Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

Trying to Lose.

Khanza and Abizar returned to their home, all the way home Khanza continued to look at the window, there was shame in his heart remembering what they had done this morning, moreover, he did not expect that Aqila would see what they were doing. He did not want to see Abizar who continued to whistle humming banging the steering wheel adjust to his rhythm, sounding so happy.

Khanza flinched as Abizar pulled his hand, he wanted to pull ya back, but Abizar grasped it tightly.

Abizar drove while tightly grasping Khanza's hand, occasionally tasting the back of his hand. This morning for the first time he touched Khanza again after almost 6 months, a very beautiful morning for him.

"Are you going somewhere?" tanya Abizar tried to expel the awkwardness that was going on between them.

"Wouldn't work?" tanya Khanza looked towards Abizar.

"Work, but if you want to go somewhere I'm going!" abizar said he again kissed Khanza's back and placed it on his chest.

"Khanza wants to go for a walk, is it okay?" khanza said doubtfully. During his marriage to Abizar, he very rarely spent time with Abizar to just walk out of the house even though they never walked together since marriage.

Abizar's busyness in his office as well as the problems they are facing make it all seem like mere wishful thinking.

"Can! Where are you going?" abizar asked at a glance to see Khanza who was looking at him and then refocused on the road.

"How do we see it?" ask Khanza.

"Yes, can. We haven't been to the movies in a long time."

Khanza only smiled as Abizar looked towards her. Khanza wants to spend time with Abizar, although it sounds hypocritical, but honestly Khanza feels very happy when next to her husband. But he must be faced with a choice of heart, must choose to live with her husband and accept all the pain that will be faced or choose to separate from her husband and start her happiness that may be obtained someday.

Pain is indeed when imagining the separation they will face, but Khanza is determined to strengthen his heart.

Abizar drove his car towards the largest mall in the city.

They arrived, Khanza came down and walked first. Abizar approached him and again clasped his hand.

Abizar continued to hold Khanza's hand walking towards the cinema, booking tickets and buying some snacks for them. Khanza chose romantic movies. 

Khanza wants to forget all his troubles and tries to enjoy this day together with Abizar before leaving for the village.

"What movie is this?" ask Abizar when the movie is about to start.

"So horror movie!" Khanza seduces her husband, knowing that an Abizar is afraid of watching horror movies.

"Oh horror," replied Abizar swallowing with difficulty.

The film begins, Abizar prepares to cover his face, usually horror films will begin with a tense and frightening scene.

"Why Khanza chose horror movies anyway," Inner Abizar.

The film continues to spin, Abizar frowned when it had been a few minutes of the film running, there was no terrible scene. He realized that his wife was working on him.

They watch, eat together, shop, play on the playground and there are still many fun things they do.

Making Khanza dissolve with the attention and love of her Husband. Khanza completely forgot the pain Abizar had inflicted on him. His love deepened, deepened, and deepened.

They continued to spend time together, laughing and happy until it did not feel like the night had come. Abizar, who was worried that Khansa would be exhausted, invited her home.

"But Brother, I still want to take a walk. How about we go to the park first, before the plant?" please Khanza holding Abizar's hand looks so harmonious and like nothing has ever happened between them.

Khanza thought for a moment, true Abizar said, he had to maintain his condition in order to keep returning to the village.

"Yes, brother! we go home now" Khanza finally answered a nod by her husband.

When they got home they were greeted with questioning gazes from the three people who were there, they were all sitting at the dinner table enjoying their dinner.

"Would you like to eat?" ask Abizar.

"No, Brother. I'm still full. Brother just join them, not good as Sister Farah. Yesterday, my brother and I were together" said Khanza, who understood that her husband was not hers.

"Yes already, you rest, yes. Tomorrow I'll summarize all the office work and ask Fahri to replace me" Abizar gently rubbed Khanza's hair. Khanza simply nodded while glancing at the person who was watching them.

Khanza went into his room and Abizar joined the others at the dinner table.

"Where are you from" asked Ward as Abizar sat down to join them at the dinner table.

"We stayed at the home of Khansa's best friend, Aqila."

Farah only heard Abizar's explanation of her husband.

"Mas, have you eaten?" ask Farah.

"Yes, already. The trip home was we stopped to eat first, make a coffee mas only yes," said Abizar.

"Yes, yes, I made it first" said Farah swiftly standing up from her seat and heading towards the kitchen to make a cup of coffee for her husband.

"You are if you want to go alone with your young wife, you permission first dong with Farah, at least tell him where you want him not to worry and wait for you to go home, " said Warda.

"Yes, I agree, Mom. Even though Farah was still the first wife, she must have been anxious to think about her husband, "said That Santi with his upset face.

"We had no plans to stay there, everything was sudden. So, sorry did not have time to tell you," said Abizar staring at his first wife who was so painstakingly taking care of him.

"You'll have a cell phone, a phone call or a chat "can you, what kind of love you have with your second wife until you forget your first wife," ketus Santi's mother spoke without looking into a great rage.

"It's not like that, ma'am" Abizar

"For a long time now, do not pay attention to the words of the mother," said Farah. "put her coffee in front of Abizar and give him some kind of cake that has been made.

"Crazy standing.

Last night Farah continued to wait for their arrival He even slept outside until morning, waiting for the arrival of abidzar and Khansa made Ibu Santi very upset.

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