Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

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Days have changed, a week now Khanza is staying at Aqila rental and a week ago Khanza ignored calls and messages from Abizar.

During the day Khanza was alone in his rented, filling the time by watching his favorite Korean drama, while Aqilah went to the office.

So serious about the Korean drama he watched, Khanza did not realize that Abizar was sitting nearby.

"Why don't you ever pick up my call and reply to my message" Abizar said, surprising Khanza.

"Sister Abi, surprise me" said Khanza.

"You haven't answered my question yet" said Abizar, looking closely at the figure of the woman he missed so much.

A week without seeing Khanza made Abizar realize that if he really loved his wife, every night he could not sleep, imagine the figure of Khanza.

The presence of Farah beside him can not treat his longing for the figure of Khanza.

Already several times who did his duty as a husband to Farah, but somehow there is a sense that he can not express, this has only happened since many years of living a household with Farah. He did it with Farah, but his heart and mind were fixed on Khanza, making him not enjoy what he was doing.

Khanza did not answer and immediately stood up to leave Abizar, with her husband's attitude to restrain her.

Khanza fell on Abizar's lap, Abizar's burly hand coiled around Khanza's stomach and clasped one of his arms to keep him from escaping.

"Do you hate me so much that even a single message you can't answer?" asked Abizar beside Khanza's ear made her really feel something strange on her body.

Khanza can not deny if his body and heart when he misses the figure who is now hugging him.

"Don't be like this, it's not nice to see people" Khanza said, trying to get off Abizar's lap.

"What's wrong, we're husband and wife. We can do more than this" Abizar said, inhaling the scent of Khanza's body.

Khanza could feel if her husband's breath was starting to irregular.

"Can't I ask for it, I miss you so much" whispered Abizar.

"Sorry brother! I really can't do it, I beg you not to add to my pain, all this hurts me a lot, Brother," Khanza said sobbing softly. His heart always wavers when dealing with Abizar.

"Khanza, let's start all over again, yeah!" Gently rubbed his wife's hair. " I'm guilty of keeping all this a secret from you, can you forgive me, forgive Farah and we start our household."

Khanza looked into her husband's eyes.

"Is there ever a sense of love in my brother's heart for me?" khanza asked with tears in her eyes. At this time, Farah's name was still among them.

Abizar rubbed gently the tears that fell dripping down Khanza's cheeks.

"From the first time I saw you in college, I loved you, even though I didn't understand what I was feeling at the time, the feeling deepened when we met back at the office. I really loved you until this very moment" Abizar explained.

"How could Big Brother say love me while brother has Sister Farah?"

Abizar fell silent, admitting that he himself did not understand why the feeling grew in his heart while he was convinced that there was a love of Farah who reigned there.

"What exactly is the purpose of my sister marrying me? Is it because I want a child from me?" khanza said he couldn't hide his curiosity.

Abizar flinched, not expecting Khanza to say that.

Again he can only be silent, because it is one of his goals to marry Khanza regardless of his love.

"So right, my married brother just wants to get a kid from me?" khanza asked with a trembling voice.

"I really love you, if you ask my life to prove my love, I will give it. I'd do anything you could to believe if I really loved you."

"Punish Mbak Farah," the remark was suddenly thrown from Khanza's mouth, he himself did not expect to say that.

"I would have said it, if you could ask anything but to have me divorce Farah."

Khanza who felt Abizar's embrace loosening quickly went straight down and stood staring intently at Abizar.

"So my sister's life is nothing compared to my love for Farah, so much love 'do you prefer to give up your life rather than divorce her?"

"Sister come home, I still want to be here" Khanza said, holding back his emotions.

"Son can't force me to go home."

"I am your husband, you must obey me."

Khanza smiled bitterly, "husband, husband who lied to me, husband who hurt me? Is that what you consider a husband!"

"Khanza's enough, let's go home now."

"I don't want to go home, I will stay here forever, if you don't want to find Farah, you can divorce me" Khanza said, for the first time raising her voice to Abizar.

"I won't divorce anyone, come with me home or I'll fire Aqila from the office and I'll make sure she doesn't get a job anywhere."

"Sister! Why are you so selfish" Khanza snapped. She did not expect that her husband would threaten her with Aqila.

"The decision is in your hands, you want to go home or see Aqila has no job, not just in this city wherever I will make sure no company will accept it" Abizar said 

Khanza clenched her hands, I want her to punch her in the face. However, unfortunately his face was so handsome, the more he looked at the more handsome and made his heart love him more.

"Take things, we go home now" Abizar ordered.

Although Khanza irritatedly entered the room and cleaned up his belongings, walking out left Abizar who was still standing in the living room rented by Aqila to go to Abizar's car.

Abizar took Khanza's laptop in front of him and walked to the car.

Along the way they were silent, Khanza covered his stomach with a bag and hid his other hand which kept wiping his stomach.

The presence of a baby in her womb can make her calm and reduce the pain in her heart.

"I don't want to sleep in the master bedroom, it's Farah's sister's room, right?"

"Farah already has his own room, you can sleep there."

"I want to sleep in the guest room, I don't want to sleep in the bed I've been in with him" Khanza said..

Abizar clasped tightly to the steering wheel, trying to master his emotions. Since then Khanza has continued to speak in a high tone with him, all that Farah never did to him make him a little emotional, but he had to hold back, he said, Khanza's coming back is enough now.

"Well, if you want to sleep in the guest room, that's fine, I'll move all your stuff, but please don't go on hunger strike."

Khanza just bothers.

As soon as they get to Khanza, go straight down.

Khanza stopped his steps when he saw the two women staring at him with sharp glances, it was Wanda and Santi.

Abizar hugged Khanz's shoulder, took him inside the house, "Don't mind them, Don't listen to what they say."

"How could I not have listened to him, they spoke very loudly in my ear,"

"I will try to give them understanding" Abizar said, peeping at Khanza's head.

"No, just let them say what they want to say, it's better than they say behind my back" Khanza said, taking Abizar's hand off his shoulder.

They continued to speak slowly as they passed the two middle-aged women who were staring at them still with the same gaze.

Khanza went straight into the guest room downstairs. Didn't want to deal with her in-laws and her husband's in-laws.

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