Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

Final Decision

Days changed, the houses that were being built thanks to the help of Abizar are now almost summarized. Some homes have even been finished and have returned to be occupied by their owners.

They did not expect Abizar to make a permanent home for them.

They were all very grateful and grateful to Abizar.

"Thank you, son. Thanks to you we can all get a decent house" said one resident who has occupied his house.

"Together, Sir. This is all sustenance from my God as an intermediary, perhaps the answer to the father's prayer all this time" replied Abizar kindly.

More and more, Khanza felt that if Abizar truly loved her, her husband never persuaded her to return, he was right to keep his words will wait until he himself who wants to come back and come with him.

She also saw that her husband was trying to be fair to them. Abizar never forgot to call Farah every night and invite her to chat three.

Farah's hospitality to her made Khanza feel guilty and selfish. 

Today is the schedule of the examination to the hospital,

"Didn't Grandma come? ask Khanza who's ready. Grandma was busy in the kitchen.

"Yes, this should be done for a minute." Grandma will not be calm if she leaves the house in a mess. 

That's how grandma, her people really like cleanliness, she will not leave her house in a dirty state, especially in her kitchen.

Abizar, Khanza, and grandfather are ready, they wait for grandma on the porch of the house.

Grandpa kept shouting at grandma to get ready quickly, sometimes grandfather looked in to see if grandma was ready or not.

"Why so long, how about we're late?" said Grandpa when grandma came out and locked the door.

"We have our own car so don't worry. It's also just what time," said the grandmother showing the watch on her wrist.

If they want to go to the city, they usually have to prepare early, in addition to having to wait for public transportation they also have to circle around following the transportation carrying passengers.

"Yes, Cake. It's not okay, it's not too late either" Khanza said then they all walked to the car.

After going through the grandmist drama, they were finally able to depart.

Abizar drove forward, Grandpa sat in the front while Grandma sat in the back with Khanza..

"In the meantime your delivery. Do you want to give birth here or go back to your husband's town?" Ask grandma.

"The building is not finished yet, the time we must leave it."

"If you want to go home, go home. Construction here let your grandfather and uncle watch over him. Your husband has also been away from his job for a long time" said grandfather.

Abizar just focused on driving while listening to their chat, he continued to listen to what Khanza answers in every question his grandparents.

Implied the pleasure in the heart of Abizar when he could catch if Khanza seemed likely to come with him and immediately go home.

After traveling for about 2 hours, they finally arrived at the clinic.

Abizar took his vehicle quite slowly, considering he was carrying his pregnant wife, he adjusted to the examination schedule.

It didn't take long to get in line, Khanza's name was called. Khanza entered the treatment room with Abizar, of course, as well as with his grandmother, Grandpa chose to wait outside.

"How's my baby doing, Doctor?" ask Abizar.

"The condition of the father's baby is very healthy, but there seems to be a problem in the delivery process later," replied the Doctor.

"What do you mean, Doctor?"

"It seems that the baby's rotation is a little slow and according to the estimated birth the baby will not arrive in a good position."

"Is our baby going to be okay, Doctor?" khanza was worried.

"Of course, Mom. Everything will be fine, but it seems like it will be difficult to carry out the labor process normally. My mother's advice is to have a cesarean section" said the doctor.

Hearing the words of the cesarean grandmother became afraid.

"Is there no other way for the doctor than a cesarean?" Ask grandma.

"What is the Father of this city?" the doctor asked, looking at Abizar's appearance.

"We are from Jakarta" he replied.

"My advice, you should have your father under your wife give birth there, the equipment there is much more complete than in this city. But that's just my advice, sir. If we're gonna give birth here, we're gonna try to help."

"Thank you Doctor for the advice" Abizar replied.

If told to choose for sure Abizar will choose to bring Khanza back to his city, maybe even abroad if it comes to the safety of Khanza and the baby. However, it all comes back again all the decisions are in the hands of Khanza.

The fatal mistake Abizar made made him lose some of his rights, he tried to be more pressing and more patient and obey what his wife wanted so that he could forgive him.

Along the way Khanza just kept silent while continuing to stroke his stomach, Abizar occasionally glanced at his wife, looking at her from the rearview mirror. He could see that his wife was thinking about something.

Fear began to spread in Khanza's heart, hearing the word operation made his heart shrink even though he did not say it. However, during this time Khanza was very afraid when entering the month of his childbirth.

The age of the womb of Khanza has entered the age of 9 months and only just wait for the day.

The kanza room.

Abizar sat beside Khanza, gently rubbing his wife's stomach, feeling every movement that was inside there while looking fixedly at the Khanza's eyes.

"What are you thinking?" ask Abizar.

"I'm scared. What if I can't give birth to our baby, what if I fail to become a mother" Khanza said

"I won't let anything happen to our baby, there I am his father who will protect him, protect you" Abizar said, stroking Khanza's cheek gently.

"I want to go home, brother," he said very slowly.

But the word was able to make Abizar so happy, Khanza said it very slowly, but Abizar could still hear it.

"Tell me one more time" Abizar said, wanting to be sure.

"I want to give birth in a more complete hospital, I'm afraid if I give birth in the hospital here.Sister heard for himself 'wasn't what the Doctor said, if my labor had problems," khanza said sadly.

"All right, we're going home. I'll book a return ticket, we'd better get home sooner before your gestational age gets closer to delivery."

"Yes Mas, we can go home tomorrow" said Khanza finally decided to return home with his Husband..

Not wasting any more time, Abizar directly rented a private plane to take them back to the capital.

"Thank you for agreeing to go back to town and give birth there. I promise to be a good husband and father to you, " Abizar said with a happy smile.

Abizar was very happy when Khanza was willing to return to the city, he could not do anything while in this house, he was also worried about the condition of his company.

"Is this the answer to all my prayers" said Khanza.  All this time he always asked for instructions, which choice he should take, whether he should stick with this marriage or give up.

Khanza never misses out on any of his prayers, asking for directions. Whether he should end his marriage to Abizar or survive with polygamy with Mbak Farah.

Given this incident, Khanza believes this is the answer to his prayers.

"I will try to survive and get back to living together with Abi and Farah."

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