Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

A Love of Love.

They've been in Khanza's study for hours, Warda wants to come to them, but afraid that if it will bother them, Warda believes there is something important they talk about for that long.

"Bi, is it no longer stock ASI?" warda asked as her grandson continued to cry.

"Nothing is, Mom. Already this week Khanza's mother did not pump her breast milk, the mother immediately breastfed Aisyah because she did not go to the office," replied Bibi who could only see Aisyah who continued to cry.

"Grandmother ade Aisyah why? why is my sister crying?" asked Aziel who had also started to look teary-eyed at his sister who continued.

"Ade's hungry, baby, but it looks like your mom's with Papa you're still talking in the study. Maybe there's something important they're talking about, Grandma doesn't feel good bothering your papa mama."

"No papa, Grandma. Mama must not be angry, pity ade Aisyah, she was crying for milk," said Aziel then got off her chair and ran to her mother's den.

Because Aziel rushed straight in without knocking on the door first.

Khanza who saw Aziel enter instantly wiped away her tears.

"Mama why cry?" ziel asked frantically and went straight to his mother crying.

"No, Mama's not crying," Khanza said trying to smile but her tears escaped again making Aziel again harden her crying voice.

"What a bad boy?" aziel shouted at his father while tightly hugging his mother.

"No dear, papa is not naughty, Mama is just happy Papa came so Mama cry," he said quickly hugging his son who was crying until a hiccup while continuing to see his Papa.

Aziel looked up at his mother. After hearing what Khanza said, Aziel's cries began to subside.

"Why not be naughty with Mama? Aziel loves Mama and Papa. Aziel does not like Papa naughty with mama and make mama cry," said Aziel interrupted his crying.

"No dear, Papa can not be naughty with Mama, Papa loves you," said Abizar trying to call his son who still hugs his mother.

Abizar was very shocked when he saw Aziel suddenly come and cry when he saw his mother cry.

Aziel even shouted at him.

"Come here! equally Papa," said Abizar who tried to take Aziel from his mother's arms, the child seemed to be angry at him for making his mother cry.

"Why not be naughty, is it Mama?" ziel asked looking at his papa.

"No dear, Papa won't make your mama cry, Papa loves Mama."

"Come with Papa" Khanza said, helping to convince her that her papa did not make her cry. Aziel moved into his Papa's arms.

"Don't make Mama cry, Dad! Aziel Dear Mama," said Aziel who is now in the arms of his father.

"Papa won't make your mama cry again, sorry if all this time Papa can't take care of you guys huh, son."

"Yes, Aziel is sorry" Aziel said, wiping her tears without knowing what to forgive from her father.

Aziel who had calmed down just remembered her goal of entering the room.

"Mama was crying she was hungry to drink milk" Aziel pointed to her mother's chest.

"Geez," patted her on the forehead. "Aisyah must be starving, "Khanza quickly got up from her seat and slightly ran out looking for Aisyah.

"Mama, why don't you call Khanza if Ayesha is crying?" khanza said immediately took Aisyah from the sling of Warda and gave ASI.

"I'm sorry, Aisha's starving, baby?" khanza said to the baby.

Aisha who was crying was instantly silent. When given ASI, he suckles voraciously while continuing to mutter indistinctly. He still sobbed and went back to breastfeeding.

Abizar approached them while holding Aziel.

"This is why Grandma's granddaughter is also crying until her eyes are red like this?" asked Warda spread his hand asking to sit Aziel on his lap.

"It's okay, Mah! Aziel is a good boy who loves his mother" said Abizar rubbed his son's hair.

"Ziel also loves Papa," he said quickly.

Abizar saw Khanza who was breastfeeding Aisyah, a very soothing sight where he saw Khanza who continued to talk while breastfeeding Aisyah and Aisyah who kept trying to reach Khanza's face.

'If indeed you would be happy if you parted with me, I will grant it.'

Even though he did not want to release Khanza Abizar also could not continue to hold him and it could hurt.

"Khanza can Mama take Aziel home? Only tonight," said Warda who still holds Aziel.

"Aziel wants to come along, Grandma?" ask Khanza.

"Yes, Mah, Ziel wants the same bobo, Grandma," he said.

"Yes, Mah. Can." Khanza allowed Warda to take his son, he did not want his son to feel lost the affection of Papa and his grandmother. Although they separated, he wanted them to stay in touch because Aziel and Aisha made them.

"Yes, Mah, Aziel? also, Mama's granddaughter."

In addition to asking for the opinions of his grandparents before making a decision, Khanza also asked for Damar's opinion. Friends and Specialist pediatrician.

Khanza doesn't want his divorce to provide for the children.

Khanza nodded back with a smile, Khanza wants to try to forgive all and make peace with his situation, although it will be very difficult, for the sake of his children he will try to start from the beginning.

Khanza and Abizar have agreed to separate, and they will not be concerned about child custody issues and let their children choose where and with whom they want to live.

Abizar went home. Along the way Warda continued to invite her grandson to play, They stopped by to play, spent time there, also bought some new toys for Aziel he really spoiled his son.

"Grandma buy for Aisyah too huh?"

"Yes dong, his sister's time is not bought." It was Aziel who started to put some kind of toy into the trolley driven by Warda.

Abizar just went behind while occasionally looking at the toys that he thought were suitable for Aisyah.

On the way home, Aziel fell asleep.

"What did you talk about?" asked Warda who was curious he could see the face of both when he came out of the workspace.

Abizar did not answer, he just continued to focus on driving.

"Abizar, Mama wants us to regroup like we used to, mama is very lonely in this house."

"Sorry, Mah. But none of that will happen, me and Khanza have decided to split up.

"Are you sure you can separate? Honestly, Mama doesn't want if you guys split up, Mama wants us all to regroup like we used to, Mama knows Mama's also a lot wrong, but we can't forgive each other and take all that as a lesson."

Abizar just smiled looking at his mother then refocused on the highway.

"Mama is sure you can reunite them" said Warda.

"I also really want you guys to be back together. However, if it's a divorce in Khanza I'll grant it if it's best for all of us."

They arrived, Abizar lifted Aziel in and took her to his mother's room, tonight Aziel will sleep with his grandmother.

"Well, I'm going to sleep first too, I'm so tired" Abizar said to his mother and returned to his room.

Arriving in Abizar's room, he calls Farah to tell him what is his decision and Khanza's.

"Has Khanza's decision been completely unanimous? Can't you be bothered anymore?" ask Farah.

"I've tried to persuade her by all means, but it seems that she really does not want to continue this marriage anymore.'

"Whatever happens, I hope Mas and Khanza's relationship remains fine, I still hope Mas maintains Mas's relationship for the sake of the children."

"We have agreed to take care of each other's feelings, there will be no custody struggle or the like. Khanza was so sure of his decision that I could do nothing but obey him."

"You are patient! I will always pray that you can unite again, Khanza a good woman. She's a very innocent woman, hopefully the hardness of her heart can melt and want to come back with you, Mas."

"Hopefully. You alone until when are you there?"

"I'm really busy, Mas and I can't be back anytime soon. I don't know until when I'm here, but when it's over I'll be right back."

"Are you so busy, you never even called me."

"Mas don't think about me just yet, focus on Khanza and the kids, I'm fine here. It was like I had my old life that I miss so much. It's late at night there, you should rest, even though there are many problems do not forget about health, Mas."

"Yes, I'm resting." Abizar turned off his phone and then rested, he was very tired of the burden of thought he had been thinking about.

Abroad.

"Khanza, can't you forgive Mas abi. I know Mas Abi was wrong, can't you forgive him. I think my love is greater than yours to Abi mas, it turns out I was wrong, your love is greater. Your love hurts you. I know Abi loves you so much, he just doesn't express his feelings, but Abi hasn't realized how much he loves you." Farah recalled the figure of Khanza who was so jolly and cheerful.

The joy disappears as they bring it into their lives and make a second one.

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