Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

What the heart says.

Khanza was standing on the balcony of his room looking straight ahead, today everything was so heavy he went through. However, Khanza is confident that all will pass as time goes by.

"What are you doing out here? the air is very cold, you can get sick" Aqila said, approaching Khanza with a cup of tea for her.

"I just want to calm myself down," he replied receiving a cup of tea given by Aqila.

The warmth of the cup gave warmth to the palm that felt cold, the night wind that blew made his body cold. However, he still felt happy to be where he stood right now.

"Is it true that I heard from Mr. Matteo's assistant? ask Aqila.

"About what?" tanya Khazan was sitting on the chair on the balcony.

"I heard you wanted to donate some of Mr Alvin's possessions, is that true?"

"Yes, that's too much for me. I will take enough for me and the children, the treasure is an apology for both my parents then I will donate on their behalf. Besides, Mr. Mateo wants to rest, he said he is very old and has been working for a long time, he wants to rest and can no longer handle everything. I also feel unable to take care of it without Mr. Matteo.

"I want to live a quieter life, I can't handle everything, I just take the company we're working on and this house I think it's enough for us" he added.

"I agree I think it's very good, besides the problem of your children know do not worry they will have papa even though you have separated still he will get a bright future from his papa, he said, do not burden your life with a lot of work we enjoy it and thank you enough," said Aqila, who sat next to Khanza.

"Rather than you sad continue it's better we forget everything and go for a walk, how about we not shopping?" bring Aqila.

"Kids?"

"The kids just fell asleep, have Aunt take care of him."

"Yes, I'm ready first" Khazan said, changing his clothes as well as Aqila.

Before leaving Khanza leave the children to their nanny's aunt.

They also choose to entertain themselves to shop, the thing that can make almost all women become happy again is to shop for their personal needs.

Abizar also did the same, standing on the balcony of his room putting his hand in his pocket, standing up and closing his eyes letting the night breeze hit his skin. Feeling the cold air that hit his skin. He wanted to reassure his heart that Khanza would be happy to let him go, as his second wife wanted.

Abizar was startled when suddenly a hand coiled around his waist.

"Khanza," inner Abizar quickly turned around. However, her guess was wrong the woman who hugged her was Farah.

"When did you come? Why didn't you tell me I could pick you up" Abizar said as he saw Farah in front of him.

"I just don't want to bother you, if only coming home from the airport I can do it myself anyway," said Farah hugging her husband from the front, Abizar hugged her voice back and kissed her forehead.

"I heard in a few days the final trial of Mas's divorce with Khazan? Did you accept everything? Is there no other way?"

"I think it's the best, I've hurt him so much, I hope that when I take it off he can find happiness out there, which is more than me. I thought I was happy, but it was wrong that I just gave her grief. I'm not a good husband for him, for you guys," he said.

Farah took off her embrace and looked into her husband's eyes.

"Is it as long as I leave Mas there's a sense of loss in your heart?" asked Farah holding Abizar's chest..

Abizar also stared into the severe eyes as Farah went, not feeling lost at all, but he was fine without Farah on the other side when Khazan who went away his heart felt sick and lonely.

"I'm sure when I'm gone, it doesn't matter, does it? Do you feel ordinary?"

"Isn't this how our relationship was from the beginning, a relationship apart from distance, you work there and I'm here right? What's the difference with now.we're used to parting so it's not a problem anymore.

"It was the Khanza who left Mas the pain here, wasn't it?" Farah pressed Abizar's chest.

Abizar only smiled when his wife's guess was again right.

"Everything is too late" Abizar sat down on the chair there.

"Are you sure you can accept everything?" Farah sat down next to her husband.

Maybe it's a punishment for me because I betrayed you before you asked me to remarry I already liked Khanza, My heart has betrayed the bond of our marriage. I think of other women when I'm with you. Think of this as a punishment for me. I was even in a relationship with Khanza before I gave you permission." Abizar recalled his meeting with Khanza on several occasions.

"Since when did Mas love Khanza?"

"From the first time he saw her, he was still sitting in college. I didn't know it was love or just admired it. But he always bothered my mind I always remember him. I didn't expect to see her again after 5 years of never seeing her, as I kept trying to erase her from my memory. I've tried to dodge and keep my heart from betraying you, but I'm losing, I'm sorry I did all that." Grasping Farah's hand.

"Now, I'm stuck with my own feelings" he added.

"All this has happened, I will obey whatever he wants, even if he has to separate."

Abizar leaned against the chair, leaned his head and closed his eyes, he who tried to accept all the facts.

Abizar was again shocked as Farah's cold hand closed her eyes.

"Don't move" he said, to Abizar as he opened Farah's hand from her face.

"What are you doing?" abizar asked as Farah's hand was still on her face.

Now take a breath and exhale, calm your mind. Now Mas imagine Khanza's smiling face staring at Mas.

His face was so calm.

Abizar does what Farah asks, she imagines the sweet smile Khanza always sees.

Now imagine my face.

Again Abizar did so he also imagined Farah's face.

Farah gave Abizar a trick to think so that he could compare his own image and that of Khanza.

"Now Mas imagine if Khanza and I went hand in hand then from behind there was a high-speed vehicle heading towards us, but the problem is that Mas could only save one of us, who's gonna survive, right?" ask Farah.

Abizar again imagined what Farah had said.

Farah removed her hand from Abizar's face and her husband's eyelid was still closed.

Farah flicked her finger next to Abizar's ear making him instantly open his eyes.

"What do you see?" asked Farah staring fixedly at her husband who looks still shocked.

While abroad Farah accidentally meets a hypnotherapist and tells her all about her problems, she was then taught the trick so that her husband could really choose in his subconscious Who was truly loved and who his heart wanted.

Abizar did not answer and immediately walked into their room.

"Mas, what do you see?" farah followed him.

"I don't see anything, stop your silly game," Abizar wants to drink, the water that is usually on the table is up, he goes out to get mineral water in the kitchen, he goes out to get mineral water, Farah kept asking which one Abizar still would not answer, what he saw earlier.

Farah could see if the trick worked, judging by Abizar's shock-looking manner and the hands that shook as he drank the water to relieve his nervousness.

Farah followed him, asking the same question.

"Where are you going?" farah asked as Abizar took the car keys.

"I have business, I have to go out for a while" Abizar said. actually he had no business just wanting to avoid Farah's question and wanting to calm his heart which was still shocked by what he had just seen.

Abizar stopped his car when the traffic light was red, and when he turned he saw Khanza's car not far from his car and his position was in front. As soon as the lights changed Abizar followed Khanza's car, he could see if they were heading towards the shopping mall.

Abizar parked his car. But he did not come down. He only saw Khazan from the car.

Khanza who just came down wanted to walk in, suddenly there was a mischievous biker, Khanza almost hit by Untung alone Aqila quickly pulled Khazan to pull over.

Can breathe a sigh of relief when Khanza is okay and resume their steps into the center.

Abizar rubbed his chest, he was very surprised to see the incident was very similar to what he saw when Farah gave him a suggestion.

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