Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

Love that hurt.

Khanza chatted a lot with his grandmother, who has been a parent to Khanza since the death of both parents, Grandma where Khanza expressed all her sadness and joy, to her grandmother Khanza told her everything, she said, except for the pain he is feeling right now, Khanza as much as possible to keep his pain a secret, he does not want his grandmother to not calm down to think about him.

"Where's your husband?" ask grandma in the middle of their conversation.

"Sister Abi is out, Grandma. Khanza asked him to buy something" he replied.

"Khanza, Grandma can see from the way she treats you, your husband loves you and loves you."

"Yes, Grandma. Khanza could also feel that Abi's brother loved Khanza very much. Had Abi's brother only belonged to Khanza one," he said slowly.

"Throw away all thoughts that make you sad, Farah is also good with you, so learn to accept all that God has given you, don't complain too much, not good," Grandmother's advice.

"Khanza has begun to learn to accept all the realities of the Khanza Nek household, please pray that all this will pass quickly and Khanza's heart is truly sincere."

"Amin, Grandma will always pray for the happiness of the three of you" said grandma.

"Miss?" tanya Khanza hesitated.

"What's up, son."

"According to Grandma what better if Khanza asked to split the house with mbak Farah, that way we will be able to divide the time. Brother Abi can also divide his time between being with Mbak Farah and also with me. That way it is possible that it will reduce the pain of Khanza Nek when Abi's brother was with Mbak Farah," Khanza said asking for his grandmother's opinion.

"If the problem is that grandma really agrees, you should live in a different house and start trying to share your husband's time" said Grandma.

"Will Abi's brother grant Khanza's request, Grandma?"

"You try it first, but you'd better ask for it well and whatever your husband's answer you should listen to and obey. It's best if you really want to move do after you give birth, but if you move you the same who, Grandma can't accompany you, too," said the grandmother who was now worried that no one would help take care of her granddaughter.

"If it's a problem I can take Aqila. Aqila was already more than a friend to Khanza Nek, so she could call Khanza grandma not to worry," said Khanza.

"Try talking to your husband slowly, but if he does not agree you do not force try to ask him gently" Grandma's advice.

"Yes, Grandma" said Khanza.

"Yes, Grandma. Khanza matiin, Khanza will call again" Khanza said, turning off his phone when Abizar had arrived and brought a box of food for him.

"Whose phone?" ask Abizar who saw Khanza on the phone when he came in.

Khanza put his phone next to him, then took the box that Abizar had brought.

"Call from grandma. Grandma asked me and our baby. Grandma will also try to come at my delivery later." 

Khanza smiled happily, he felt relieved after telling his grandmother. 

Khanza was very happy that Abizar chose the cake he wanted.

"I'm gonna send someone to pick up grandma."

"No need, my grandmother said no need, grandma can come alone later pick up right at the airport here aja," said Khanza who had started eating orders.

"You likey?" abizar asked to see Khanza eating voraciously, clean the lips of Khanza who was exposed to cream and then eat cream from the lips of his wife.

"Yes, Brother.  It tastes good" Khanza said, giving the food she held to her husband's mouth.

They ate the cake very happily, as if nothing had happened. Laughing together, Khanza's cheerful nature makes Abizar fall in love for the umpteenth time with his beautiful wife.

That's Khanza, he can quickly forget his sadness, can easily make himself happy even because of small things.

It was so easy to forget the problem, he was crying. However, look now she is smiling happily in the arms of her husband.

"Sister. Can I ask you something?"

"Whatever you want, ask. I will try to grant it" Abizar said, playing Khanza Yang's hair leaning against his chest.

"Khanza wants to move out of this house" Khanza said firmly.

"Moved?" tanya Abizar stopped her hand and looked at Khanza.

"Yes Kak, that way you can divide your time between Khanza and Mbak Farah" explained Khanza.

I'll try to find a house for you, but moving it after giving birth huh!" Abizar immediately agreed with Khanza's request.

"So can?" khanza asked happily.

Abizar nodded in agreement.

The word of approval of his request made Khanza even happier. Khanza thought Abizar would not grant his request

Many small things that can make him happy, he tried to forget all that could hurt him.

"This is the destiny that Allah SWT chose for me" the sentence was like the winning mantra of his sick heart.

Abizar's phone rang, it was a call from Farah.

"Yes, Farah what's wrong?" tanya Abizar picked up Farah's call.

"Mas, can you come to the office now, this meeting is very important. Fahri and I couldn't handle it, the clients asked to meet in person" Farah said.

"So don't go away, Khanza Ngak papa really," said Khanza quietly who can still be heard by Fara across the phone.

"Well help you take care of them first, I will go to the office immediately" Abizar said, immediately putting his clothes back on.

Farah looked at the screen of her phone that had darkened, sighing heavily, now her husband was really already hugged Khanza," thought badly stroking his chest.

"I go to the office first yes, if there is anything you just call me," Abizar said as he continued to wear his clothes back, giving one kiss to Khanza and the baby before he left for the office.

Khanza could only see her husband's missing back behind the door, rubbing his suddenly hardened stomach.

"Papa went to the office first" she told her baby. Khanza held his stomach which Abizar had kissed as well as his forehead. May this happiness always be with me" Inner Khanza.

Abizar gets to the office, Thank God Farah can handle a little problem until he comes, Abizar apologizes for having other business.

Abizar was already a few minutes late from the agreement. However, all that is not a problem for his clients, working with Abizar company is an honor. However, he does not want if his cooperation is represented by others. They wanted Abizar himself to approve and be present at their meeting.

The meeting went smoothly Abizar managed to get his investors back, even he invested higher than the previous one.

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Khanza was bored at home, he just sat down and ate the rest of the cake. Wanting to get out of the room he did not want to meet with Santi, he had a lot of trouble this morning. Khanza decided to pick up the phone, hesitatingly opening his social media app.

"How many hours did not open it turned out to have a lot of messages sent to the phone.

At first Khanza opened a private wa, all apologies.

"Why are they apologizing??" inner Khanza's.

Suddenly Khanza remembered his FB, he had seen Abizar writing something on his phone.

Khanza re-opens the app,

"What was written Abi."

Khanza checked his status.

Khanza rounded his eyes to see Abizar posting their wedding photos as well as wedding photos.

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