Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

Khanza Final Decree.

Abizar left for the office, while Khanza again locked himself in the room along with some suitcases that he had prepared.

"Hopefully the decision I made was right and my heart was strong enough to part with Abi's brother, but why the more I wanted to part with him the more it hurt and my heart felt more unwilling to part with Abi's sister," batin Khanza was worried about the decision..

Khanza is still very unstable in making decisions, whether he should die Abizar or receive status. Khanza wanted to ask his best friend's opinion to further solidify his choice, he also called Aqila.

Tone connect connect. However, Aqila did not pick up her call.

"It looks like Aqila is still busy in the office, envious of her," he said, staring at the screen of his cellphone with Aqila's mobile number. "Aqilah can still be free, still be able to enjoy her life, meet with friends in the office, while I just stay in the room and mourn the fate of my marriage that is not like what in the future. Did I get married too soon, huh! I should have investigated more deeply about Abi's personal life before accepting her proposal, after all, but Farah did not introduce herself if she was the wife of an Abizar. Tell at least to the office employee, her husband will be handsome, not afraid of what people take. I'll be like a woman who seduces people's husbands" Khanza said.

"But, Abi didn't introduce me to the Office people either. Why all this has to happen to me when I really love someone, want to be happy I feel this kind of pain" Khanza said. "Had it all happened, would regret it was also useless, it would not change the situation even though I continued to cry for my fate. Well, I have to be strong, I have to set my mind. If Abi's brother is my soul mate, we will be reunited at all costs" Khanza said, then hurriedly dragged his suitcase out.

"Well, whoa, whoa. .. where's our princess going this time!" said Santi who saw Khanza out of the room while pulling his suitcase.

Khanza is lazy to serve Santi, if serving him Khanza sure will only make him dizzy, he must hear all insults from his, which he himself does not feel wrong.

Khanza chose to melengos went to drag his suitcase to the porch of the house leaving Santi who was increasingly upset with him.

"Rabber yourself" muttered Khanza foolishly.

"Where are you going? Let me help you, ma'am," bargained the housekeeper.

"Yes, Bi. In the room there are still 2 more suitcases, please take to the car yes," said Khanza who is still trying to drag his suitcase towards the car garage.

"Khanza, wait. Let me help you" said Farah, running towards Khanza and picking up the suitcase.

"Thank you Ma'am" Khanza said.

"Khanza, Ma'am please treat this Mbak as your brother, do not see Mbak as your madam. You know, I was wrong. Ma'am apologize a little from you," said Farah sincerely.

Khanza just nodded and walked towards the car followed by Farah pulling her suitcase and Bibi dragging two large suitcases.

"Khanza, do you want to apologize, Ma'am?" Please Farah.

"Yes, I'm sorry. Mas Abi was right, everything has happened there is nothing to regret."

"We can improve our relationship, we can be Abi's wife and share."

"Maybe Ma'am can take all this even though it hurts, but I'm not that strong" Khanza said, turning back to tidying up his luggage in the trunk of the car.

"What do you mean?" farah asked pulling Khanza's arm so that it turned to face her.

"It's nothing, Ma'am," said Khanza removing Farah's hand from his arm.

"Whose suitcase is this?" tanya Warda who just came and got off the taxi.

"It's Khanza's suitcase, Mah" Khanza said.

"Where are you going to take this many suitcases?" ask Warda again.

"I want to go home, miss my grandparents" Khanza said.

"But you're pregnant. Are you able to travel far, your grandmother's village is far away," said Warda approached his daughter-in-law.

"Yes, Deck. According to Ma'am, you went there after giving birth only. Fear of something happening with your content when on the road later," said Farah Worry.

"It's okay, Kok. Mah, Ma'am. Yesterday I went to the doctor with Abi, Abi's sister has also allowed and will come with me" explained Khanza.

"Yes, Mah. If I knew the problem, I would try to take care of my granddaughter" Khanza smiled as she stroked her stomach.

They were still talking and soon Abizar came.

"How, are your things ready?" abizar approached them.

"Yes, Brother. Everything is already in the car, just the bag that is not there yet" said Khanza.

Abizar looked at Farah. 

"Stay, Mas. I'll get it first" said Farah rushing into the house.

"We leave in an hour, we still have time to rest inside" Abizar said, embracing Khanza to go inside.

Farah again asked Aunt to bring Abizar's bag to the car.

Abizar took Khanza to the living room where all gathered there.

"How long will you stay in the village?" ask Warda.

"For a week at most, Mah" replied Abizar.

"Sorry, Mas. Looks like I'll stay longer in the village," Inner Khanza.

Farah took out a few boxes of food that she had prepared from morning.

"This I make provisions when you're on the road" Farah told Khanza.

"Thank you, Mak," Khanza said.

"I hope he can remember all your goodness, and not be a thorn in the flesh, and take all that is yours" Santi stood up from his seat and walked away from them. His hatred for Khanza grew, seeing Abizar who lately more concerned Khanza than Farah, his daughter.

Although Santi just muttered softly, but they all could hear what Santi said.

Warda looked at Santi who was walking away from them with a look of dislike. Ever since Khanza conceived her granddaughter her sense of regret for Khanza turned to affection and sympathy.

Abizar and Fatah looked at each other and looked at Khanza simultaneously.

"You don't have to worry that I'm offended, I've often heard even worse insults than these that he said to me" Khanza said. All this time Santi continued to insult her to consider her as a woman who seized the husband of people.

"I'm fine, don't look at me like that. I don't need a look of pity from you guys" Khanza said, choosing to leave the room as well, choosing to move into his room.

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