Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

Farah's Sincerity

Farah caught up with Abizar who had gone into their room first.

Farah saw her husband sitting on the bed massaging his forehead, slowly approaching and rubbing the shoulders of Abizar, her husband.

"What's up, Mom," she asked.

"I don't know if this decision we made was right or wrong" Abizar rubbed his face.

"What does that mean, Mom?" asked Farah who now held her husband's hand.

"I find it hard to be fair to you two, I don't understand my feelings. What is happening to me right now. I'm more concerned with Khanza than you are" Abizar said.

"I understand the feeling, Mom. I don't mind if I'm concerned about Khanza, he should be more concerned at this time. Khanza is pregnant with a baby, Mas. In her womb is growing a baby that will complete the happiness of all of us, our baby. That baby will also be my son, the three of us." Farah held Abizar's hand. "If Mas is worried about my feelings, I do hurt, but my pain is covered by happiness. I'm happy to see you happy. Still loving me is enough for me."

Abizar and Farah did not cover their feelings for each other, If they feel pain they will say pain, if He feels happy then he will say happy. As at this moment, Farah said what she felt without covering up in the slightest, as well as Abizar, she was honest in how she felt. Maybe that's how they love each other.

"Khanza wants to go back to the village, he says he misses his grandparents a lot. Would you like to come with us?" bring Abizar.

"No need, Mas. I'll wait here, take good care of Khanza and our baby. Don't make Khanza sad."

"Thank you, yeah! She's been a good wife to me. I don't know what to repay with your kindness. Thank you for the love you gave me."

"I thank you and apologize for not being able to be the perfect wife for you, but I'm sure Khanza will bring perfection to all of us" said Farah smiling sweetly looking into her husband's eyes.

Abizar took his wife into his arms, knowing that he was smiling. But his heart was still wounded. Abizar could only hug her as medicine from the wound she gave. It all happened and there is nothing to be sorry about.

That is love, sometimes makes us happy to make us laugh. However, sometimes it makes us hurt to have to shed tears.

Tonight Abizar sleeps with Farah, he wants to be fair to his two wives.

While in the other room, Khanza had fallen asleep, he was very tired all day spent with Abizar.

Abizar, who woke up in the middle of the night to fix Farah's blanket and slowly got out of bed, went out and headed to Khanza's room. He saw Khanza sleeping irregularly, Abizar also fixed the sleeping position Khanza covered him and pecked his stomach and forehead.

He looked at his wife's calm face,

"I'm sorry for bringing you into my world with a lie. I can't lose you, I'll try to make you both happy" Abizar's mind gently rubbed Khanza's cheeks. Khanza just squirms and goes back to sleep.

Abizar returns to Farah's room, tonight he will accompany Farah.

In the morning, Khanza woke up and packed his things.

"I'll be home eventually. I miss my grandparents so much" Khanza said as he picked up his things to take home.

Khanza called his grandparents and told them that he and Abizar would visit them, of course, that his grandmother was very happy.

In another room.

"Mas, wake. It's morning" said Farah shaking Abizar's body.

Last night, Abizar couldn't sleep after waking up. He decides to complete some of his office tasks and falls asleep before dawn, making it very difficult for him to open his eyes when Farah wakes him up.

"Mas, instead of still wanting to go to the office and finish the job, Mas," Farah again shook Abizar's arm.

Abizar got up, tried to sit down and still tried to collect his life.

"What time is your sleep? Not that Mas fast ya sleep, why still sleep at this hour?" ask Farah who remembers that Abizar slept earlier than he did last night.

"The night I woke up and could not sleep anymore" Abizar pointed to the laptop on the nightstand. Farah understood Abizar's intentions if he worked all night.

"Mas, take a shower over there. I have prepared bath water for Mas, I have also prepared clothes that will be Mas down," said Farah pointed at the suitcase.

Abizar just nodded.

Farah scrambled her husband's hair and he went out to prepare breakfast for them all.

Despite having many domestic assistants, Farah always prepared her own meals for Abizar and the others. Cooking one of Farah's favorites.

Abizar who had finished bathing and getting ready, he went out of the room and went straight to Khanza's room. When he entered the room he saw Khanza had packed his things, there were three suitcases there.

"How many days are we in his village?" tanya Abizar walked slowly over to Khanza's suitcase.

"What's the matter, brother,?" tanya Khanza still continues to choose what items he brought.

"Is this not mostly?"

"No, really!"

Abizar opened one of the suitcases and it was baby clothes.

"Baby clothes! Why are you bringing baby clothes? Don't tell me you'll be there until our baby is born?" asked Abizar to frown on settling Khanza.

"That's for my bang, not good, right if we don't bring anything. In the village it is difficult to find baby equipment, it is okay, brother. I brought a lot of stuff?" ask Khanza.

"Oh yeah! Nothing" said Abizar again trying to open one more suitcase to see what the contents of the suitcase.

However, Abizar has not yet managed to see what contents Khanza has prevented it.

"Sister, why the hell! I'm tired of tidying it up, why dismantle it again?" Khanza looked resentfully at her husband.

"I'm just wondering what the hell you're carrying in a big suitcase like this! What are baby clothes again?"

"No! baby clothes are just in the suitcase there. These are the things I bought for grandma and grandpa and the others."

"You mean this for them?"

"Hm"

Abizar just nodded slowly and sat on the mattress in one of the big suitcases.

"You don't get too tired, Auntie's gonna take care of it."

"No, brother. It's a little more!"

Abizar continued to pay attention to Khanza, he looked so happy to put one by one clothes into his suitcase. Abizar had not seen his wife that happy for a long time, was he very happy because he was going to meet his grandparents? Yeah, maybe. Thought Abizar.

"We're making it go today?" tanya Khanza made sure.

"Yes, after our office is going straight to the airport, I've booked a private plane for us. Let me be more comfortable."

Khanza deliberately prepared all that for her in the village later, in fact the baby clothes were not for her nephew, but for the preparation of the baby in her womb. Likewise with the other suitcase, it was not a gift for his family, but it was all his belongings. She no longer wants to return to this house, Khanza is determined to start her life in the village with her baby with or without the consent of Abizar, her husband.

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