Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

FATAL MISTAKE

Khansa continued to cry until she fell asleep, while Abizar went somewhere he drove his car, he wanted to get out of all his household problems, he really has been dizzy with the affairs of the office that is very much coupled with the problem of Khanza.

Abizar continued to drive his car without a destination, until he realized that he was too far away and the sun was soon rising. Abizar turned his car back to the house. After doing that, he was a little calmer.

Abizar arrived home at 5 a.m.

Abizar went into Farah's room and cleaned her body.

"Didn't Khanza eat last night?" abizar asked Farah who was sitting next to him.

"No, she never spoke when I left her last night when I was fast asleep" Farah replied.

"Yes, I'll take a shower first, we'll persuade him again. Khanza really makes me run out of patience."

"Mas, that Khanza is still very unstable, try to follow him. Don't fight him like this, it will make him go away from us" Farah pleaded with Abizar to be more calm against Khanza. 

"I've tried to contain it, I can't help my emotions as Khanza continues to defy me."

"I understand, but Farah please, Mas. Control your emotions."

Abizar just nodded and walked into the bathroom. He needed to refresh his body so that his mind could become calmer.

While everyone was gathering and sitting at the dinner table for breakfast, Khanza came out with a simple bag of his, which was the first bag he brought to the house, so too with what's inside. Khanza did not take a penny from Abizar, including his wedding ring. Yes take it off and keep it on the nightstand.

Khanza has decided to return to his hometown and raise his son with his grandparents.

"Khanza where are you going" asked Abizar from his seat. 

Khanza did not answer and accelerated his pace,

 

"Khanza stopped" Abizar shouted and ran to stop Khanza.

"Where do you want to go?" tanya Abizar held onto Khanza's wrist and took his bag.

"I want to calm down, I can't stand staying here" Khanza said, trying to release Abizar's hand, which tightened his grip.

"You're not going anywhere." snapped Abizar to make Khanza stop revolting.

"Let me go, you hurt me" Khanza said, hitting Abizar's arm.

"I told you, you're not going anywhere, now go to your room."

"I don't want to stay here anymore, I want to get out of here, Mas can divorce me" Khanza said.

"Divorce! I won't divorce you at any time" Abizar said, pulling Khanza back in.

"Why are you so selfish! I don't want to live with you, with a cowardly man like you," Khanza recanted Abizar's emotions.

"Wurp said you?" Releasing his grasp, looked resentfully at Khanza. No one had dared to him all this time. He is used to being respected.

"Yes, you coward. Brother does not deserve to be called a man, as a husband. A man who lies to his wife. What kind of marriage is this, based on lies. Only a cowardly man lies to a girl so she can marry him, if you only want a child, why don't you ask her from a girl you can pay for out there," khanza's snapping raised his voice even more. 

Abizar who was really upset to hear all the ramblings of Khanza subconsciously floated his hand to Khanza's cheek.

"Mas" cried Farah as she saw her husband slapping his honey.

Khanza, who was unprepared for what Abizar had just done to him, fell and hit his stomach in the corner of the table.

Khanza was holding his stomach and cheeks that hurt, he was still sitting on the floor with tears in his eyes.

Abizar was stunned to see the palm that had been used to slap his wife, Abizar was not a figure who hurt women physically, even though he had never done that to Farah no matter how angry he was.

"Khanza, you know nothing. It's grateful that Abizar wants to pick you up and marry you, instead of you being grateful and enjoying the facilities we provide you even become like this, the more visited," said Wandah who was carried away by the emotion of hearing Khanza's words earlier.

"So, women from the village are very different from us, even though they live in the city, polished as beautiful as anything and live in a luxurious house like this. However, the nature of the village is still being carried around. Village girl policy," said Santi adding to what Warda had issued.

"Well, come on" said Farah, who sat on the floor trying to help Khanza stand up.

Khanza was very sick to hear all the insults and insults he received in front of her husband, while Abizar did nothing, just stood and listened to the abuse he received.

Khanza tried to stand up as Farah helped him stand up.

"Awwaa," Khanza cried complaining of pain in his stomach that was getting sicker than the pain he had felt when he hit the table.

"Khanza why are you?" said Farah Worrying to see the pale face and the trembling hand of Khanza clutching her hand.

"My stomach hurts a lot" said Khanza, again holding his stomach.

"My baby" Khanza said slowly before she lost consciousness.

Although Khanza said it very slowly, but Farah who was beside him could still hear clearly if Khanza had just mentioned the word baby.

"Infant? What do you mean baby?" farah asked stammeredly, but the one asked was already unconscious.

Abizar who saw Khanza unconscious immediately approached him and wanted to lift him up. Howeverz he stopped and felt something in the palm.

Abizar looked at his palm that was already covered in Khanza's blood.

"Blood, baby? Mas, hurry down Khanza to the hospital.

 Farah quickly linked Khanza's last words and the blood he had on Khanza.

"Is Khanza pregnant?" farah asked Abizar who was still stunned to see the blood on his hands.

Abizar understood Farah's intentions, quickly running while carrying Khanza carefully laid him in the car. Farah also went up and held Khanza.

Abizar immediately gasped his car to the hospital.

"Is Khanza pregnant?" ask Farah once.

Hearing Farah's question some memories flashed in Abizar's mind. At midnight, when he heard Khanza's voice vomiting and while sleeping with Khanza, Khanza also once pulled his hand to hold his stomach. The baby was already in Khanza's womb, Abizar thought.

"How is this, Mum. More and more blood came out. What about the baby," said Farah already crying fear, she was afraid if something happened to the baby conceived by Khanza.

Abizar could not say anything, he drove his car further. Abizar saw Khanza's face so pale from the glass.

"Mas, even faster" said Farah.

Abizar has crossed the limit of his driving ability, lucky they are not stuck in traffic.

Once in the hospital, Abizar immediately asked the doctor to save his wife and baby.

Khanza was immediately taken to the ER room and immediately got action.

"Mas, don't you know if Khanza is Pregnant?!" ask Farah..

"Where might I know, if I knew you thought I'd do all that to her."

"I told you the same, Mom. Take control of your emotions, see what happens if you do something with emotion. I didn't think Mas could slap Khanza, I didn't know Mas."

"I was completely carried away by my emotions and could not control myself, my hands seemed to float away when I heard Khanza who was so demeaning to me."

"What if something happens to the baby?" asked Farah annoyed.

"Abizar punched the hospital wall until the back of his hand was bleeding, he would absolutely never forgive himself if anything happened to their baby.

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