Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

Calm down

When Khanza woke up in the middle of the night and called his friend Aqila, he told some of his story on the phone.

"Are you busy tomorrow? I want to calm down and tell a lot of stories with you" Khanza told Aqila.

"Well, tomorrow I work permit, you may come, I wait for tomorrow morning, yes. I also miss you very much we have not met, since you married Mr. Abizar, I have been waiting for you, you never see me again" said Aqila

"Sorry, yes, I hung up first. Abi's brother will wake up!"

"After everything that happened, you still slept in the room with him?" aqila said in disbelief.

"Every night I forgot to lock the door and when I woke up Abi was sleeping next to me" Khanza replied.

"Yaudah, now that you're sleeping, we'll talk again tomorrow" Aqila said, turning off her phone call.

Khanza was still tired, finally falling asleep. But this time he gave a barrier between himself and Abizar.

In the morning Abizar woke up and felt that Khanza was no longer beside him, he tried to find Khanza on the balcony of the room where Khanza's favorite place when he woke up. However, Khanza was not there and Abizar heard the sound of splashing water in the bathroom.

"It looks like Khanza is taking a bath" Abizar said, "I'd better prepare breakfast for him" he said, then exited the room and headed to the kitchen to get breakfast for Khanza.

"You take breakfast for your wife" said Wardah Abizar's mother to see her son.

"Yes Bu, from yesterday Khanza has not eaten."

"You do not spoil him too much, be firm with him you are the dreamer of this household. Don't be weak like that."

"Mom, now that Khanza is angry, he's disappointed with me, we'd better give up on Khanza for now."

"If he's disappointed, what will he do? Want to get a divorce?" said Santi.

"Well, don't ever say that" Farah said.

"He's been betrayed, lied to by you. If she still survives, she's shameless, she must be proud to live in our house, she's just a country girl," said Santi who had not approved the marriage of his two daughters-in-law.

Abizar said nothing, preferring to take food away from there. However, Santi's mother is still her mother-in-law.

"Well, Farah please stop saying such words. All those words could hurt Khanza, it was not Khanza's fault, Mas Abi who first asked him to get married and bring him in this situation. We're all wrong, so stop blaming Khanza for this and make things worse."

"When there's that woman, you keep fighting what you say, keep defending her until she really snatches your husband away from you." Santi Annoyed.

"Calm down, Miss Santi. Farah was right, we should give up first, let Khanza give birth to a child for Abizar, After that we can make a plan to separate them," said Ms. Wanda.

"If one day Khanza already has children, Khansa will still be the wife of Abizar mas, we will raise her together," said Farah standing from her seat. He did not eat to hear the babbling of his two mothers.

"They're both the same, I wonder why they like the kid so much" Santi said.

"For a long time I was also annoyed with Khanza's behavior like children only" said Wanda.

Abizar went into the room with breakfast for Khanza, when he opened the door he saw Khanza tidying his hair in front of the mirror.

"Khanza you eat yes" said Abizar gently and kept the food on a table in the room and then approached Khanza at his dressing table.

"This morning you are beautiful" said Abizar, kissing Khanza's cheek. But Khanza shrugged off her face rejecting what her husband wanted to do.

Abizar understands that Khanza is still angry with him.

"From yesterday you haven't eaten, eat first" said Abizar stroking Khanza's hair gently and looking at Khansa from the mirror.

"I'll eat, but let me see my friend."

"Of course, I'll take you."

"No, I can go alone."

Abizar just kept quiet and thought for a moment.

"Alright, but before you go eat first" Abizar finally agreed to Khanza's request.

Khanza who was very hungry did not waste time and immediately approached the food.

"Thank God, this food is delicious and nutritious. Thank goodness now my baby must have been fed. Hopefully he is fine because yesterday I did not eat," Khanza said.

When Khanza finished eating, Abizar brought back the dirty dishes of Khanza to the kitchen and then he ate breakfast with the others.

Moments later Khanza came out and ignoring those at the dinner table who were watching him, he walked like there was nobody in the house. He walked out without asking Abizar for permission again.

"Where are you going, you're going without your husband's permission, it's rude" Wardah said, deliberately raising her voice to let Khanza listen.

Khanza pretended to be deaf and kept walking away from home, ordering a taxi and waiting outside.

"Take a look at your wife, can't she leave before she leaves" Warda said.

"Already, Mom! Khanza had already said so. I'm done, I'm going to get ready for the office" Abizar said standing up from his seat when he hadn't eaten a spoonful.

"Well, it can't not make Abi mad, he's having a lot of business in the office don't add to the problem by making things worse" Farah said following Abizar.

Since her husband remarried, Farah prepared 2 wardrobes for her room and Khanza's room.

"You see the children no longer listen to our words" said Santi furious at the behavior of the child and his daughter-in-law and honey daughter.

Warda said nothing, he just sighed and resumed his breakfast.

In room.

"Mas, where's Khanza going?" ask Farah.

"He's going to his friend Aqila's house.  Said he'd calm down there for a moment."

"Do you believe in Khanza?" ask Farah in doubt.

"You mean?" abizar asked, not understanding Farah's intentions.

"I mean, what if he gets away from us" Farah said, helping to tidy up her tie.

"I believe him, if he says he's going to Aqila's house he must be there, I know Aqila is Khanza's best friend and also works in the office. I called her boss, Aqila said today asking for leave."

"Hopefully after from there Khanza can forgive us" Farah hoped.

"Go to the office first, after coming home from the office Mas will pick him up, you don't have to worry. Although I only knew him for a few months but I'm sure Khanza will forgive us" Abizar said.

"Yes Mas, I'm sure Khanza can accept our situation. I'll slowly explain the state of our marriage. I hope he understands."

"Thank you, I'll try to stay fair to both of you" Abizar said, bringing Farah to his surface.

Farah led Abizar to the porch, waving until her husband left the gate.

There was a sense of relief in Farah's heart when Khanza already knew the lies that had been burdened, the fear that Khanza would leave them, he said, he already considered Khanza like his own sister was not like honey to him.

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