, however the baby was the son of Khanza, part of them. Grandma also wanted to leave, but grandfather could not afford to attend the event, he was not that strong.

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"Thank you, Mom. Already took the time to come," said Abizar approached Hendra and Bude Maya. Bayu and also the new Mirna.

"Yes, we have to keep coming, pity Khanza," said Maya.

"Can Bude see Khanza?" ask Bude.

"Of course" Abizar said, taking Bude Maya and Mirna to the main room or rather in Khanza's treatment room. 

Bude Maya was so sad to see the condition of his nephew, still clearly remembered the figure of Khanza who was so jolly, now so calmly lying on the bed with some tools attached to his body.

Bude approached and held Khanza's hand.

"Darling, get up. This is Bude, poor baby you need you so much, you can definitely get through all this you have to be strong, yes," said Bude Maya.

Lama Bude Maya continues to invite Khanza to talk, hoping it can give a little encouragement for Khanza.

*****

Aqiqahan event was held, the tiny baby was named Aziel Ganendra.

She cuts her hair and performs several other aqiqahan rituals.

The event, which is usually done with a smile and happy laughter welcoming the birth of their new family, now there are tears that continue to drip. 

Buda Maya, throughout the process of the event continues to shed tears, lamenting the fate of her parents, should be the one sitting up there holding her baby and standing with her husband. However, in reality he could only lie down without being able to see the sacred event that was important to his son. Her husband and son were sitting with another woman.

From a distance they were seen a couple who were so mismatched, who were very happy. Farah who was sitting was holding a very adorable baby and Abizar who was sitting nearby. Some families have already begun to greet them, congratulating them on the birth of their baby.

After the event was finished Hendra and Bude Maya immediately say goodbye.

"Bude, how's grandpa and grandma doing?" abizar asked as Bude Maya approached him.

"You don't have to worry about grandparents, we'll take care of him and comfort him, focus on Khanza's recovery" Bude said.

"Send my apologies to my grandparents.  I will try to cure Khanza at any cost" Abizar said. 

"Effort," said Hendra patting Abizar on the shoulder.

"Abizar, if one day Khanza awakens from his coma Bude please love him, Khanza is very soft, fragile. He usually looks strong on the outside. However, he was actually so weak. Bude please be happy for him, if you can't make him happy, give him back to us, let us try to be happy" said Bude Maya.

Abizar just fell silent not knowing what to answer. Buda said it slowly and gently, but it was able to make Abizar not wart. 

The show is over.

Days change, months change. However, Khanza is still with the same condition, the doctor said if the condition had no development at all. Abizar grew restless and felt like a failure.

Abizar even brought in Doctors from abroad, the best Doctors in his field. However, the result remains the same.

At dinner, then,

"Abizar, until when did you have to be like this, spend time only with Khanza, you have been with him for 7 months, taking care of him. Your responsibility is not just Khanza, you still have Farah, you still have your job and your baby. Can't you start dividing all that" Santi said.

"I don't forbid you to look after Khanza, but you have to be smart to divide the time when you have to work when you have to be with Farah and your son, when you have to be with Khanza," added Santi.

"Mama agrees with what your in-laws say, we don't know until when Khanza will wake up from his coma. What if khanza had been unconscious for months or if he hadn't been awake for years, would you have continued like this" Warda said.

Without a word of being able to directly leave the dining table, the words of his mother who said if possible I Khanza would be unconscious for many years really hit him.

"Well, can you not make Abizar angry and disappointed" said Farah, "We should encourage him and reassure him that Khanza will be healed instead of this."

"Farah, we can not deny all the reality, try to see what household you live in, you are also his wife is not just Khanza," said Santi did not accept.

"Well, you know that Khanza is sick, it's natural that Mas Abi takes it first. Not that he forgot Farah."

"But you don't have to keep Khanza around all the time!" annoyed Santi.

"Warda, try to talk to Abizar to learn to manage his time, it's been 3 months, it's enough for him to regret and grieve like this."

Warda thought it was true what was said by Santi, all this time Abizar just take care of Khanza and forget about everything, looking for doctors who can cure Khanza.

Abizar forgot his duty towards Farah and also his Son, they also needed his affection.

In the room, in the,

Abizar also thought the same thing, what was said by Mama and her in-laws.

Already 7 months he abandoned thousands of employees, Fahri already told if the condition of their company is declining.

*****

In the morning all were stunned when they saw Abizar who came down wearing his office suit.

Farah approached Abizar.

"Mas going to the office?" tanyakanya.

"Abizar kissed Farah's forehead," I had a good morning that he had not given to his first wife.

"Yes, from today Mas will go to the office, he replied then he approached his little baby who already looks fat and began to be active.

Take the baby to his carrier.

"I'm sorry, you've been ignoring you all along" Abizar said, kissing his son's entire face made the baby laugh.

"It's okay, Mom. Our baby must understand if Mas is looking after his mother again," said Farah joined them.

"You better have breakfast first, the breakfast hunt is cold," called Warda who was sitting at the table.

Santi smiled happily at his daughter's laughter.

"May your happiness continue with you, Khanza stay in your condition, it will be better" Santi said with a happy smile at the honey of his son.

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