Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

Abizar Plan.

Abizar spurred his car towards the old house, he still remembered the sound of his son screaming calling him.

Abizar stroked his chest, and,

"I can hold on all this time, everything will stay like this" he murmured.

His phone rings again,

"Yes, Mah!"

"Papa, Ziel wants to bobo with Papa," Ziel pinta between her tears.

"Dear dear papa again on the way to Bubu's house, Ziel do not cry, wait papa, yes," said Abizar trying to calm his Son.

"Yes, Papa," replied the boy still with a hiccup.

"It seems that what Santi's mother said was true, if Aziel could also feel the desire to be with me," All this time her son was crying for her.

There was a sense of disappointment in his heart to himself, he should have been a papa who always made him happy. However, there is a heart that must be maintained.

"This solution didn't work, Farah and Khanza were fine, but not with me and Aziel. But not for himself and Aziel, his son.

Abizar kept thinking of ways. However, he found no way that they could be happy without anyone being hurt. The only way is to ask Khanza to get pregnant again and give one of her children to Farah later, only then will no one feel lonely, there are children who accompany them and he can meet with children during a visit to both houses.

"Do I have to ask for

khanza again. I have to try to convince her that everything's gonna be okay."

Arriving at the old house, Abizar entered the house, he could already hear the sound of crying from his son, quickly Abizar went up to the 2nd floor to Aziel's room.

"Why Papa's hero is crying" Abizar said as he opened the door and saw his son crying in Farah's arms.

"Papa," said Aziel in between his tears, he stretched his hand to be carried by his Papa.

Abizar took his son.

"Did Ziel cry?" asked Abizar who saw his son's eyes had swollen and his nose was stuck. His face looked very red.

"Yes, I tried to persuade him, but Aziel did not want to and continued to cry, looking for you. Usually if this is persuaded for a while he will stop looking for you" replied Farah.

"Since when did Aziel often seek me," asked Abizar, dipping his son's eyes, wiping away his tears.

"Aziel is already big, he already understands the protests, see later he will be more and more unruly. He will always want your attention. The more he understood his desire and complied with it," Santi said before leaving the room.

"Yes, you sleep with him. Mama is also sleepy" said Warda who was calm to see her grandson had stopped crying in her Papa sling. Warda also came out of the room.

Aziel had stopped crying but the traces of her tears were still there and occasionally still sounded as he pleased.

Abizar patted his son's back until a while later he could hear the regular sound of breathing from his son which meant he was already asleep again.

Slowly Abizar put Aziel to sleep. However, as Abizar was about to get out of his bed Aziel clasped his Papa's hand.

"Papa here is the same Ziel as Bubu," he said with his voice back in tears with lips starting to shake.

"Yes, we are booby, yes" said Abizar hugging his son. Abizar went to lie down to embrace Aziel, as did Farah. They put Aziel in their midst.

Aziel was back to sleep.

"What do I think if I ask Khanza to get pregnant again," she said suddenly making Farah who had been about to close her eyes again look up to see Abizar.

"Mas, do you realize what you're saying?" ask Farah who knows very well if Khanza still does not want to get pregnant again. He knew the honey was still traumatized.

Abizar looked at the ceiling of his room.

"I actually want the same thing. However, I think if Khanza himself isn't ready, Mas don't force him."

"If we wait for him, I don't know when he's ready. It's been 2 years, all this time Mas always discuss it, but Khanza always refuses."

"I mean, I want to .. don't do that," Farah refused. "Don't let me regret it later."

Abizar was silent, he did not want to force Khanza to get pregnant again, but he also desperately wanted the presence of another baby in their family.

They were silent for a long time with their own thoughts.

"What about replacing the medicine with another?" abizar asked, looking at Farah.

"We can do it secretly, without Khanza knowing, so he won't be angry. He won't know if we do it, he'll blame the cure." Abizar Idea.

"You've really gone crazy, Mas," said Farah throwing Abizar with a bolster pillow.

Farah was caught off guard by her husband's behavior, and Farah then opted out of Aziel's room.

"That's just a suggestion!" a stifled cry called out to Farah who walked over without looking at her again. Abizar wanted to follow Farah, but she was held in Aziel's arms.

Abizar only saw Farah come out, could not catch up with her, Abizar himself was not convinced by his idea and wanted to ask Farah for advice.

In the morning Farah, Abizar, Santi and Warda sat at the dinner table. Abizar again made his point so that Khanza could get pregnant again.

"I agree. The doctor said he would be fine" Santi said.

"Mama also agrees, so Aziel will have a sister and Mama will have a new grandchild again," said Warda happy to imagine going back to pet her granddaughter.

"But what if Khanza finds out" Farah said.

"He won't know if we don't tell him" Santi said.

They continue to discuss the problems of Khanza's second pregnancy, Farah who initially disagreed finally managed to be persuaded by both her mother Finally she agreed.

With the agreement of the three of them Abizar who had also been hesitant finally established to carry out his intentions.

Abizar took out a box of medicine.

"That's what medicine, Mas?" ask Farah.

"It's a fertility drug, I've asked him from his obstetrician I'll replace this fertility drug with the drug Khanza has been taking."

"Just think carefully, think about the consequences. All decisions are in the hands of Mas," Farah said again reminded.

"I'm sure everything will be fine and

The doctor also said that if Khanza will be fine, if she gets pregnant again I will try to always be there beside her, if she gets pregnant again the events of the past will not happen again," he said reassuring Farah who was still a little doubtful.

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