Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself
Relented.



Khanza stood in front of the window of his room, staring out flickering lights from a distance, faintly covered by the darkness of the night, as breeze hit his face. Khanza tried to tidy up his hair that swayed to his face.


Khanza gasped as he felt a hug from behind and a kiss on his neck, leaving a stark red tint on his white neck.


"Are you not cold?" asked Abizar who could feel the cold night wind hitting his skin. They stood in front of Khanza's wide open window. Khanza deliberately opened it, letting the wind fill his room.


"Sister, I'm serious about what I'm saying" Khanza said, looking straight ahead.


"I'd assume I never heard what you said this afternoon" said Abizar still playing around Khanza's neck.


"I'm really serious, I want to part with you" Khanza said firmly though sounding bitter.


"Never say that again," Abizar replied further drowning his face in Khanza's neck, leaving behind some traces of kisses there, gently stroking their baby who occasionally kicked, leaving behind a few kisses, it is a sign that he is also present among them.


"I'm not coming back, I'm staying here. Brother can't force me to go home" Khanza said, trying to stop what Abizar was doing.


"I'll never force you. If you want to stay here, go ahead" Abizar said.


Khanza who had only looked straight ahead changed his gaze, looking up at the face of Abizar who now alternately stared straight at the twinkling lights in front of him with his hands still holding him.


"Did you agree to part with me, is that what you mean, Brother?" tanya Khanza blinked her eyes, there was a pain in her heart


"I will not release you to death, only death will separate us" Abizar said.


Khanza frowned, trying to figure out what Abizar's words meant.


Abizar looked at Khanza who was still stunned by his words, Abizar raised his wife to sit on the window divider, making their faces equal.


"Goup." A brief kiss landed on Khanza's lips, Abizar tidied up the haircut that covered his wife's pretty face.


"I won't force you to go home if you don't want to go home. If you still want to stay here, it doesn't matter. I'm not going to ban you, as long as it makes you and our baby happy. I see grandma and grandpa love you a lot too" he said.


Khanza continued to look at her husband's handsome face and continued to digest what he meant by each of his words. Khanza's little brain really did not understand what her husband meant.


Abizar pulled back the nape of the khanza, played for a moment his lips on his wife's lips, took off then looked at the beautiful eyes of Khanza just silently still trying to guess the purpose of Abizar.


Abizar chuckled at Khanza's confused facial expression. 


"I've already given all my work to my assistant, so I can rest easy staying here, we can stay with grandparents," abizar said, making Khanza round his eyes, hearing what Abizar had just said.


"Did he choose me, was this really true. He would really stay here and leave his life in the city for me, "inner Khanza screamed happily.


"Aren't you really going to stay here with me, forever?" khanza asked with pleasure.


Abizar was just annoying, making Khanza's smile slowly rise up on her face, happy and hugging her husband. 


Very happy, really happy, that happiness suddenly came to a standstill when I remembered Farah.


Khanza took off his arms and looked back at Abizar.


"Mbak Farah" he asked.


"You don't know Farah yet, if you know her I'm sure there will be no problem sharing with her" Abizar said, drawing his face closer to Khanza's face, their noses even touching.


"Does he mind if you stay here?" tanyanya doubt.


"We'll stay here as long as you want" Abizar said, chanting Khanza's lips.


Khanza smiled again and hugged Abizar.


****


Abizar called Farah, telling her what had just happened in the room this afternoon, where Khanza actually said that he wanted to stay in the village and no longer wanted to go back with her, Abizar told him everything, how Khanza cried in his arms and asked that he return without her.


Farah, who is always mature, advises Abizar to follow his wife's wishes, leaving office problems to his assistant and trying to help him. Although Farah is a housewife, she is also very skilled in business science. Neither his business nor his business handle Abizar.


"Farah are you sure you're okay with my job while I'm staying here with Khanza?" asked Abizar doubtfully.


"Yes, Mas. Just think of a way for the khanza to forgive us and come back here. I'm fine, you just enjoy your days with Khanza there, I will always pray that you guys are happy and we can quickly regroup, with Khanza who has forgiven us and accepted our marriage" Farah said.


*****


In the morning Khanza woke up with a happy heart, Abizar's statement last night really made Khanza happy. 


Khanza looked at Abizar's sleeping face, and saw the fan overnight accompanying their sleep.


"Good morning, brother," Khanza said, welcoming Abizar, who opened his eyes.


"Good morning, dear," replied Abizar pulling Khanza into his arms.


A beautiful morning for them, Abizar again gets his old little wife Khanza. Khanza who always spoiled with his, Khanza who welcomed his morning with a smile.


After breakfast, Khanza took Abizar for a walk around his village, planning to ride his grandfather's old motorcycle.


"Is there another motor?" abizar asked unsure of the bike Khanza was showing.


" What's the matter, brother?" ask Khanza.


Abizar stared at the old motorcycle grandpa.


"Can this bike be used?" Back asking.


"Can?"


"Related?"


"Yes!"


"Where's the key?" ask Abizar.


"Ga's got the key, brother. Straight away," replied Khanza.


"Hhh ...!" Samakin doubted the bike in front of him.


Abizar tried it, it was true, the motor was on without having to use a key.


"Let's go for a walk" Khanza exclaimed.


"We bought a new bike, yeah! afraid this bike ain't strong for all three of us."


"Third?"


"Yes, threesome with that in the stomach."


"Yes, yeah!" khanza rubbed his stomach.


"We go, yes" asked Abizar.


They finally decided to walk around the village, greet some residents who happened to pass by and meet them.


Abizar is very sad to see the state of Khanza village, there are some houses that are not feasible to be occupied. However, it seems they still occupy it.


Abizar could feel the hospitality of the citizens there, almost everyone they met knew and admonished him kindly.


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