Sharing Love: Loving Myself And Herself

A Sacrifice.

"Oh my goodness, brother's face why?" tanya Khanza took a compress in Abizar's hand and began compressing her husband's bruised cheek.

"No, it's okay, I fell, I fell" he said.

"I'm not as smart as Big Brother, but not as stupid as it is to believe that this is a wound because of a fall. Brother fights, right, Brother Daniel?"

"Daniel is absolutely outrageous, his mouth is completely unguarded. If Daniel tells you something about our marriage relationship, you don't respond." Abizar was upset to remember Daniel's words.

"Yes, Brother. I understand that I will no longer talk to Daniel's brother" replied

Khanza continued to compress her husband's cheeks carefully.

Abizar clasped Khanza's hand,

"You promised me brother, no matter what happens in the future don't ever leave me. You know your brother loves you very much, loves you both very much. You and Aziel are part of my life now" Abizar said.

"Yes, Brother. Forever I will never leave brother, Khanza also love and love brother. Khanza is also comfortable with our family relationship, Mbak Farah is a very good person, Khanza is no longer a problem if you have to share his happiness with him" Khanza smiled.

After feeling much better that Abizar and Khanza joined them, the khanza deliberately placed a plaster on Abizar's injured cheekbones.

Farah looked at Abizar with a cut on his cheek, "Mas don't respond to Daniel, he was deliberately provoking your emotions, he wanted to demonize you in front of all of them, In particular he will try to vilify you in the presence of all the Khanza families. You can't fall into his trap" Farah said.

"You're right, it looks like Daniel is really blatantly approaching the khanza" Abizar annoyed.

"Whatever you do, you should do it carefully, do not get hurt. Do it another way without violence."

"Hmmm," Abizar simply nodded.

They all enjoyed the banquet, the children of the orphanage had started to be escorted to their respective homes.

Tonight all stay at Khanza's new house, all the Khanza family from the village. Farah and Warda have returned to their home, while Abizar is also staying at the new house.

Abizar played with his son and grandfather.

Aziel who was exhausted asked to sleep, Abizar who saw Khanza still chatting with his family brought Aziel to the main room and put him to sleep.

Soon Khanza also entered the room and joined them,

"Thank you, brother. Today I am very happy, to be able to move into this house. To our house with Ziel," said she held her arms against the back of her husband, who was behind her, Abizar was putting Aziel to sleep.

Abizar flipped over and took Khanza into his arms.

"Sleep" said Abizar, who also felt very sleepy. He was tired all day helping. They also sleep.

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While in the old house, Farah and mother were in Aziel's room, they were sitting on a mattress where Aziel often slept. They saw Aziel's stuff that was still complete there. Farah accidentally buys all the new necessities for Aziel that will be stored in her new room. None of Aziel's things from that room came out.

"Why the hell, Khanza has to move" said Warda felt something was missing. " Our house feels lonely, there is no Aziel," said Warda rubbed a pillow often used by his grandson.

"We feel like we lost Aziel because it was only the first night he didn't sleep here, not with us. Farah is sure, if we are used to everything will return to how it was, we can occasionally bring Aziel to stay here," said Farah encouraging her in-laws. However, he himself felt very lost the figure of a child who had been considered as his own child.

"If indeed the state of your household will be fine with the transfer of Khanza, Mama will try to resist the selfishness of Mama," said Warda.

They both strengthened their hearts, there was no more laughter and crying Aziel in their homes.

"Yes, Mama slept first, yes" said Warda left Farah who was still at home in Aziel's room.

Farah looked at all the corners of the room, she could see Aziel's shadow in all the corners, she smiled and took Aziel's favorite pillow and slept while hugging her.

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Likewise with Aziel, if Farah and Warda miss him they will take and bring Aziel to stay over, even Farah asks Khanza if Abizar sleeps in his house then he will under Aziel together, even if he does not sleep, vice versa, if Abizar stays at the old house, Aziel will stay at Khanza's house.

They agreed to do that. Warda also voted to approve it.

All is back in harmony, no more pain and jealousy. Khanza and Farah were used to sharing. Sharing Abizar and Aziel. However, in this case Abizar felt that something was lacking in his days.

When he goes to Khanza's house, Aziel goes to Farah's house and when he goes to Farah's house, Aziel goes to Khanza's house, so over and over that he felt so short of time to be with his son. He was only with Aziel at the weekend, when they gathered together if not Farah who went to Khanza's house then Khanza who will visit Farah's house. Then he could meet his son.

Abizar can play with his son only when they are together at the weekend, only once a week. He had to divide his time between Khanza, Farah, and his work, not to mention that he now also handled Farah's business.

At first Abizar accepted everything, as long as his two wives were happy he would be willing to sacrifice, losing time together with his son.

One month, two months, three months, he can still tolerate. However, now it has been 1 year he has lived his days, divided his time, he was more tormented, moreover Aziel more adorable, not infrequently they only communicate with each other through video calls.

Aziel is now two years old.

he is currently in a period of growth, developing times, many wanted to know, he can even protest why his father rarely met him.

Today Abizar got a turn to stay at Khanza's house.

Abizar just came home from the office, he was very tired after coming from out of town.

Khanza welcomed her husband as usual,

"Is Aziel gone?" tanyanya as Khanza opened the door for her, took her suit and her office bag.

"Yes, Brother. Farah's brother just picked her up" Khanza replied.

Again and again he failed to meet his son. Abizar could only sigh.

"Aren't you going to shower or eat first?" ask Khanza.

"I take a shower first" said limp.

As they walked to the room, Khanza prepared a bath for Abizar.

As Abizar bathed Khanza went downstairs to prepare dinner.

Abizar went into his son's room, he could only see traces of Aziel in the room, the new clothes were also still lying on the bed.

Alizar took Aziel's shirt and inhaled it, the scent of his son still lingering there.

"Papa really wants to play with you" he said.

Abizar laughs at his fate, he has a Son who often comes to his house. However, he rarely met. They are like two polar opposites, I must accept, this is the risk that must be accepted.

Abizar tidied up his son's messy room, then he went down to meet Khanza for dinner.

"Ohya, brother. Tomorrow we will go to the zoo, but Farah has everything ready" Khanza said, scooping rice into Abizar's plate.

"Truely, it will definitely be a lot of fun," he said he was looking forward to meeting his son.

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